I'm too afraid to fall in love with you [8]

When she had finished speaking, she saw that the horse had stopped, jumped off the horse, and walked towards the edge of the woods, as if in every possible way she wanted to find someone to bear the fault:

"I know that there is no evidence for me to say such things, and no one will believe what I say, but Zhu Li is because I am injured, because of me!"

When he got to the edge of the lake, he picked up a stone and threw it at the puddle, as if to wave away the boredom in his chest.

"If I hadn't participated in the competition, like Shuyi, maybe Zhuli wouldn't have been injured!"

"It's still the same." Rong Yi walked from behind, stood beside her, and said slowly.

"Why don't you!" Ming Yulong turned his head abruptly and looked at him with red eyes, "If I don't come, Bai Lingyue won't let the horseman add beast skins to the saddle, even if Zhu Li runs in front, he won't fall off the suspension bridge." ”

"The saddle was done the night before, and if you don't come, it might be worse." Rong Yi said softly.

"It's different!" Ming Yulong's voice was a little hoarse, "If she knows that I won't participate, maybe she will let someone take it out in advance?" ”

"Don't put all the blame on yourself." Rong Yi's eyes were shining with water, and his tone was slow and lightly reassuring,

"If a person walks in an alley and is robbed, it should be the robber who should be blamed, not that person who should not be blamed for not walking that alley. You're now the one who blames yourself for walking the alley. ”

Ming Yulong raised her little face, her eyes were misty in the sun, and she said in a dumb voice:

"You don't know how to do it, I saw with my own eyes how Zhu Li fell, her panic, her despair, her pain, I can see it clearly, and now in my mind, all I play back is that scene, I can't forget it!"

"I know the way, I know the way."

A gentle sigh like catkins came out of Rong Yi's mouth, and his eyes were full of sun-like comfort, such a calm and clear look, and inclusive of everything-

Ming Yulong's nose was sour, and the tears that she had been holding back seemed to have been suddenly opened, and she suddenly rushed into his arms and hugged him tightly:

"Rong Yi, just now I saw Zhu Li lying on the bed, there was no blood on her face, the doctor said that her condition was not good, her head was broken, her lungs were pierced, and her waist bones were broken, I was afraid that she would not wake up like this!"

"She's only fourteen, what if she doesn't wake up? Whether that waist bone can be saved, and whether it will affect her walking in the future, I don't dare to ask any of these questions, I am afraid that the answer will disappoint me. ”

So when she heard Qin Yinyin's answer after asking the doctor, she couldn't help but run out anymore.

"It's not your fault, you've done well enough. It's not just me who thinks, but even Xu Sacrificial Wine and other students, they think you're doing a good job. Moreover, it should not be you who should be condemned in your heart. ”

Ming Yulong buried his head in his chest, listening to his soft voice soothing, like a warm spring breeze pouring from the top of his head into his limbs,

I don't know what's going on, she usually doesn't like to cry much. In modern times, although I cried a little when I was a child, when I grew up, I cried more times than I could count on one hand.

Obviously, I didn't feel like crying today, but I was a little sad.