645 AD, November 6. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

My name is Bei Qianfeng, 18 years old, a person who has lost his memory, and I sit here and write my own story in this strange room.

The room was quiet, and the only light came from the Akashi embedded in the ceiling above his head, a stone that emitted a soft orange glow, which was not a rare thing, with a lifespan of about four years, and almost all families used Akashi for lighting, which was much safer than early lighting tools such as oil lamps.

Next to me sat a woman with a pair of extremely beautiful hands, her name was Dongfang Lian, with a faint fragrance of lotus flowers, a very lively and cheerful woman, I don't know how I called her name this morning without anyone reminding me, in short, she made me feel close, this closeness even surpassed that of my brother Bei Qianfeng.

I heard that Feng has been very busy recently, and it has been Dongfang Lian who has been accompanying me recently, and she has accompanied me to read the diary and reminisce about the past.

It's already midnight, I have to write quickly, maybe someone will ask me to go back to the house to sleep after a while, or no one will come to urge me, will Dongfang Lian leave me alone and go back to her room to rest when she feels tired? I don't know, I don't know her habits, I don't know other people's habits, and even my own habits are a little unsure.

Because I have no memory, Dongfang Lian and the doctor I went to see this afternoon both said that when I fall asleep tonight, my brain will erase everything I know today, and erase everything I did today. I'll wake up tomorrow morning like I did today, thinking like a kid and thinking I still have a lifetime to make a lot of choices.

Then I'll find out again that I'm wrong. I don't have the right to choose, time has slipped away silently for 6 years, and the time in the future will be the same as the blank of those 6 years, quietly passing without leaving a trace......

The doctor's name is Ye Qiuping, and he is supposed to practice the exercises of the water system, and he asked me to put half a bowl of blood, watching him easily control the blood in the bowl, studying those things that I couldn't understand at all.

He told me that it was due to some external force that caused something wrong with my brain, my nerves, which is very rare, and my condition seemed to be very serious, and when I asked him how serious it was, he told me that some days I don't remember much about what has happened since the injury. I remembered this morning and woke up with no memories of what I had as an adult......

"On some days?" I asked, but he didn't answer, and his silence made me understand what he meant.

Most days......

Yes, according to my brother's description, the accident happened when I was 12 years old, and according to Dongfang Lian, the memories I kept when I woke up almost every day were around 12 years old, and there were even cases where I lost a memory.

The situation seems to be very bad......

There are treatments for this persistent amnesia, such as medications, or hypnosis...... But most of them have already been tried in me. But I'm still in a situation where it proves that these methods don't work, "but you have a special role to play to help yourself." He said.

I didn't quite understand what he meant, and when I asked him, he explained, "You can recover your memory for hours, and even remember things after a nap, as long as you don't fall asleep." Your symptoms suggest that your memories are not permanently gone. ”

"The conclusion?"

"Keep a journal and write down your feelings, any impressions or memories that come to mind."

Is this my treatment? Keeping a diary? I want to really remember things, not just write them down in books.

He must have sensed my disappointment, "You've been keeping a diary, that's good, the act of writing down memories will help you remember things, and I believe the effect is cumulative." ”

I was silent for a moment, and honestly, do I have any other choice?

"By the way, do you have any impressions of this?" He seemed to remember something, and turned around and took out a painting from his package, it was a house, it seemed completely strange at first, but when I saw the dilapidated steps at the front door, it dawned on me. I grew up in this house and woke up this morning thinking I was still in this house. "This is the house I lived in when I was a kid."

He nodded, saying that most of my early memories were untouched. He asked me to describe the situation in the house.

I told him my memory: open the front door and there is the courtyard, which is used for practice on weekdays, and there should be some equipment related to cultivation, and then there is the living room, and there is a dining room towards the house, and the path outside the house leads to the kitchen at the back, and then the backyard, and then the bedrooms of the people below.

"Anything else? Like the second floor, or the basement? ”

"Our house is on the left, and it's a two-story house." I said, "Next to our house is the library where all the exercises of our family are placed, and my parents' house is on the far right, and their house is also two floors, they live on the first floor, and I don't know what is on the second floor, and they have a cellar next to their house. ”

"What else?"

I don't know what he's looking for. "I don't know......" I said.

He asked me if I could remember some of the tiniest details.

I frowned and thought hard, "Okay, Dr. Ye, it's not too early, let's finish today's treatment first." Dongfang Lian interrupted my train of thought.

"Okay, excuse me." Doctor Ye was stunned, nodded with a smile, and packed the package.

"Do you want Dr. Ye to stay and have dinner together?"

"No need, no need...... Dr. Ye shook his head and left.

"This doctor has a weird idea, he wants you to bleed every time he treats you, and then takes your blood with him when he leaves." Dongfang Lian explained to me, "I'm sorry to interrupt your train of thought, but he obviously wants to learn from you about your former home in the Imperial City. And with bad intentions......"

I briefly recalled the process of Dr. Ye's treatment, and he did seem to be inducing me to say something, but it was clear that I was not providing valid information.

"I've reported this to your brother several times, but he just doesn't change doctors, it's really ......" Dongfang Lian complained, she looked up at the sky, "It's still a long time before we leave the meal, let's go to the back kitchen to steal some snacks first~"

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Doctor Ye Qiuping was respectfully sent out by the subordinates in the village, rode on his own annihilation, and left quickly.

Annihilation is a common demon beast on the mainland, a fowl, with green feathers and red tails, no wings, standing on the hind limbs, running, having strange powers, and can travel four thousand miles a day. Major families will domesticate a few of them as a means of transportation.

Riding on the back of Zhanmeng, Ye Qiuping sorted out today's harvest, and he naturally didn't care about the cost of 10 copper coins, but the blood of the half bowl of Bei Qianyu made him happy.

Carefully putting away the vessel where the blood was stored, Ye Qiuping inadvertently caught a glimpse of the painting that painted the old house of the Bei Qianyu family, and the picture of Dongfang Lian's eviction order suddenly flashed in his mind.

"Slut!" Ye Qiuping cursed in a low voice, waving his whip and slamming the Annihilation under the seat.

Extinguishing Meng was in pain, and he ran faster......

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