XXIV. Redemption from the sky
"Why can't I cry, why do I regret it, why do I despair in my heart?
"I really want to be reincarnated again, still be your daughter, and start over, but there is no longer an afterlife, old ghost, you are so cruel, why did you leave me alone......"
Every night, when she was the only one left in the house, Li Qi would think of the night, she tried to control herself not to think about it, but whenever it was quiet in the dead of night, Li Qi could no longer restrain her thoughts, which was a pain engraved in her heart, because once every night and every night, when night fell, the appearance of the night made herself so happy and happy, he was the rock in her heart, once she lost, Li Qi's heart also collapsed (Chapter 24 of the legend of the other world). Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
For so many years, she is not used to the days without nights, every time she thinks about it, Li Qi is so painful that she can barely breathe, she really wants to let herself cry, cry out loud, but her heart is like pressing a boulder, and she can't move it or take it away.
"Why didn't I know the truth until after I died, why did God play such a big joke on me!"
"Why!? Why!? Li Qi hissed and shouted in a heart-splitting voice, which seemed to be an indictment of heaven.
There was a muffled thunder in the sky, which seemed to respond to Li Qi's almost angry mood, and then a swamp suddenly appeared on the flat floor, the ground was gone, the bed was gone, it seemed that even the whole room was gone, dark, extremely dark, only a faint light above his head shone on Li Qi's body, the outside world could no longer be heard, the flower world and Li Qi were separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, and there was only the helpless wandering soul buried deep in the ground.
"Hate?" Someone asked.
"Hate, hate!" Li Qi replied.
"Do you hate the heavens, or do you hate yourself?" This voice was muffled and stirring, and it was the most unventable roar in my heart.
"Hate, hate," Li Qi's heart was shocked, "But, hate yourself the most." β
"I hate myself for not having time to shout a sentence before he died, but the words that hate clearly came to my lips were because I was embarrassed, so I never said them!" The voice in the heart replied.
"He didn't want me to be sad, so he didn't tell me until he died, no...... He said it a long time ago, but I don't believe it at all, I don't care at all...... If I had found out earlier, if I had known earlier, it would not have been like this, it would never have been like this, why am I so stupid, damn it...... Damn it......" Li Qi shouted hysterically, stopping all the words he was about to say in his heart.
"So what are you going to do?" I asked from the bottom of my heart.
"What to do, what to do?" Li Qi asked helplessly, "I knew that today, if God really can only know the truth after death, I would rather choose to forget all my memories with him, forget everything I have experienced with him, and forget his love for me, maybe only in this way can I be truly liberated." Li Qi covered his face and said tremblingly, "You know what? It's too painful, it's too painful, I think about him every night, I can't stop thinking, no one can help me, no one can save me, these memories have made me simply unable to carry them anymore, then I would rather choose to forget! β
The moment the words fell, Li Qi's memories of the night flashed in his heart, the most recent was that parting, the moment when he almost shouted "Dad", he regretted it so much-
Then choose to forget-
Then he devoured almost 30% of the power of the night, making it almost impossible to go out at night, and he made fun of his gray hair.
Yes, the night is old, why are you old?
Then forget it, forget it, and he won't be old.
Knocking on the door of the night on a rainy night, it was he who rescued himself and stayed by his side, it was a long-lost reunion, forget it, maybe we shouldn't see each other again at all.
Then came the tragic death of the day,
Night slaughtering his classmates,
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The scenes passed like flowing water, the surroundings became darker and darker with the forgetting of the memories little by little, the darkness was like ink, the light above his head was getting dimer and darker, Li Qi fell into the swamp quagmire, and the top of his head had been deeply imprinted with the mark of the fallen sky, and after a while, the fallen sky was about to be completed, she was the daughter of the devil, and finally could not get rid of the fate of the demon, Li Qi, who had lost all his memories, would eventually live in the Rubik's Cube domain of the weak and the strong, and when she recalled everything again, she no longer felt like the year.
The final memory fell under the big tsubaki tree:
Under the big Tsubaki tree, the tall half-black, half-white figure and the little Li Qi beside him-
"Old ghost, they all say I'm your daughter, don't you say?!"
