Chapter Ninety-Four: Bai Qi ascends the throne and forgets the dust to atone for his sins
Xuanji brought the delirious queen to the real person, and along the way, Xuanji watched the former queen become like this, and his heart was particularly uncomfortable.
The real person told Xuanji that the Emperor of Heaven has now chosen to shave and practice, and is currently living in the Crane Temple, and the Dharma name is my heart, and the Queen of Heaven will be taken care of by Xuanji here.
Since that day, Xuanji has stayed on Xianhe Island.
Tiandu now knows that Bai Qi has returned, everyone complained under the oppressive rule of Forget Chen, everyone dared to be angry and did not dare to speak, no one dared to come to the Temple of the Heavenly God without a special summons on weekdays, let alone an audience, and now, these envoys and gods are all looking forward to when the enthronement ceremony of His Royal Highness Bai Qi will be held.
While everyone is waiting to see, they all start to run to the Temple of the Heavenly God when there is nothing to do on weekdays, and the Temple of the Heavenly God begins to be lively again, Bai Qi is not in a hurry to succeed to the throne, he knows that there are many things waiting for him to preside over the overall situation, but he has his own arrangements, since the big war that day, Bai Qi has lived in the Qilin Pavilion without leaving home.
Bai Qi moved all the things that Jin Su had used during his lifetime to the Qilin Pavilion, he deliberately vacated a side room and changed it into the same room as Jin Su's residence, but only Jin Su was missing, it turned out that Bai Qi had already regarded Jin Su as his wife, in Tiandu, if someone unfortunately lost the other half, the living person would usually stay at home for the first twenty days before the other party left, and no one would see him, because, in the past, the predecessors of Tiandu had said that the spirit of the ashes could stay between heaven and earth for some time, and in Tiandu, this time is twenty days。
Today is the eighteenth day, Bai Qi looks a lot thinner, he took the clothes that Jin Su once wore, gently stroked, he said to it, "Jin Su, in two days, I will be on the throne, I will no longer be the Bai Qi of the past, will you think I am a stranger.... Jin Su, I don't want to live a life with a mask, if you can be by my side, I can let go of anything, I don't want to be the emperor of heaven, I just want to be your young master Bai Qi....." Bai Qi's tears burst out again, and Jin Su's clothes were wet with tears many times....
"Jinsu, you said that you don't want to be my queen, I can not be the emperor of heaven to match you, why, you have to block that sword for me, do you know that it is more uncomfortable for me to live now than to die....."
"Jinsu, you speak, why don't you answer me, Jinsu, I really envy my eldest brother and sister-in-law, they are so happy, you must be very happy when you know....."
Every day, Bai Qi sleeps and wakes up in sadness like this, his pain is only clearest in his own heart, and only he understands what he has lost.
Now, the biggest heart disease of Shangshan Ruoshui is only Xiao Ran, although Xiao Ran came back with him, but his heart has been closed, he seems to be unwilling to face his former teacher, and seems to be deliberately avoiding something.
"Master, you don't have to stay with me here all the time, I don't need or deserve your dedication to me. "Forget Chen's eyes have been wrapped in gauze, and Master told him that his eyes will soon repeat the light.
"Xiao Ran, you are what I watched grow up, you are my own child, the so-called one day as a teacher and a father for life, looking at the way you are now, it is very unpleasant to be a teacher. Shangshan looked at him guiltily.
"No, I don't deserve such love from Master at all. ”
"I know that all this is because of love, born for love, your feelings for Xunying, as a teacher, you know, but, Xiao Ran, do you know what a lover is?"
"To love someone is nothing more than to give her happiness and be willing to give her all for her, even if it is your own life. He said it decisively.
"Is that all?" the real man asked him suspiciously.
In the disciple's view, to love someone is to be able to stay with her for life and never abandon her. ”
"However, you have always ignored one point, you love her, your love has not brought her any beneficial effect, not even happiness..."
"I obviously have the ability and strength to bring her happiness, and I can give her what Di Yin Xi can give her!" he said unconvinced.
"But the mistake is that you are not him, so you can't become Yin Xi after all, child, you only ignore that what the other party really wants is not what you give her, what she cares about is who gave it to her, not who gave it to her. ”
Xiao Ran was silent, he lowered his head and stopped talking.
