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"I'm tired after a long day at work, and I want to find someone to comfort me in mind and body. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" As the mobile phone rang, Yin Yan picked up the phone in a daze. It seems that he is still immersed in the joy and happiness of last night.

"Why haven't you arrived yet! Exams are about to start. Don't you want this time? Do you still want to live? You're going to lose your grades, you know! Go home and farm, don't come to school. I only heard the dean on the other side of the phone yell angrily and hung up the phone angrily. Yin Yan woke up from his sleep at this time. He subconsciously looked around, recalling the bits and pieces of last night, and recalling the happy scene with Qianxi. However, there was no shadow of Qianxi in sight. I used to sleep well on the moon, but now I have returned to Earth. It's still in my old home. It's like everything is just a dream. Yin Yan panicked in his heart, where could he care about the exam. Shouting everywhere: Qianxi............. Qianxi.......................................................

However, after shouting for a long time, there was no response, and the deathly silence around him, along with Yin Yan's heart, sank to the bottom of the sea. The anxiety in his heart was a little stronger, and Yin Yan ran up and down the house dozens of times. But there is no trace of Qianxi. There was a quick rush out of the room, expecting that she was just going out to buy something.

However, it was as if she had evaporated from the world, as if she had never come, as if it were all just a dream. Yin Yan seemed a little overwhelmed, and his heart was mixed. The memories of all these are so clear, he remembers every detail of last night clearly, in the air, underwater, on the moon, and all kinds of details of the battle between the two, are deeply imprinted in Yin Yan's mind, and he still distinguishes between dreams and facts. The impression in my mind is far less vague than that of a dream.

He couldn't believe it, and he couldn't understand it even more. How could Qianxi leave herself? But why didn't I find it after looking for a long time? The search was fruitless, and Yin Yan dragged his heavy steps back home. The house was empty, still the same as before, and the bed was full of messy clothes, but there was no trace of last night's beauty. However, the smell of women in the house is difficult to dissipate, I don't know if it is Yin Yan's own delusion, or if he really came last night. He kept his head down, not knowing what was going on in his mind. sat on the ground weakly, thinking about every bit of last night, thinking about Qianxi's beauty, Qianxi's smile, the warmth and warmth of holding her, and the cold heart that was enough to melt him for more than ten years. If all this is just a dream, then why is it so real? If all this is true, then why did Qianxi leave him. He doesn't understand, can't understand, is it that everything is his own delusion? He couldn't believe in himself, and he couldn't believe in the world. Why? Why? What makes him even more unacceptable is that happiness is so short-lived, why did he give himself happiness and take it away so resolutely? The happiness that I was once proud of. I once thought that the world was eternal, is all this fake? Have you never, never, never had? Perhaps, all this is a dream, and it is trapped in a dream and unable to extricate itself. Or is the fantasy too beautiful and the reality too cruel?

Because he was too happy, when he lost it, it was difficult for Yin Yan to accept, it was difficult to understand, he didn't know where he was going, he didn't know himself, what should he do in the future? He sat motionless. It seems that everything stands still and loses its vitality.

Yin Yan's eyes lost their look, like a blind man, a vegetative person, and he sat there in a daze. In the room, the silence was even the sound of breathing. Until the sunset in the afternoon shined through the window into Yin Yan's eyes. He slowly came to his senses. However, the two eyes contained gray, gray, and had no look.

At that moment, he finally understood what it meant to be sad, because his heart was aching, and his whole body was twitching. He used to be afraid of dreaming, because dreams are too beautiful, and reality is too cruel. But yesterday's events are vivid.

"Am I so beautiful, you don't like me anymore."

"Brother Yin, you are amazing!"

“yeah！ I'm so lucky to have met you. ”

"I hope to be with you forever, with the people I like, with my brother Yin."

