The flowers are blooming. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Bright and eye-catching, just in time for this season. I was pruning the potted plants in the garden and listening to the sound of running water in my ears, and the daylight seemed to be brighter than usual.

The realm seemed to have regained some life, and it was all after that night.

I feel like I'm in a much better state of mind than I was a few days ago, but I'm still a little sad after all.

You should go out for a walk more often and spend time with the child, after all, it is rare for him to come back once.

yes, to see the children more.

I turned back to look at my husband, who was looking at me tenderly. He has been taking care of me very carefully all these years, everything comes as I want, and I have always tried not to worry him, but this time, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it.

Although my condition has not been good since that incident happened nineteen years ago, I have gradually recovered with the passage of time, and I have not been in a trance much in recent years. After all, grief always needs to be repaired.

In order for my condition to recover, I also saw all the efforts of my husband, and I also knew that Roland, the child, wanted me to forget the pain as his brother. In response to their efforts and not to make them sad, I could only pretend that I didn't remember the lost child, as if the wounds in my life had been erased, only sunshine and flowers.

But how could I really forget? Everything I experienced on that cold, rainy day was a lingering nightmare for me, and I lost my beloved child. But I can't just sink in, because there are still living people for me to cherish. I couldn't be a burden to my family, so I kept acting confused all these years, as if nothing was going to affect me. But I still care about a lot of things.

I'm really happy that Rosa has become a dragon knight, but I'm also very worried about his physical condition. This child was born with a weak body, and the youngest son of the family should grow up steadily under the careful care of his parents. But now he is forced by reality to take on the responsibilities that did not belong to him and carry so many things. It's all my fault for not being able to give him a healthy body. But I had no choice but to pretend that I didn't know all this, and at most I could only force him to recuperate and not be too tired. I've already lost a child and don't want to go through the same pain again.

But even such a small wish can no longer be realized.

I am sincerely happy that Rosa has returned to the Divine Domain this time. But when I saw him, the joy in my heart unconsciously turned into doubt and suspicion. The way he made me had changed, and it seemed a little strange. I couldn't tell what was wrong, but I just felt that something was wrong, and I thought it was my mother's intuition.

Even, his arms are a little strange. I distinctly remember how Rosa felt in his body, and it wasn't the person in front of me at all. This gave me a very bad premonition, a terrible thought in my mind, but I didn't dare to think about it.

But this matter has been weighing on my heart like a huge stone. I don't want to trouble my husband, after all, the Divine Realm is not peaceful now, and he has more important things to do. I can only confirm this with my own eyes. After all, that person's face, his voice, was so similar to Rosa that I felt like he was my child, which made me even more afraid to pierce this game.

That night, I went to test him. I don't know if it's because of something on my mind, the child didn't fall asleep. I accompanied him, looked at the way he looked, looked at his arm, and quickly determined my answer. Sure enough, this wasn't Rosa. Just an irrelevant stranger. But this time, it was Lord Sharon who accompanied him to the Holy Court, which was obviously the meaning of the Holy Court...... What this means, although I hate to admit it, I understood it at once.

My only child is no longer here.

Now, I can't be very specific about how I felt at that time. It was heart-rending grief, but in the end, I survived. I tried to pretend that I didn't notice anything wrong, but the kid was also smart after all, and he seemed to understand the truth at once, and his expression became a little frightened. It made me feel that he seemed to be someone who knew Rosa well, and it all seemed to be a game set up by Rossa.

Now, there is nothing to undo. I don't want the child's father to know the bad news, after all, I can bear this kind of grief alone.

But I'm still reluctant! Even knowing that he wasn't my child, I couldn't help but hug him tightly, and it seemed that my child was still alive when I looked at that face.

Since this is his choice, then I will definitely support him as well. I told the boy a lot about Rosa's past, hoping that he could live well with his ideals. It's a pity that I'm a little physically and mentally exhausted. I don't want to see that person, that face again, because it always brings back painful memories in my heart, and reminds me of the pain of losing all my children.

Later, the child who replaced Rosa sent a brocade box, but I never opened it. Because no matter what's in it, it just makes me miserable. I didn't see him again in the next few days, but I vaguely learned about him from my husband's mouth, and I also knew that he was leaving the Divine Domain today.

But even if I knew that he was a fake, I felt a little sad in my heart when I learned that he was leaving the Divine Domain.

Do you know? Rosa: He seems to have become a little more cheerful than before. My husband said to me with a little excitement.

Is it? I squeezed out a smile in response to him, I remember that he was a bit introverted when he was a kid.

Yes, he seems to have made friends in the Holy Court. In the incident of the previous day, his friends also helped him, and the relationship between Aozora and him seems to be closer than before.

I looked back at my husband in some surprise and suddenly realized that there was something strange about this: why would Aozora listen to him as a stranger? Isn't it only those who have made a blood alliance that can harness the dragon? Could he ......

When I thought about this, my heart started to beat faster and my breathing became a little short. A new possibility made me nervous.

I couldn't help but run back to my room, took out the brocade box that had not yet been opened, and tried to verify my idea for myself, but my hands trembled terribly.

I slowly lifted the lid of the brocade box, and there was a familiar but unfamiliar necklace inside. The texture and texture are very familiar, I specially asked someone to create it when the two children were born, and the only unfamiliar thing is the name on the chain, which is engraved with "Rosa". It turned out to be the chain that had disappeared with my eldest son.

I see.

My heart began to beat wildly: I couldn't believe that the truth of the matter could be like this.

I tried desperately to calm my mind, but my body began to tremble. Sunlight spills onto the floor from floor-to-ceiling windows. I looked into the distance, and the sky seemed to be brightening.