The next day, Ling Yun woke up and turned around, and found that he was sleeping in the small courtyard outside the room, and fell on the edge of the stone table.

Thinking back to last night's dream, I felt a little wet on my face, and subconsciously reached out to touch it, only to see a trace of water droplets on my fingertips, and I recalled the cry in my dream yesterday, it turned out that I really cried when I was asleep. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

He thought back to that dream, his heart was beating suddenly, mixed joys and sorrows, he felt that Ren Qingyang was treating his life and death with him, and he was happy and infinitely happy in his heart. But he was afraid that the scene of Ren Qingyang's martyrdom for him in the dream would happen in reality.

He can't think about the issue of life and death when he goes undercover, he has already put life and death out of the way, he is not afraid of his own death, he is afraid that Ren Qingyang will die with him, thinking about it, his heart is tight.

When he thought of Ren Qingyang, he couldn't help but have a tachycardia, but when he wanted to settle down, his blood was surging, and he couldn't calm down when he said anything, and then he felt a little flustered. The only full version of the starting point of the spy step

Early in the morning, Ren Qingyang woke up from her sleep, she shouted "Yun Chong", suddenly opened her eyes, and still thought of the scene of calling Ling Yun Chong's name in her mind, chasing the red sun at the end of the maple forest.

She looked sideways, and the sunlight outside the window was shining in, and it was already Chenpai time. She felt something pinched in her palm, and suddenly thought that it was the red fei, spread out her palm and looked at it silently, reminiscing about the dream last night, and couldn't help but be sad and happy. The only full version of the starting point of the spy step

She got out of bed, walked into the courtyard, looked up at the morning sky, her thoughts drifted away, and in the spotless sky, occasionally a few flawless white clouds drifted by, instantly bringing her thoughts into those memories that were with Ling Yunchong.

Ren Qingyang was caught in a wonderful trend of thought, and after a while, he heard someone behind him ask, "Have you eaten breakfast?" What are you thinking? Soulless? ”

Ren Qingyang was stunned for a moment, looked back, and didn't know when Fang Zhengan walked to his side, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked strangely.

Ren Qingyang smiled faintly and said, "I like the feeling of looking up at the sky, it makes my heart open. Whether it's savoring life, reflecting on the past, or imaginative, dreaming in a daze, the feeling of looking up at the sky, but boundless, I just enjoy it, and I feel romantic,

It makes me feel a kind of sobriety in loneliness, the kind of clear and lonely realization without trouble, which makes me feel comfortable and happy, and also reminds me of many people and things, things and feelings. ”

Fang Zhengan smiled: "No wonder when you are in Wufu Inn, you always like to climb on the roof and look at the sky, it turns out that this is the case." ”

Ren Qingyang smiled and did not speak. Fang Zhengan said: "Go and eat breakfast, you haven't eaten anything since last night." ”

Ren Qingyang suddenly felt a trace of embarrassment and apologized: "That, last night's incident, I didn't mean to push you, didn't it hurt a lot?" ”

Fang Zhengan smiled and said, "Do you think I look like something is going on now?" Actually, the force you used wasn't too great, but I was just careless. ”

Ren Qingyang thought for a while and said, "I'...... I don't think I still live with you anymore, there is a wooden house in the mountain behind the White Horse Temple, it's good for me to live there, you don't have to worry, I'll go back later. ”

Fang Zhengan said: "It's good to live here, why do you want to go back?" Besides, Brother Ling sent you to me, and I have to take good care of you. ”

Ren Qingyang said: "So, are you entrusted by people to be loyal to people?" Fang Zhengan said: "Not only that, but I am willing to do it myself." ”

Ren Qingyang said: "Aren't you afraid of being talked about?" Fang Zhengan said: "Those boring people make something out of nothing, say some ridiculous things, and say whatever they do." ”

Ren Qingyang said: "People are terrible, gossip hurts people invisibly, how can you say that you are also an official in the court, in order to avoid recruiting people and causing criticism, you have to pay attention to your identity, right?" ”

Fang Zhengan thought of Wei Zhongxian's ill-intentioned words after seeing Ren Qingyang's coming here that day, and thinking that there were indeed some ill-intentioned people in the court who made a big fuss about it these days.

