Chapter 123: Won't Die

"Gone?" Shen Tianye "chuckled" in his heart, and suddenly had a bad premonition: "Where did you go?" ”

Su Yu said softly: "She didn't say it. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

didn't say anything, what did it mean: "Did Senior Sister say when she would come back?" ”

Su Yurou shook her head and sighed, "She shouldn't come back." ”

Won't be coming back. Shen Tianye was immediately stunned. Remembering that the senior sister has been avoiding him for all this time, is it ......

Shen Tianye's face suddenly changed drastically and said, "You mean that Senior Sister left and will never come back?" ”

Su Yurou didn't speak, obviously acquiescing.

"No, Senior Sister won't leave." Shen Tianye muttered to himself as if he had lost his soul: "I don't believe it, she must still be there." Suddenly, he rushed out like crazy, from the stone room of Wen Qing's retreat to the bedroom of Su Yurou's third master and apprentice, he turned the bottom to the sky without hesitation. However, nothing. Shen Xixue couldn't stop it.

Su Yurou said calmly: "Don't look for it, Qing'er is really gone." ”

Really gone? Why? Why did Senior Sister leave? And don't even say a word to him beforehand?

Shen Tianye still didn't give up, ran up and asked Su Yurou again: "In which direction is Senior Sister going, I'll go to her?" ”

Su Yurou looked at him lightly, but did not answer. Shen Tianye saw that Su Yurou refused to speak, so he grabbed Shen Xixue again and asked, "Xixue, you tell me, which way the senior sister is going, I will go and chase her back now." ”

Because he was too anxious, Shen Tianye unconsciously increased his strength, grabbing Shen Xixue's arm painfully.

Shen Xixue shook her head bitterly and said, "I don't know, Brother Tianye." Five days ago, my sister quietly left by herself, and it wasn't until the next day that my master and I found out that my sister was gone. After that, the master took me around to look around, but there was no trace of my sister. If you chase it now, you won't be able to recover it. ”

Gone five days ago. If Senior Sister had the intention to avoid him, it would indeed be difficult for him to find him again. Just why? Why did Senior Sister leave? Is it because Shen Xixue and Sister Hua, is the senior sister angry with him? Shen Tianye looked at Shen Xixue distractedly, and his eyes were disgraced: "Did Senior Sister say anything before leaving?" Did she leave me anything? ”

Shen Xixue shook her head again and said apologetically: "Senior sister didn't tell me anything, I don't know if she left anything for you before she left?" ”

Shen Tianye looked at Su Yurou again. Su Yusoft said: "Qing'er asked me to tell you." Your fate with her is over, I hope you can forget her in the future and be with Xixue wholeheartedly. ”

"I don't believe it!" Shen Tianye knew his senior sister's feelings for him. In the face of the space storm, she would rather die herself than hope that he would live. It is impossible for him to forget her, and in the same way, he believes that it is impossible for his senior sister to forget him: "Where did the senior sister go?" Uncle Shi, you must know, please tell me! ”

Su Yurou looked at him coldly and said, "Why did Qing'er leave, I think you know better than me in your heart." If it weren't for your half-heartedness, how could she leave? Don't say I don't know where she went, and even if I did, I wouldn't have told you. After speaking, Su Yurou flicked her sleeves and turned around and entered the cave.

Shen Tianye looked at her back in a daze, and his heart was stunned for a while. Is it true that Senior Sister left him because of his half-heartedness?

Maybe he should have found out a long time ago. After the senior sister returned to the mountain gate, she began to retreat and never saw him again. The **** waited for her outside the stone room for 20 days, but he still didn't show up until he left the senior sister, and he didn't even say a word to him. Now that I think about it, after coming out of the Demon Gate Grottoes that day, the senior sister asked him to accompany her to the Demon Capital, Yunwu Mountain, and Nantianchi to play, which was the last time that the senior sister decided to spend with him. She didn't want to marry him with someone else, so she said that to him in the inn in the Demon Capital that day.

He still remembers what the senior sister said to him that day when she snuggled into his arms in the guest room and looked up at him: "Don't worry. My heart for you will never change in this life. You are good to other women, although I will have some taste in my heart, but I will never interfere with you and make you embarrassed. It doesn't matter how many girls you like in the future. As long as Xixue doesn't mind, you can marry them all. ”

At that time, he still felt strange, how could the senior sister say this. Now it seems that the senior sister has already decided to leave him, so she is so magnanimous. Then she said to him, "If one day I leave you and go far away, will you leave everything behind and go all over the world to find me?" ”

He asked her nervously, "Where is Senior Sister going?" The senior sister smiled and said, "I mean if." It's just a hypothesis of mine. ”

