Yan held her knees with her hands and sat barefoot in the warm sun. Beneath her was the fine oak floor, spotless, and the roses around her were intertwined with light and shadow, casting a gentle and brilliant color that gave her face a languid beauty.

She lazily raised her head to look at the distant sky, from here, she could see the blue sky that she had not seen for a long time, but it was not pure, like wine with plasticizer.

"Xiaoya, you don't know, this is the most haode day of my life."

“……”

"Every day, when you are full, you go to sleep, and when you wake up, you eat. Don't worry about where dinner is, don't worry about where to stay tomorrow, and don't worry about which man to ask out on WeChat and Momo to cheat some money......"

Her smile was heartless, but it was real and clear, "Ever since my dad was in a car accident, I opened my eyes every day and thought, what will happen to my tuition? What about living expenses? However, no matter how worried I was, I didn't go to college. After my dad died, I had to wonder, what about my mom's medical bills? What about rent? Today is over, what about tomorrow? I often wonder, how can I survive such a long life? There were even several times when I cheated out a little money, and I thought, why don't I use this money to take my mother to Tibet with me, and then find a place with better scenery, a glacier collapses, and where both of them die......"

Poor men are often despised by others, and poor women are even more despised by 30%.

She had never said these words before.

Xu Xiaoya was compassionate: "Who called you stubborn? I told you to go to work in the harem, but you refused. The Oiran of the harem is said to have retired. Now he is worth tens of millions, drives a BMW and lives in a villa, and has friendships with many high-ranking officials. Our foreman met you once and said, "If you are willing to come, you will be able to compare with any oiran, and you will not be worthy of carrying the corners of your skirt......"

"Heh, Xiaoya, you don't know, I'm a ...... Alas, I'm ......."

She was silent for a moment before she said, "I used to stubbornly think that selling my body was the most despicable thing in the world......"

That's why I'd rather be kidnapped and deceived, rack my brains to calculate men, cheat a little money, and fight wits and courage with them, and several times, I almost fell into the clutches of the devil. But he always deceives himself, telling himself that if these men are not greedy and lustful, they will not be deceived by the saucer.

Some men are obviously married or have girlfriends, and they will also have fun and hunt for beauty on the Internet, so they give others the opportunity to cheat on them.

Don't they have a little responsibility?

I won't have a bad conscience because of this, so I'm better to go over and sit on the stage, right?

Actually, it's essentially the same.

Just like criminals, robbers, murderers, embezzlers, etc., they always look down on the lowest rapists or stumbling women.

Conversely, murderers often enjoy the most powerful authority among criminals!

There is no way to investigate the reason.

"Heh, now I'm ...... Right now...... ...... now" she said several times in a row, and she couldn't go on.

At this point, he is also one of the most despicable things in the world.

Xu Xiaoya understood what she meant, and she was also sour. Isn't she? I want to make money, but I don't want to really go to the sea, so I have deceived myself all these years, but how can I deceive myself if I can deceive others?

She whispered, "Don't be too uncomfortable, no one wants this." ”