"Where to start, let's start from the beginning, I don't know how much I've forgotten. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info" Haszak's tone at this time had a kind of hoarse sadness.

"It's probably the time after you became a sixth-level warrior, I was more depressed, and now I'm dying, and I can't say anything, haven't you always wondered why I left school suddenly? It's very simple, because I can't stand the stimulation of you by my side, it was I who brought you into the palace of warriors, and it was I who taught you to be vindictive, and I seemed to have always thought that you could only lag behind me, and it was ridiculous to think about it now.

It wasn't until you began to show your edge in the school's martial arts tournament that I found out at that time that I could only fight with you in a tie, I didn't expect that after you mastered the fighting spirit, you would reach the level of a fourth-level warrior so quickly, although I was surprised, but it was not unacceptable, because after all, I had been a fourth-level warrior for a long time. I don't know if you can still remember it now, but I talked to you a lot during that time.

This is not like what you said, to help you get familiar with the battle at this stage, I just kept looking for the feeling that I was stronger than you in you, although I knew that it was wrong for me to do this at the time, but this kind of thoughts and actions still couldn't be controlled, and then after I left school, I gradually figured it out, and at that time, I was already afraid of your growth rate.

Later, I became a level 5 warrior before you, but only a month later, you were also promoted.

At this time, I almost understood that you are a genius, and I am just a frog at the bottom of a well who is stronger than ordinary people.

After that, we started to carry out tasks together, not to mention these, well, that period of time was almost three or four years, I was supposed to be a period of rapid growth, but at this time I entered a bottleneck period, stuck in the level of promotion from level five to level six, I was very anxious, I don't know when you will surpass me, and even for a period of time, I was terrified.

Then, as I thought, it was impossible for me to break through the bottleneck quickly in this state. Then, after we returned from our mission, you were promoted to level 6 warrior. I've been stuck in a bottleneck for almost a year, and I've finally been surpassed by you. I can't tell you what kind of mood I felt at that time, maybe I can describe it as jealousy, but our friendship in life and death makes it impossible for me to really be jealous of you.

It seems that every time I see you make a move, it is a torment for me, but I endure it, not for anything else, just because we have a common belief, which is extremely naïve to think about now, but it is also a belief in the natural sense of responsibility of human beings, to restore peace and stability to the human world, oh, how great and noble, how many people have given their lives for this thing.

Stimulated by seeing you every day, I was finally promoted to the warrior level, and then I went to take on a mission alone, for the reason, I didn't want to see you at the time, so I forcibly raised the level and damaged my body.

I don't want you to know that I did this so as not to leave you behind, but I took on the task of escorting a man to a town, which was easily done, and then I rested at my destination for two days.

In the past two days, there has been a beast tide in this place, and after I killed some of the demonic beasts, the people in this town of followers migrated en masse, I had to do this, but I thought about helping them, after all, in this troubled world, surviving one person may add strength to the future.

I usually follow this group of civilians, at first they were not bad, but after a while, the food they carried with them gradually decreased, and they began to avoid me, I also know why, it is because they are reluctant to let me consume their food anymore, a high-level warrior's energy consumption is much greater than that of civilians, in fact, I had no intention of eating them, they forced it on me before, and now it is like I took the initiative to ask for it.

For some time afterwards, I ate with the little nobleman, who was as polite as the other nobles, but not as utilitarian as the other shrewd nobles, and he did not show any hint of soliciting me, and I asked him about it, and he told me that his mother had told him that there were some things that he might not master all of them, and that he might be better in the hands of others. I still remember that.

His father died early, and he inherited the title early, but his mother, who had been pulling him up, died not long ago under the influence of the tide of Warcraft, and there was nothing to do with killing people who were loyal to him, and this young nobleman who had just grown up had a lot of people to support, and the environment in their home was very good, and I guessed that it was suitable for him to tell me that his mother said something related.

It seems that he said a little too much, and at that time I was most impressed by him, how many years, I still remember his green face!

Hughes, in fact, I found out, no matter how strong we are in school, this teenager who is not as strong as us, who does not know as much, who does not have us who can live for a long time, is more capable than us, because ah, he understands people's hearts, and we only know strength, if you have the opportunity to go back to school in the future, talk to our teachers.

