Chapter 44: Yang Luo's sadness

After more than three months of treatment and recuperation, Qu Zhihao, who was in good health, was already able to get out of bed and walk around for rehabilitation.

Yuan Fei, who was more seriously injured, continued to lie on the hospital bed for treatment, but with careful medical staff like Dong Ke and Zhao Ying in charge of taking care of him, Yuan Fei's days of recuperation were also comfortable.

In comparison, Li Sa is more hard.

Although the injury to his abdomen had recovered at its best, his left eye could not be saved, but with the best efforts of the doctors, his left eye was not completely blind for the time being. It's just that according to the doctor, with the fact that his vision in his left eye will continue to deteriorate, it is only a matter of time before he goes blind.

After Yang Luo learned the news of the condition of Li Sa's left eye, he couldn't help but lose his mind for a long time.

She knows very well what it means for Li Sa to lose the sight of one eye, which means that Li Sa may no longer be active on the front line as a good assassin.

Just when Li Sa's eyes were treated with the final surgery and the night before the bandage was removed, Li Sa, who had always refused to be visited, agreed to the visit of his comrades-in-arms for the first time, so Cheng Jie, who received the news, and his comrades-in-arms were finally able to take the time to visit him.

Because Cheng Jie came over early in the morning before, and he was turned away many times when he wanted to visit him, he thought that Cheng Jie would be the first person to visit him this time.

Unexpectedly, the first person who came to visit him early in the morning that day turned out to be Yang Luo.

At this time, Li Sa had not really removed the bandage wrapped around his left eye, so after seeing Yang Luo standing in front of him and showing such a distressed gaze, he wanted to drive people out again.

But this time, Yang Luo had already seen through Li Sa's thoughts first, so she said to Li Sa before he could speak: "Li Sa, don't drive me away, I just want to come and see you." ”

She hadn't come here to see him since she was kicked out of the ward by Li Sa before, after all, her busy affairs were one of the reasons, and the other reason was that she didn't want Li Sa to be bothered by her existence, so she didn't dare to come here lightly before Li Sa's injuries recovered.

Yang Luo thought that he could endure the days when he couldn't see Li Sa, but he didn't expect that the days when he hadn't been able to see Li Sa for more than three months were too difficult.

So when he learned that Li Sa was finally willing to let people visit him, Yang Luo, who was about to bear the pain of lovesickness, hurriedly took the time to rush over.

Li Sa has really known Yang Luo for several years, and to put it bluntly, he spends several times more time with Yang Luo than his fiancée Zhao Ying, so when he heard Yang Luo say this sentence in a completely pleading tone, he was really in a very complicated mood.

Yang Luo, who had always been killed by stingers and ghosts in the palm of his hand, once upon a time used such a pleading tone to people, and the thing he pleaded for was just to stay in this ward for a while, so that he could look at Li Sa a few more times.

"My left eye has been ruined." Li Sa suddenly looked directly at Yang Luo with his right eye and said, "I have lost the qualification to become the sharpest sword. ”

After saying this, Li Sa seemed to be laughing at himself, and as if he was unwilling, his expression was quite complicated.

For Li Sa's pain and sadness, Yang Luo can fully empathize. Because she knew that Li Sa really only wanted to serve the country, and if he could no longer go to the most dangerous front line due to his physical disability, then he would definitely feel that the value of his savings had been compromised.

"Li Sa, you don't want to be like this." Yang Luo couldn't say anything too beautiful to comfort him, after all, the fact that he had lost a healthy left eye was also a fact that couldn't change the outcome.

"Don't worry, I'm in a calm mood now." Li Sa smiled bitterly, he didn't tell her, the pain and entanglement he had suffered in the past three months was the state of his greatest psychological ups and downs at that time.

After the doctor announced the condition of his left eye, he calmed down, because he knew that no matter how painful and sad he was, the vision of his left eye would never return to its previous state.

"Li Sa, don't worry, you are still a proud warrior no matter what." Yang Luo could only say such comforting words, "You can still make the enemy fearful, I believe you will definitely be able to overcome the injured state of your left eye and get back on your feet." ”

Without waiting for Li Sa to reply, Yang Luo continued: "You also know Liu Shan, right? He was the proud agent of the Central Special Operations Bureau, he lost an arm at the time, but he didn't despair about it, and he is still fighting on the front lines. There is also that Ye Yang, he is deaf in his right ear, and he has almost no hearing in his left ear, and he is now wearing hearing aids to kill the enemy...... Li Sa, what they can do, you can definitely do it! Losing an eye doesn't end your fight! ”

Seeing Yang Luo's appearance that he was in a hurry to comfort people even though he was also sad, Li Sa really felt more and more guilty about her behavior of caring about herself so much.

"I see what you mean, Yang Luo." Li Sa reluctantly responded to what Yang Luo said just now, "I never thought of giving up, I just feel a little sorry for the boss who has high hopes for me." They were still counting on me to be able to go to war as much as possible, but now because of this eye, I can't return to the team as quickly as possible. ”

Li Sa knew very well that there was a great shortage of combatants in the base now, especially the shortage of elite personnel, which had reached a point where the commander-in-chief was about to be unable to make reasonable arrangements and dispatches.

Therefore, he thought that if he could return to the combat unit one day earlier, it would be good for the commander-in-chief.

"When it comes to this kind of time, you don't have to think about the frontline battlefield and the troops." Yang Luo really obeyed Li Sa's thoughts, and he was worthy of being a person who had been focusing on the frontline battlefield for many years, and it seemed that this brain was really unwilling to think about anything else than these things.

"Yang Luo, I told you before." Li Sa suddenly looked at her with a very serious attitude and said, "If I can't even do my duty, in private, then how can I take care of other things casually." ”

Of course, Yang Luo will not forget what Li Sa once said, because when Li Sa said this, it was after she confessed.

Therefore, she also understood this time that Li Sa was euphemistically suggesting that she should not waste any more time, and he still maintained his previous rejection of her feelings.

"Li Sa, are you really so ruthless?" Yang Luo was a little excited and unbearable for a while, so he couldn't help blurting out this sentence.

Li Sa didn't expect Yang Luo to ask such a straightforward question, so after being accidentally stunned for a moment, he still maintained the strict attitude just now and replied: "Yang Luo, I don't want to hurt you, after all, you have always been a woman I admire." So I've always wanted you to give up that feeling, can't we just be confidants? ”

After Yang Luo heard Li Sa's answer, he had no choice but to nod and respond: "I understand, in fact, this time I just want to make myself completely dead before I ask your thoughts again." After all, your fiancée has already appeared, and there really is no place for me to stand here. ”

After saying this, Yang Luo didn't wait for Li Sa to react, and immediately quickly turned around and walked out of the ward, because she didn't want Li Sa to see her tears.