Chapter 18: Expressing Your Heart

It was already late at night, there was a thick fog on the street, the pedestrians dispersed, they each went back to their own homes, and each had a place to go, but at this time Li Qi didn't know his way back, was it the wind that overthrew the mansion? No, this man has nothing to do with him after all (Legend of the Other World, chapter 18). Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 infoIs it Deng Chi Mansion? No, because I'm already out of school. Is it even the Rubik's Cube where his father is? No, the cruel thing is that his father is alive now, but he doesn't know himself (Chapter 18 of the Legend of the World). Or is it a vast palace? No, it's ridiculous that the current vastness also doesn't know itself. Then, after all, he is homeless.

A gust of wind blew, and it was cold through his heart, Li Qi wrapped his single clothes tightly, but there was still no trace of warmth, and at this time Li Qi inexplicably remembered the Huangquan Wine Country, the Yueniang who would open the door anytime and anywhere and loved herself, the one who picked up her father when it was pouring rain, and the home that was once very warm.

The wind blew again, mixed with the fragrance of wine from nowhere, Li Qi moved his heart, looked for the fragrance, and saw the wine flag at the end of the street fluttering in the wind, the crowd of people drinking sporadically in the wine shop, the busy shop reflecting the candle flame, everything was very familiar.

The depressed Li Qi walked into the wine shop, but unexpectedly found that one of them was drinking alone.

"Li Qi, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Li Qi with teary eyes and trembling all over, Feng Yuyue immediately wrapped his cloak around Li Qi.

"Why? It's not Kong Fang who comes, but the wind transgression? Why, he always protects himself like this? Li Qi's heart was sour, and he cried again.

"Come, come, tell me about it." Feng Yuyue, who has always liked to protect women, saw Li Qi's weakness, and happily acted as the object of Li Qi's complaints, maybe Feng Yuyue was born to be a nosy person, maybe Feng Yuyue was born to like to protect people. Feng Yue motioned for Li Qi to sit down.

"You, would you like to listen to my nagging?" Li Qi was a little moved and said.

"I'm worried about not having a companion today, so wouldn't it be better to sit down and drink with me, get drunk, get some sleep, and then wake up and forget all my troubles." Feng Yuyue found a wine glass and poured Li Qi full of wine.

"Is a drunken solution to a thousand sorrows?" Li Qi looked at the ugly reflection of his yin and yang printed in the wine glass, and drank the wine in the cup angrily.

"Yes, that's all, get drunk!" Feng Yuyue said as he drank the full glass of wine.

That night, Li Qi got drunk again, and talked a lot with the wind.

"Fuck! That bastard! I knew that if I looked like a stunner, I couldn't be trusted! The more he listened, the more angry he became, and he slapped the table and said angrily, "Take my words as the wind in your ears, I really want to beat him up." ”

"Yes, beat him, beat him well," the drunken Li Qi jumped up from his stool and scolded loudly.

"Haha, aren't you distressed Li Qi?" The wind sneered.

"Anyway, I figured it out, I, I Li Qi don't like it, what's the pain, what a little fox, I don't like those beautiful things! I don't like it anymore! What do you like? If you like it, it's not like I'm going to chase them! ”

"Huh." Feng Yuyue smiled awkwardly, noncommittal.

"I, let me tell you, in fact, I don't love He Ku at all, I don't love him, I love a man who looks like him! That's what I like! I, let me tell you, in fact, this face is not changed by someone else, it is fake, it is my fantasy! Li Qi muttered, the drunk Li Qi finally thought that he actually liked the little fox, it was completely a fantasy of his own that did not exist, she was afraid of being abandoned, so she would always delusionally come up with a person who would never abandon herself, and as a demon who would never change her mind when she saw fate, it was obviously her own appetite, what the trouble, it was just her own idea, and once she saw the real person, Li Qi found that they were too different from her own imagination. However, at this time, Li Qi's tongue was big, and the words he said were also messy.

"Heh, Li Qi, you're drunk." Feng Yuyue said with a smile, Li Qi at this time, he always felt so cute.

"I'm not drunk, I know very well, I don't like the little fox at all, I don't like it. Oh, actually, I like it, I, I'll tell you a secret, I actually like you! Li Qi, who was drunk and hazy, looked at the wind in front of him, and suddenly said out of nowhere.

The wind was more and more frightened, he looked at Li Qi's round little face, the little face that was white and red, and the peach blossom face, thinking of Li Qi, who was as beautiful as a fairy in the moonlight that night, his heart moved, and he couldn't wait to pinch her watery little face.

"The wind is encroaching, you know? You rode like a god of gold armor that day, and then you took off your mask, and that's the first time I saw you, you know? I'm so excited! Do you know? You're the first one to get my heart struck! But why are you so bad! Why are you so old! Why are you still killing me! ......" Li Qi stared at the shocked Feng Yue and said eloquently, but he fell headlong before he finished speaking.

"Hehe, what are you talking about!" However, these words seemed like nonsense to Feng Yuyue, but Li Qi's affectionate eyes didn't seem to be deceiving people at all, and he was about to ask a few more words, but he saw that Li Qi had already fallen.