"In vain, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, there is nothing wrong with love itself, the essence of love should be beautiful, the ultimate purpose of loving a person is to hope that the other person is happy, not to bring her pain and suffering in the name of love, the latter knows love but does not understand love, and ultimately loves himself, and then uses his own selfish desires to hurt the other party, which is not right. ”
"Master.... Am I not good enough?, or am I not as good as that, Yin Xi?...." He was still struggling to find the reason.
"You still don't understand, love has nothing to do with right or wrong, just because you are different from Di Yin Xi, so he is not you, and you are not him, for the teacher to say this to you, if the person she loves is Di Yin Xi, even if Di Yin Xi is useless and nothing is as good as you, she will still love him, just because he is Di Yin Xi, you love to seek shadows, do you only love her good? Obviously not, even if she is not good, you will still love her, and still feel that she is unmatched, so can you understand?" The real person's words suddenly made Xiao Ran feel remorseful.
"Master.... You're right.... It's a pity that I only understand today, but, to this day, I still can't let go, I have lost since she fell in love with Di Yin Xi, it was my own unwillingness and jealousy, I proved myself in the wrong way, but I ignored her feelings, I.... I'm ashamed. Xiao Ran hopes that time can come back, and he will definitely not repeat the mistakes of the past.
"It's a foregone conclusion, you don't have to blame yourself too much, you killed Bai Lin by mistake, and used your anger to wake up the ghost king, plus the death of the previous earth demon king, as well as Ula and Jinsu, these fresh lives eventually disappeared because of you, do you know what happened now?" The real person shook his head and sighed, he still felt extremely sorry for Xiao Ran.
"Master, you send me to hell, I am willing to atone for what I have done, I know that no amount of talk now can not undo the mistakes I have committed, I am ashamed of your cultivation and teachings to me, Master, the disciples are willing to fall into hell to suffer the pain of atonement, so that the disciples may feel better. Xiao Ran knelt directly in front of the good as water, he didn't know until today that he was guilty of his sins and regretted not doing it at the beginning, he now wants to atone for his sins, and wants to give an explanation for those innocent people who died in his hands.
"Xiao Ran, Master will always be your Master, and he will not deny you because you have done something wrong, but you do need to be responsible for what you have done, the reason why Master Wei wanted to bring you back at that time was to hope that you would really wake up, if you are still obsessed, no matter how heavy the punishment is, it is meaningless. "All along, the real person regards Xiao Ran as his own, he understands this child, he is convinced that no matter how big a mistake he makes, it is only because no one guides him that he has gone astray, and he always firmly believes that as long as he knows where he is wrong, Xiao Ran will definitely turn back.
"Master, you send me to hell, the apprentice has no regrets, I hope the master will give the apprentice a chance to mend his ways. No matter how much the good water helped him, he would not get up.
"Are you sure you're going to hell?" asked him again.
"Master, now only the underworld can give me a place to atone for my sins, I am not afraid of suffering, the pain in the heart of the disciple is far more than the pain of flesh and skin!" Xiao Ran's resolute appearance made him have to agree.
"Okay, then after Bai Qi ascends the throne, he will personally send you down for the teacher, Xiao Ran, you must reform yourself and reflect on yourself. The real person's eyes revealed his reluctance to Xiao Ran.
"Thank you, Master, for success!"
Soon, Tiandu finally ushered in the day of Bai Qi's enthronement, Bai Qi finally walked out of the Qilin Pavilion, since that day after the door of the Qilin Pavilion was closed, he put on the glazed green dragon splendid costume, before leaving, he looked back at the Qilin Pavilion behind him, it seemed to say goodbye to his past self, from today on, he is no longer the Bai Qi he used to be, he had to say goodbye to yesterday, had to say sorry to Su Jin, Bai Qi left, he said in his heart "Jin Su, I'm gone...."
Bai Qi left with the imperial guards in the direction of the Heavenly Temple, at this time, he has already matured due to his past experience, and there is no more immature breath on his face, although he is young, he already has the majesty of the emperor, and he can clearly see his calm and calm attitude, grim gaze, and cold aura, which is completely different from the past.