One after another, in front of Zhu Youzhen, he slandered him for having problems with his style of life, some of them made insights, some of them were excerpts, and they participated in his dealings with Ren Qingyang for being suspected of being obscene, immoral, and exaggerated.

Because Zhu Youzhen did have plans to let him enter the cabinet, the forces in the court who did not want to see him did everything possible to find fault and destroy the possibility of his promotion.

Fang Zheng'an is not a jinshi but a soldier is already an exceptional appointment by the emperor, especially now he is just a son, and he has not yet been admitted to the jinshi, and it is easy to be suppressed, if the character is still bad, even the emperor is not easy to find a reason to promote him. The only full version of the starting point of the spy step

Those who enter the cabinet must be Jinshi, Zhu Youzhen Enzhun Fang Zhengan will be admitted to Jinshi in the coming year, and then enter the cabinet, those party forces with a keen sense of smell in the DPRK and China snooped on the emperor's intentions, and began to destroy them early.

Ren Qingyang has also heard some gossip these days, so he proposed to move out.

Fang Zheng'an knew that she was thinking about her reputation, and said, "Are you afraid that I will be said to be a treasurer in the golden house?" If we are above board, we are not afraid of other people's gossip. Let's be honest in our own hearts, and don't care what others say. ”

Ren Qingyang said: "Yes, my heart is calm, the pure person is self-purifying, when I was in the desert, I didn't encounter gossip and bad words, I never disdained to disdain to argue, and I never looked at it so badly to avoid the suspicion of men and women. It's just that now in the capital, I don't want to disturb you, I don't want you to be pointed at because of me. "The only complete version of the starting point of the spy step

Fang Zhengan smiled: "Since you say so, I can't let you go." Ren Qingyang said: "Why? Fang Zhengan said: "If I let you go, then won't I be a ruthless and unrighteous person?" Once a friend, a friend for life, I want to tell you the fact that if you really need anything, I will do my best to help and do my best, and I will not sit idly by and watch. ”

Ren Qingyang asked, "Am I important in your heart?" Fang Zhengan nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Ren Qingyang asked, "Are you telling the truth?" Fang Zhengan said seriously: "Of course." ”

Ren Qingyang approached him, looked him in the eyes, leaned his face close to him, and said, "Prove it to me." Fang Zhengan was stunned, quite embarrassed, and looked left and right habitually, he knew what Ren Qingyang meant, but he felt that he couldn't do it, and the kiss stalled when it was a stone's throw away from her cheek. The only full version of the starting point of the spy step

Ren Qingyang couldn't help laughing when she saw his embarrassment, thinking that her feelings and guesses were not wrong, some time ago, once she saw Cheng Yayan who Fang Zhengan sent away to see him, she looked sad, she guessed that he liked Cheng Yayan, and she did it just now to confirm that idea.

Then he turned around and walked away two steps, and said, "Do you remember the first time we met, and I teased you?" Fang Zhengan also laughed, thinking that when he didn't see her and heard her voice first, he told her to stop singing, and was splashed with water by her, he laughed and said: "Who asked me to say that your singing is difficult to listen to first, you really deserve to be teased." ”

Ren Qingyang said: "Zheng'an, I have something to tell you." Fang Zhengan said: "That's right, I also have something to tell you." ”

Ren Qingyang was shocked, for fear of hearing him say that he liked himself or something, because she was not sure if the gloomy expression he sent Cheng Yayan away was because of emotional problems.

She was afraid that if it wasn't, so now she heard Fang Zhengan say this, and her heart was still suspended at first glance, but her mind flashed to the thought that when she tried it just now, he couldn't kiss it, which had proved that he was not in love with her, and her heart suddenly calmed down, and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you first." ”

Fang Zhengan said: "I admit that when I was at Wufu Inn, I did have a little bit of affection for you, and my life was saved by you, probably because of gratitude, and some admiration."

Last night, the guy who sent you back said that Brother Ling asked him to send you back, and when I heard that you were with Brother Ling, my heart was very calm, and at that time, I knew that I didn't actually have that kind of feelings for you.

Just now...... You just asked me to ...... I really found that I couldn't. If I really have that kind of affection for you, there should be a sweet feeling, but I can't feel it. I fully understand that I'm just a friend to you.

I think you're my best friend, and if anything, I'll stick a knife in your ribs, but it's not like a dream. But when I knew that the emperor was interested in Yayan, my heart was not a taste, and I felt sour for no reason.