"We are all just a small part of this universe, whether we are strong or small, we are all inconspicuous pebbles of the universe, we are happy and angry, we rise and fall, rich and poor, the universe is just in the eyes, like clowns. We can't compare with him, and what I care about is what I care about, and everything I care about is for what I care about. If I lose what I care about, then my existence is meaningless. ”

Qianxi's words echoed in her mind one by one, her voice was so beautiful, slightly hoarse, and not delicate. My mind is full of her figure, her smile, her beauty.

He doesn't understand why the world is so cruel to him? He didn't understand. He couldn't accept all this transformation so quickly.

I used to think that the world would be different because of this. My future life will also become wonderful because of her. But you tell me that it's all fake. Everything is my own doing. Am I not qualified enough? Go and get God's affection. I don't have the ability to have the happiness I want to have. So you're leaving me, leaving me useless shit?

Everything that has ever been is both real and illusory, unwilling to give up, and unable to believe.

I really want to run, I want to wander the world. Whenever Yin Yan is in a bad mood. He was always running hard, hoping to exhaust all his strength. I hope to use the overdraft of the body to reduce the unhappiness in my heart. Occupy your brain with exhaustion and let yourself forget all this unhappiness.

Perhaps, this world is a hurtful world. Inevitably, it is bitterness, tiredness, and sweat. What can be harvested is so far away, it is clear that it has come to the front, but it is ethereal and fleeting.

Everything seems so elusive, and how can your own destiny be in your own hands.

When I think of it. Yin Yan no longer knows how many miles he has run. Before I knew it, I ran from my home to the top of a mountain. Before you know it, you are standing on the top of the mountain. There is no exhaustion, no respite, only infinite pain in the heart.

It was already sunset in the afternoon, and the dense woods, with the breeze, made a rustling sound, making people feel that the melodious breeze and the orange-yellow sunset were always calmly sprinkled on the treetops, flying over the bluebirds, and sprinkled on Yin Yan's forehead. The sunset scene in the countryside is always refreshing, and the beautiful scenery calms Yin Yan's restless heart a lot.

He began, calming down, and analyzing carefully.

He closed his eyes and carefully realized the difference in his body, how real the feeling of power used to be was, and now, because of the sudden loss of power, it seemed a little unnatural. Although it was not as strong as the feeling last night, I also felt that my body had an inseparable connection with being in a distant place, very faint, very faint.

In the past, although I also exercised every day and was more flexible, it was like being controlled by the earth, but now I feel lighter. Moreover, it seems that he has a weak connection with the things around him, and it seems that the elements around him have spirituality, can communicate with him, and listen to his own words very much.

Although the body is much worse than last night, it is subtly different from the body that I used and the year I used it.

This pair of physical perceptions seems to have given me a lot of courage. The difference in his body, the woman's body fragrance in the room, and his clear memory touched Yin Yan's heart. also gave Yin Yan an ominous premonition.

The thought that Qianxi might be brought back to Virgo, and that he couldn't even get out of this damn gravity now, lost faith in himself again. God is always playing with others, giving people hope and making people despair.

Perhaps, Yin Yan can choose to live his life comfortably, forget Qianxi, and forget this girl who once gave him great happiness. Are you sure? How is it possible, how you make me forget, how to give up.

You gave me hope for life, but you flew away, leaving me alone, a lonely struggle. As long as I'm alive, how can I bear to let you suffer, every day, for me, is suffering, every day, I can't forget our past. Although there is no future ahead, my heart tells me that we are getting closer and closer.

No matter how powerful we are, they all pass away, a small part of this universe, what I care about, is only the people I care about, everything I do, is just to fulfill my own small wishes, if even the people we love the most can't be guarded, then there is no need for us to stay in this world, either, always hope and never give up, or, die a heroic death.

"Qianxi, wait for me, I will definitely save you."

Hovering on the edge of reality and illusion, how can he find the answer? He, how to choose?

Yin Yan raised his head and looked at the surprisingly bright moon. The fountain of hope and motivation continued to flow into his heart.

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