"It's not! You're not my daughter! β
"Then I should have a name, they say, human fathers will give their children names."
"Imp."
"That's the name of the milk, I want you to name me!" Li Qi followed his memory and shouted out the deepest longing from a long, long time ago.
"Never leave the ......" still remembers the night's self-talk.
I still remember taking a deep breath at night and squatting in front of Li Qi for the first time, "Li Qi, your name is - Li Qi." His eyes were so determined, so affectionate......
Forget? Do you really want to forget?
"Only this, I don't want to forget, I don't want to forget, because that's my name......" Li Qi's heart became firm, just like looking at her night firmly, so she said loudly: "My name is Li Qi, I won't forget!" β
"Do you want to forget?" The voice in my heart gradually began to resemble a person, a very familiar person.
"I don't forget." Li Qi replied.
The surroundings lit up, and gradually lit up, Li Qi came back to his senses, and saw that he was actually in the mourning room, and he didn't feel that his heart was tight, and he realized that he was controlled by the demon and almost fell into the sky.
"Sir, do you want to suck my power out of me?" Thinking of the danger just now, Li Qi breathed a long sigh of relief, looking at this super hateful person who would drill into it as long as there was a trace of hesitation in others' hearts, control it and let it fall into the sky, but absorb its power or use it for his own use, but the smell on his body, that kind of hatefulness, is so familiar and nostalgic, because in this world, the only one closest to day and night is this demon.
Mourning smiled, didn't answer anything, but seemed to be a little reluctant and couldn't help but remind Li Qi of the night, and his eyes couldn't help but turn red again.
Mourning said helplessly, "Forget it, I'll get you something to eat." For Li Qi's arrival, mourning has almost been forced to get used to eating with her.
However, this time, in addition to a table of **-like food, there was actually a monster that looked like a pig, which couldn't help but make Li Qi think of some demon that the mourning general must have caught from the Rubik's Cube domain, and then roasted it and planned to eat it for himself.
"This isβ" Li Qi couldn't help but ask.
"Demonβ" The mourner smiled strangely and said.
Suddenly, Li Qi had a feeling of wanting to vomit, to be honest, he never wanted to eat demons like them, and the mourning general actually roasted the little devil for himself today. "You, you, you a**, murderer, bastard! Bastard! Li Qi rushed to the mourning general, grabbed him by the collar, and shouted hysterically, suddenly, Li Qi felt that this kind of shouting was very refreshing and happy, thinking that this was the first time since his death in the night that he scolded so freely.
However, Li Qi's anger was exchanged for a smug smile from the mourner, as if he was very happy to play Li Qi again," said in the "Classic of Mountains and Seas" - the tapir people live on dreams, have no fixed body, and have an illusory body. Denied. β
"Tapir! This is the Dream Eater Tapir, a powerful ancient beast, aren't they all dead, where did you get it? It was only then that Li Qi came to his senses, and it is said that the dream-eating tapir is a legendary creature that can eat nightmares and leave sweet dreams for humans.
This species is almost extinct, even if it is very difficult to find this kind of dream tapir, I don't know how long it took to prepare this feast of dream tapirs. As soon as she thought of this, the feeling of being abandoned by the night in Li Qi's heart suddenly disappeared, and she found that after Ye and Yueniang left, there were still people in this Wufang domain who cared about her, and there were still people who were silently watching and caring for themselves in the dark.
"Come, eat, eat it, your nightmares will be gone, from now on there will be no darkness in your heart, my heart will peep into your heart, and only sweet dreams will remain-" Under the domineering words of the mourning general, the most gentle and intimate comfort was revealed.
At this moment, Li Qi felt that he had finally been redeemed-
"Hey, cry if you want to." Unconsciously, the mourning had already walked in front of Li Qi, he put his arm on Li Qi's shoulder, and said a gentle word for the first time.
The tears in his eyes couldn't hold back any longer, and Li Qi took advantage of the situation to hug the mourner who was standing beside him, and cried loudly.