She was hypothetical, and she was clearly telling the truth, but he didn't hear it at the time. Far away, where is the senior sister going? And why didn't you tell him? Shen Tianye continued to recall the situation at that time, and remembered that he returned to Senior Sister like this at that time: "Of course, if one day, Senior Sister, you really leave me, even if I go to heaven and earth, I will definitely find you back." ”

Senior Sister's eyes immediately moistened. She looked at him infatuatedly, caressed his face gently, and said, "I knew you would." Do you know? Today you accompany me to drink tea, go shopping, and play, I am very happy. There has never been a person who cares about me, cares about me, and treats me so well. Although you still have someone else in your heart and can't love me alone with all your heart, I still can't restrain my feelings and fall hopelessly in love with you. You have saved me several times without risking your life, and although I cannot marry you, I can bear you a child. Do you want me? Today, I'll give myself to you. ”

The senior sister gave him her body, but apparently left him after deciding on good things. Now that I think about it, my sister's words at that time obviously revealed a hint of farewell. But he was so immersed in joy that he didn't even notice it.

The senior sister undoubtedly loves him, but she is reluctant to share it with others. On the one hand, she was reluctant to marry him with someone else, and on the other hand, she couldn't restrain her feelings for him, so in the end she chose to give him her body and leave. She asked her uncle to tell him that she wanted him to forget her, probably hoping that he would be able to live well with Shen Xixue after she left. Shen Xixue is different from her, although she is also jealous, she can accept that he has other women. This is the original meaning of what the senior sister said, "I won't interfere with him, and he can marry as much as he wants in the future", right?

Is she trying to fulfill him, and keep all her thoughts and pains to herself?

It's just that if he wants to forget her, how can he be? The senior sister is gone, and his heart is like being hollowed out, and it has become empty. If he doesn't miss or suffer, how can it be?

Shen Xixue looked at Shen Tianye's depressed appearance at this time, and her heart ached for a while: "Brother Tianye, don't be sad. Maybe it won't be long before Senior Sister will come back again. ”

Shen Tianye shook his head and said, "No, you don't understand, cherish the snow." Uncle Shi is right, Senior Sister will not come back. She is a proud person who does not allow her love to be tarnished in the slightest. If I can't just love her, even if I get her back this time, one day, she will leave me. ”

Shen Xixue listened, but she didn't know how to comfort her for a while, but when she saw Shen Tianye in such pain, she felt very uncomfortable in her heart. Shen Xixue hugged him tightly and said, "Brother Tianye, don't be sad anymore. Seeing you like this, I don't feel good in my heart. If Senior Sister really left you because you had me in your heart, I could choose to quit - as long as Brother Tianye was happy, even if I couldn't be with you, I would admit it. ”

"Don't!" Shen Tianye grabbed Shen Xixue's hand violently and said, "Senior Sister's business has nothing to do with you, you must not do stupid things." Senior sister has left me, and I can't lose you anymore. If you're gone, I think I'm going to go crazy. ”

Shen Xixue nodded heavily and said, "Brother Tianye, don't worry, I won't leave you." Unless one day you don't want me anymore, otherwise, I will follow you for the rest of my life. ”

"Cherish the snow." Shen Tianye couldn't help but gently hugged Shen Xixue in his arms. In this world, there is such a person who follows you wholeheartedly and without regrets, and there must be nothing to regret even if you die now.

Shen Xixue leaned on Shen Tianye's arms, hugged him tightly and said, "Brother Tianye, when I find my senior sister, I will definitely have a good talk with her." She can let me do whatever she wants. ”

Shen Tianye gently stroked Shen Xixue's hair, and sighed softly, with the personality of the senior sister, how could it be so easy to persuade. It's just that Shen Xixue is also kind, and he can't say anything, and he feels even more guilty for a while. He gently helped Shen Xixue up and said, "Xixue, you go to the cave to rest first, and I'll go find my senior sister." Whether I can find it or not, I'm going to look for it. As he spoke, he got up and left.

Shen Xixue held his hand and said, "I'll go with you." ”

Shen Tianye shook his head and said, "No need, cherish the snow." Don't worry, I'll be fine. ”

How could Shen Xixue rest assured of him, but she couldn't pull him at all. Shen Tianye stepped on the Rama staff, turned into a long rainbow, and broke through the air.

"Brother Tianye!" Shen Xixue hurriedly sacrificed a flying sword and was about to catch up immediately. didn't want to, but was pulled by her master Su Yurou.

"Master, don't pull me, Brother Tianye went to find Senior Sister alone!" Shen Xixue saw Shen Tianye turn into a small dot and disappear into the sky in a blink of an eye, so anxious that tears came out.

"Let him go." Su Yurou said lightly: "If you don't let him not go to look for it, he won't give up." ”

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