1155 phobias
"Child, I didn't say you, Chunling is such a good girl, wouldn't it be okay if you get married early! Look at you, you always drag on not getting married, it's not this thing or that, you think everyone can wait for you for a lifetime! Li Keren complained.
"Sister, don't say it."
"Humph! It's all your own fault, to see what kind of one you can find in the future, pick and choose, and specify the worst one. When Li Keren heard the news, he seemed to be in a bad mood, and he slammed the door and went out.
Why is everyone doing this to me? What the hell am I doing wrong? Wang Baoyu really wanted to shout, he was tired and lay on the bed, after resentment, his mind was full of Feng Chunling's figure and gentle voice, Chunling was really good to herself, she was always doing it silently, and she came and went when she was called, so that Wang Baoyu never doubted that Feng Chunling would leave him one day.
However, Feng Chunling still left, alone, going to a foreign country, with no money and no support, what does a girl live on? But she would rather face all this and choose to leave herself, but what is all this for? How can Wang Baoyu let go?
"Chunling !!!!!" Wang Baoyu was really depressed, ran to the balcony, and shouted in a suppressed voice.
The sound was not loud, but it broke through the sky and landed like a bombshell at the exit of a distant railway station.
"Baoyu!" Feng Chunling thought she had misheard, and looked back suddenly.
"Let's go! Come on! Get out of the way! The people behind urged impatiently, although it was night, the train station was always bustling with people, but where was Wang Baoyu's shadow.
The joy on Feng Chunling's face disappeared, she was emaciated, her face was sallow, and there was no longer a tear in her dry eyes. There is only a small satchel on his body, and the plastic bag in his hand contains a box of instant noodles that have never been opened. She turned around and staggered towards a strange city, her swaying figure, messy steps, like a homeless ghost, wandering lonely in a city lacking some human touch, not arousing anyone's pity.
In the end, the ghost was tired of wandering, sitting on the bus bench tiredly, staring at the dark sky in a daze, maybe feeling hungry, and gnawed two mouthfuls of instant noodles, so silent night, the chewing sound of the clattering arm came far away, but it could not reach Wang Baoyu's ears.
Wang Baoyu, who also couldn't let go, almost didn't sleep all night, and when he got up the next day, he looked in the mirror, his eyes were blank, and his eye circles were black, which could be described by more than a tragic word.
After going to work, Wang Baoyu felt that his mental state was very poor, he didn't want to do anything, his mind was full of Feng Chunling, he thought of Feng Chunling's hometown, but he felt that since Feng Chunling had made up his mind, the most unlikely thing to go back to was home, so he gave up this idea.
The next day, Ma Xiaoli, who came in first, asked hesitantly: "Baoyu, can you tell me what happened yesterday?" ”
Wang Baoyu said listlessly: "Sister Xiaoli, my girlfriend is missing." ”
"What's going on? If you really can't do it, report it. Ma Xiaoli said.
"What kind of case to report, she left by herself, and she was not kidnapped." Wang Baoyu frowned.
"Aren't you getting married?"
"The person is gone, and I still have a fart marriage, I'm about to faint."
Ma Xiaoli was silent for a moment, and comforted Wang Baoyu: "Baoyu, don't worry, it's normal for girls to be unable to think about it for a while because of some things, maybe they figured it out and came back by themselves." ”
"If she had half of your mind about Cheng Guodong, she wouldn't treat me like this." Wang Baoyu said angrily.
"If you have half of Cheng Guodong's mind about me, people won't leave!" Ma Xiaoli also said politely.
Wang Baoyu smiled bitterly, shook his head and didn't speak, why did everyone think it was his fault? And he doesn't think so, in some ways, he understands Feng Chunling's personality, although Feng Chunling usually seems to be obedient to herself, in fact, she has a very right idea of doing things, just like the matter of abortion, she has never asked Wang Baoyu's opinion.
Now, since Feng Chunling has made such a ruthless decision, she will definitely not come back, and she may not have a chance to see her again in this life.
Without waiting for Ma Xiaoli to say anything, there was a knock on the door, and then Cheng Xueman came in.
"Mom, you're here!" Cheng Xueman looked good, with a faint smile on her face.
"Well, I'll talk to Director Wang about something." Ma Xiaoli said, got up and left, obviously not wanting to talk to this daughter more.
"Walk slowly, Mom." Cheng Xueman said politely behind him, he looked very well-behaved, and he kept screaming one by one.
"Sheman, what's the matter with you?" Wang Baoyu asked weakly, still unable to keep up his spirits.
"Baoyu, what happened to you yesterday? Make such a big fire. Cheng Xueman asked.
"Nothing, shame on you!" Wang Baoyu said.
"What a shame! Is it that someone is giving you a problem again? Cheng Xueman continued to ask.
"Why do you ask so much?" Wang Baoyu was a little impatient.
"Baoyu, don't I feel sorry for you!" Cheng Xueman asked again.
Wang Baoyu didn't want to tell Cheng Xueman, but finally sighed: "Alas! My girlfriend is gone, and the wedding photos haven't been taken yet! There were some complaints about Cheng Xueman in her words, if she hadn't deceived herself back that day, the wedding photos would have been taken, and now it's good, she didn't even have a photo with Feng Chunling, at least she could have a thought!
Cheng Xueman had a slight smile on her face, and she comforted: "Baoyu, I know you care about her very much, but I understand the mind of a girl, the more critical the moment of marriage, the greater the struggle in my heart, this is called marriage phobia." She must regret leaving you at this time, but it's also good, and the province will have conflicts after getting married. ”
"Maybe! But I still wanted to find her and ask her why she had left me. Speaking of this, Wang Baoyu still felt extremely depressed.
"It's hard to guess a girl's mind, Baoyu, I dare say, even if you find her, she may not be able to tell you the truth." Cheng Xueman said.
Seeing that Wang Baoyu didn't speak for a long time, Cheng Xueman stepped forward, leaned on Wang Baoyu's body intentionally or unintentionally, and continued to comfort: "Baoyu, maybe one day, she will come back, don't be unhappy." ”
Hearing the two women say this, Wang Baoyu felt a little better, and he smiled slightly and said to Cheng Xueman: "Xueman, you have done a good job, continue to work hard." If I have the chance, I will find a way to turn you into a regular. ”
"Baoyu, thank you." Cheng Xueman's face was full of excitement, she suddenly wrapped her arms around Wang Baoyu's neck, lowered her head and kissed him on the face, and ran out happily.