It's far away, it's far away, why do you say that?

Because every time he gave gifts, most of them were food, and I would give them to civilians who had a good relationship with me, and they would always show great gratitude, as if they were going to give their lives to you to repay the kindness of this little gift, and I was very useful to this feeling at the time, and then I encountered several small-scale Warcraft operations, all of which were sent away by me and the subordinates of the little nobleman.

Unlike me, they protected the petty nobleman and his subordinate peasants, tenants, workshops, handicrafts, and other property that was basically related to him, while I protected a large part of the commoners who had nothing to do with me, but seemed to have a good relationship. That little nobleman often told me during meals, "It's not good for me to do this, and they will slowly get used to your kindness and slowly and selectively forget these things."

I listened to his words at the time and expressed disdain, how could the kindness of saving lives be so easy to forget.

It was only then that I realized that I was wrong.

There was a bee-type monster stealth sneaking up on these civilians, the casualties were not huge, after a period of perception, I found its form, and then fought with it, and finally hit it hard, but before it died, it hid its tail pin and stabbed it into my thigh, and then fled in a hurry.

I knew that it shot out the tail needle and died, so I didn't chase it, and I didn't have the ability to chase it at that time, because the neurotoxin on the tail needle quickly invaded my nerves through my blood vessels, I couldn't control my body, I couldn't move, and after lying on the ground for a long time, some people came to me, I thought they were here to help me, but I didn't expect them to be relatives of the deceased, they stood in front of me and shouted at me.

They asked me why I didn't save their loved ones, why I didn't act sooner, why I didn't leave this monster behind. I was angry at the time, but I couldn't control my body at all, and my consciousness began to blur.

Later, they saw that I was motionless on the ground, and gradually pushed me with their hands and kicked me, and finally I heard them say that they were about to be killed by the monster, and he could no longer protect us anyway, so it was better to eat him while he was still alive, and he would be starving to death, which could be regarded as playing my last role.

Some people said to go back to get cutting tools, but the other part of the anxious people directly opened their mouths to bite me, although my body was strong, but I did not have the control of the fighting spirit and my own will, and I could not endure their teeth.

The sharp pain dispelled part of the paralysis of consciousness, and I finally opened my eyes to see the little nobleman, who was looking at me from afar, with pity in his eyes, and I wanted to say to him, you are right, I was wrong, but it was too late. In the end, my body, as the previous guide said, was almost torn to an inhuman shape, and then I was saved.

I angrily tortured and killed all the people who moved out of this town, except for everyone related to the little noble, I didn't blame this little boy for not saving me, I knew that if he made a move at that time, it might cause a violent resistance from these hungry commoners, he had told me before that these people were already preparing to grab food, but he was not fully prepared. The lesson he taught me was enough for me not to kill him.

After that, I followed the guide to find the corpse of the bee-type demonic beast, the guide asked me what I thought after that, I asked him how long I could live, I always thought that I was dead and was temporarily resurrected by him, and the guide told me that I could use this body for about a few hundred more years, and if my strength could be improved by a few ranks, I could live for a few more hundred years.

Hearing this, I felt lost, and after killing such a large group of people, I suddenly forgot what I had been pursuing.

If it is for the peace and stability of the world, then for the sake of such a group of people, is it worth it?

Even if this ideal world is achieved, will such a group of people be able to maintain such a world?

I think I suddenly lost the pillar on which I depended for my survival, and I stayed there for a while. The guide poked me and asked me to speak, and I woke up like a dream, and at that time I basically didn't have any thoughts, so I told my thoughts and previous experiences.

The guide said, "That's it, survival doesn't have to be meaningful, just like the group of people you killed before, even if they completely violate your state of existence, don't you still survive well, you don't have to carry something all the time to live." ”

"But I've killed them," I said at the time. "That's because you ran into a chance factor like me, just like you ran into a jade bee beast, and it was because of these chance factors that the result that you imagined changed completely opposite," the guide told me. ”

I thought about this sentence for a long time.

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