Since then, Yayan's friendship with the emperor has made me aware of some special feelings for her, at first I thought it was lonely, Yayan was busy accompanying the emperor and paid less attention to me,

Later, maybe it was mixed with a different feeling, I don't know what Yayan thought, whether she liked the emperor or not, maybe she never liked me, just because I was her cousin.

On the night when the emperor invited us to the banquet after he ascended the throne, when I learned that the emperor wanted to make Yayan his concubine, my heart was suddenly filled with bitterness, and I said, 'Yayan, are you in such a hurry to drink that glass of wine with the emperor?' ’

I thought that Yayan liked the emperor, so I would agree, and I would not have any possibility to be with her again in the future. Later, when I knew that Yayan did not promise the emperor, she just became a guard, and I felt indescribably happy in my heart.

In this way, I will have the opportunity to meet her again in the future, and I am really happy. Maybe I used to stay with her in those years, love, without knowing it, and suddenly when she left me, I suddenly realized my feelings for her.

At this time, Yayan was on an errand in front of the emperor, and we had less time to meet, so I realized that I didn't see her for a moment, and I couldn't open my heart. I think I love her. "The only complete version of the starting point of the spy step

Ren Qingyang heard his sincere words, and couldn't help but be moved in his heart, smiled slightly, and said: "I still remember one time, she came to see you to see you, I saw that you always kept comforting her, and after you sent her back to the palace, you secretly looked sad." I guess you love her. ”

Fang Zhengan sighed and said abruptly: "It's a pity, I don't know what her mind is." Ren Qingyang said: "Of course she likes you, otherwise how could she go toe-to-toe with me and sneer at me?" Fang Zhengan said: "You said when you were at the Wufu Inn? Ren Qingyang said: "Yes, she was inseparable from you at that time, can't you see it?" ”

Fang Zheng'an recalled in his mind that in the inn, he received the red fei of Ren Qingyang from Fei Fei, and after being seen by Cheng Yayan, he angrily said a series of extremely bitter and sarcastic words, not only quarreled, but also was so angry that he wanted to fight, and suddenly understood what the reason was.

Once he and Cheng Yayan misunderstood Ren Qingyang's murder and over-the-top, he thought that Cheng Yayan and Ren Qingyang had a relationship because he suspected that Ren Qingyang was opening a black store, so he was not polite to her, but now that he thinks about it, maybe it's not entirely for this.

Fang Zheng'an was distracted, and heard Ren Qingyang say: "She mistakenly thought that you were empathetic and didn't fall in love with her, so she was annoyed, and she didn't give an inch to me everywhere, she has always been straight, but she has become roundabout all of a sudden, isn't it all because of you?" ”

Fang Zhengan thought of that time when Cheng Yayan deliberately quarreled with a bun that was fine, and was ridiculed by Ren Qingyang, at that time, he also vaguely felt that Cheng Yayan had different feelings for him, so he comforted Cheng Yayan and said that he was afraid that she would not be able to get out of his heart.

Thinking of this, he muttered to himself: "Yes, I should have seen it a long time ago, I have never seen her lose her temper so much, it turns out that ...... It turns out that she is unhappy in her heart, in fact, she is not angry with you, she is angry with me, and she is angry with me. ”

Ren Qingyang said: "I met her here with you some time ago. Even if she is now on an errand in front of the emperor, she still runs to you whenever she is free, she is so clingy to you, don't you feel it? ”

Speaking of the most intense-for-tat confrontation between her and Cheng Yayan, she said that why did she not leave an inch, and she didn't know how to be shy, how could the girls not have the slightest bit of self-respect.

Ling Yunchong said: No one can let go of the favorite in their hearts, as long as they find that he is in a half-point crisis and a little trouble, he will definitely stand up and protect each other desperately. This is also human nature.

Ren Qingyang saw that Fang Zhengan was silent, contemplating his eyebrows, sighed lightly, and said: "Maybe you don't believe it, once upon a time I was also half-convinced, maybe not only in love without knowing it, even if I fell in love without knowing it, maybe I haven't experienced a moment of deep emotion, so even if I notice it, I may not know it." It is only at the moment of crisis, or the moment of separation, that it suddenly dawns on you. As he spoke, he lowered his head and looked at his hands.

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