The people in the liquor store gradually dispersed, and the liquor shop in the middle of the night became even colder, and the shopkeeper was ready to close. Feng Yuyue drank the last sip of wine, sighed helplessly, hugged Li Qiheng in his arms and left, and looked at her sleeping little face in his arms in a daze, at this time, Feng Yuyue had an inexplicable impulse in his heart, was Li Qi in front of him the goddess in the moonlight? He wanted to step forward and kiss his goddess, but once he got closer, this not good-looking yin and yang face made him not interested at all.

It wasn't until late at night that he got out of his body, those girls went against the rules of the past, they were all as enthusiastic as obscene blanks, why did he guess that this must be a ghost made by Aunt Gongsun, in fact, he wanted to get angry, and he wanted to beat people, but in front of him was a group of women, and how could he be a woman in general, and he promised to stay here if he promised to stay here, if he turned his face with Aunt Gongsun now, it would not be the best policy.

He Ku quickly came to the door of the Teaching Workshop Division, he really hoped that Li Qi could still wait here stupidly, when nothing happened, or he was angry and scolded, he was afraid of losing Li Qi, but on the other hand, when he thought of the scene of Li Qi waiting under the cold wind, He Ku was even more unbearable, he would rather Li Qi leave angrily, never pay attention to himself again, and he didn't want her to be so cold and cold.

In front of the sect at night, it was as lively as ever, but in the lively crowd, there was no one who wanted to see him, and he didn't know what Li Qi's departure meant.

Give up, maybe give up forever -

gave up the love of her heart-

Gave up on her decades-old dream -

For Li Qi, the dream is broken, which is the real cruelty-

However, Li Qi was with him, but he was not happy at all, not happy at all, he began to miss the fearless Li Qi back then, the cheeky Li Qi, the Li Qi who was not afraid of anything, the Li Qi who was still unable to fight even if there was more pain, but now, his appearance made the original Li Qi disappear, and now she is suspicious and inferior, why, she wants to occupy Li Qi for her own selfish desires, why, she made her so painful for this unrealistic love, she shouldn't have appeared, shouldn't have come to this world, maybe such a self is not worthy of Li Qi's love at all.

"How is she now? Is she crying now? She must be very sad......"

He thought about it crankily, even he didn't know how he came to the mansion of the wind and transgression.

In the attic, the sleeping Li Qi was smoky, why bother frowning slightly, Li Qi must have drunk to relieve his boredom, knowing that it was easier to catch a cold after being drunk, so he stepped forward to add a quilt to Li Qi, but saw a small statue in Li Qi's arms rolling out-

It is a small portrait of the wind and the moon, the small picture scroll has been abandoned by Li Qimo, and one side of the portrait reads: "I don't see you for a day, like March." However, the handsome young man who was originally painted was changed by Li Qi to the appearance of Kong Fang at some point.

Why can't I help but think that Li Qi used to smear red makeup affectionately on the painting, draw his eyebrows on it, and tell it about his incomparable affection, that is the feelings of a girl, it is so beautiful, so pure, this is her baby, she has always cherished it so much, how can it be so bad!

Why bother to "hehe" smile, but the laughter is as ugly as crying, and I don't even know why I should laugh or cry now-

"Kong Fang, how do I like you-" Li Qi, who was asleep, was woken up by He Ku's laughter, screamed in a dream, and then turned over and fell asleep again.

He Ku trembled, he stared at Li Qi in amazement for a long, long time, unfolded the portrait, and was stunned to tears:

"Fool, I'm Kong Fang, I'm your little fox......"

How many times did the lovesickness go to his heart, how many times he wandered in the moonlight, he looked through the window screen to see Li Qi holding his portrait, and heard her call out her name countless times, but Kong Fang didn't dare to recognize it, didn't dare to say it.

After 2000, he couldn't change back to his appearance, Kong Fang didn't dare to admit it, because he was afraid that Li Qi would be sad and afraid.

But now? The staggered time and space made him unexpectedly return to his previous appearance, but such a self would disappear after all, and he didn't dare to admit it.

"Then why can't I suppress thinking about you, why am I stupid enough to come to this era, why did I become like this!"

――I will always be just the one who makes Li Qi sad, so what can I do if I admit it, why bother?

――Then it is doomed, will this relationship end without a problem?

Kong Fang couldn't help but think painfully, his heart was like a needle prick, it was so heartache, perhaps, he shouldn't have come at all

, I shouldn't see Li Qi, this is a bad fate, a bad fate that shouldn't exist at all.

"I made her sad, I made her sad, I damn it......"

However, why is there still joy in the heartache, why, the ugliness of the deep darkness sees a glimmer of hope?

No, there shouldn't be hope, if Li Qi knew the truth-

Kong Fang didn't dare to think about it anymore-

The sky gradually brightened, the birds chirped, and Kong Fang, who was full of thoughts, finally sighed and pressed the one in his hand into Li Qi's arms, and when he was about to leave, he unexpectedly saw that he was being overdressed by Li Qi, and a bad feeling arose.