The grades are too bad, I persevered for four months, the poor grades are outrageous, some time ago, I met a responsible editor, he read my book, only said one sentence, the beginning is too bad.

In fact, I also know about this that as a newcomer, I always want to make some achievements when I enter this industry with enthusiasm, but these things are all accumulated, and if I want to make faster progress, then open another book.

Another reason, when I saw the results, I didn't even have the motivation to write, and I always hoped that the results would get better, but the results were ...... Day by day, it seems that it is really my own writing that is wrong.

When I started writing, I thought I had prepared enough, but when I officially started writing, I realized that I lacked too many things, how to put it, even a simple narrative is difficult to do, and I like to drill the tip of the horns, a thing must be explained very clearly, but the more I write like this, the more messy it is, and the more numb the reader will see.

If you are not an author, you will never know the hard work inside, and I used to be a reader, all kinds of pointers, but when I wrote it, I found that I didn't know anything, except for typing. So, thinking and doing are two different things.

Some of my friends who sent books with me cut earlier than me and some cut later than me, and I finally waited for this day, but I felt an inexplicable sense of relaxation in my heart.

I also gave a lot of feelings to this book, and even slept for a while thinking about the plot, how to write reasonably, how to write so that readers can read it, and at that time I felt quite fulfilling, but I didn't have time to spend with my son.

More than 400,000 words, for some gods, it can be written in less than a month, but for a rookie like me, it takes more than two hours to type slowly on the computer, and it takes more than two hours for a chapter, and even longer when it is written, but I still write patiently.

My friend said, cut it, it's nothing more than a waste of time for you to go on like this, if you write okay, you can still support it, but you wrote it in the early stage, and there are some problems with the overall setting, the more you go to the back, the more messy it will be.

To be honest, I didn't listen to them before, I comforted myself that I would get better, but seeing the results that didn't make the slightest improvement, I knew that I was really comforting myself.

They all want to become gods and make money, but there are so many authors at the starting point, and there are only a few real gods, and we are still on the ladder of hard work.

I thought about it for two days, and for the first time, I broke the roots, and I insisted on writing a chapter even if I had a cold, and I didn't dare to break it, and I fantasized about what to do if I was on the recommended list. I didn't expect the last update to be this useless emotion.,Although I know no one reads it.,But I still have to write it.。

I originally wanted to write a random chapter to tease, and then I forced it directly, and after thinking about it, forget it, I don't want to do that, even if I don't write it, I don't want to force the ending, so I wrote this piece of "narrative" essay.

I recently watched a movie, and there is a sentence in it that touched me deeply: taking is ability, giving is realm.

I didn't give up, I just left for a while, and it won't be long before I, Hu Hansan, will come back.

In the end, I just want to sigh: the author, it is really a high-risk profession, and I hope that friends who are preparing to enter the industry arrange their time reasonably, and don't stay up late, otherwise, you will be like me, coughing for a month.

To be continued.......