Cheng Jie and Li Sa have known each other since they were born, they were both born in the same year, one was born in Yangchun March, and the other was born in Jinqiu October.

It is completely true that the two of them grew up wearing the same pair of pants, because Li Sa was still a baby, and all the clothes were replaced by Cheng Jie.

At that time, Cheng Jie's mother took pity on Li Sa's mother, who was a single unmarried mother and happened to be a neighbor, so Cheng's mother had always taken good care of Li Sa's mother and son.

It is because of Cheng's mother's enthusiasm to help others that Cheng Jie has been playing with Li Sa since he was a child.

At that time, Cheng Jie and Cheng's mother took care of Li Sa's mother and son as relatives, especially Cheng Jie, who completely regarded Li Sa as his brother, and whoever dared to bully Li Sa was tantamount to bullying him.

And Li Sa has been accompanied by Cheng Jie since he was a child, coupled with the care and care of Cheng's mother, so he does not have the inferiority complex that was born in a family of single-parent unmarried mothers.

Cheng's mother found out that Cheng Jie was really good to Li Sa, so she funded Li Sa for him to study in the same aristocratic school as Cheng Jie, she only hoped that Li Sa could become her son's most haode iron buddy.

Later, when Cheng Jie decided to apply for the Central Military Academy, Li Sa did not disappoint Cheng's mother, and he also followed Cheng Jie to apply for the Central Military Academy.

In the third year of studying at the Central Military Academy, Cheng Jie found that he had a crush on Ye Yang, a freshman who had just been admitted to the Central Military Academy at that time. At that time, it was Li Sa who encouraged him to take the initiative to pursue Ye Yang, so he took action.

At that time, Cheng Jie really felt that his life was already very happy, with very good parents, good buddies who understood him very well, and he also found the person he liked for the first time. Who could have lived a happier life than him?

But not long after Cheng Jie and Ye Yang officially dated, Li Sa suddenly began to alienate Cheng Jie as if he had changed to another person.

Obviously, the two of them are studying in the same class, but Cheng Jie found that it was difficult for him to get close to Li Sa anymore, and every time he trained, the two of them teamed up together, but from that time on, Li Sa no longer acted with him.

Once, when all the students of the Operations Department of their Central Military Academy were going to participate in wilderness survival training, Cheng Jie once again took the initiative to invite Li Sa to partner with him, and then Li Sa directly said "You go to Ye Yang to partner with you, don't come to me again" After rejecting Cheng Jie, the two officially began to break up.

Even after ten years, Cheng Jie still remembers the blow he received in his heart at that time. He never thought that he would lose Li Sa's affection that was closer than his own brother.

After that, Cheng Jie and Ye Yang both went to the Southwest Military Region, but Li Sa refused the special offer of the Southwest Military Region and chose the Northwest Military Base.

It wasn't until later that they all participated in a large-scale training camp, and Li Sa, who was a member of the Northwest Military Base, and Cheng Jie, a member of the Army Special Forces of the Southwest Military Region, met unexpectedly, and Li Sa took the initiative to talk to Cheng Jie.

It's just that Cheng Jie didn't know at that time that when Li Sa took the initiative to ask him to confess those things, it was doomed to the result of the complete collapse of the friendship between the two.

"Applejack, standing with you, I'll just feel disgusting and filthy." This was the first sentence that Li Sa took the initiative to say to Cheng Jie after he alienated Cheng Jie at that time.

Cheng Jie, who was not yet twenty years old at the time, was shocked, and he didn't understand what Li Sa meant at all.

"Do you think we were born in the same year because of fate, and then we happened to be neighbors for more than ten years?" When Li Sa said these words, his eyes were full of pain, "All this is a ridiculous superficial phenomenon, just because my mother is a bad woman, she became your father's mistress, do you know?" ”

"How is that possible?!" Cheng Jie didn't believe in this kind of thing at all, his father had always loved his mother, and he didn't believe that his father would do such a thing at all.

"Applejack, it's my mother's fault." God knows that if Li Sa takes the initiative to say these things, it is comparable to Ling Chi on the spot, "My mother took the initiative to confess to me, she said that she couldn't bear the loneliness and took the initiative to seduce/seduce your father, and then I was born...... You know, when I knew we were half-brothers, I wished I had never known you! You and Auntie are both good people, you have always taken good care of our mother and son since childhood, but we turned out to be white-eyed wolves and became sinners who ruined your family's happiness! I can't forgive my mom and myself for existing! ”

Li Sa's words made Cheng Jie unable to find any words to reply at all, Cheng Jie at that time was just a young man who had just become an adult, and he was stunned for a while, not knowing how to deal with Li Sa.

"You must be disgusted with me if you learn the truth." Li Sa continued to laugh at himself, "Even I feel disgusting, our mother and son have obviously received so many favors from your family......" Li Sa couldn't say anything in pain, he had never shed a tear on the training ground at this time, but he couldn't help moistening his eyes at this time, and then shed tears full of tangled and complicated feelings.

Although Li Sa knew that he didn't want to lose a good brother like Cheng Jie, he felt that he was no longer qualified to continue to be by Cheng Jie's side, because his existence would only keep reminding Cheng Jie of that unbearable blood relationship.

Although Cheng Jie was also surprised and disdainful of such a truth, seeing Li Sa in such pain, he felt that Li Sa had no need to deny his existence like this, because this matter was not Li Sa's fault at all.

But Li Sa is a dead eye, once he identifies such a fact, then he will insist on implementing his own ideas to deal with it.

At that time, looking at Li Sa who was sad and crying, Cheng Jie couldn't say a word, he could only hug Li Sa hard, hoping that his warm embrace could give Li Sa comfort and encouragement as before.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Jie's comfort to the tearful Li Sa is a very ambiguous behavior, although they all think it is normal, but in the eyes of others, this definitely has the aura of getting along as a couple.

So Ye Yang happened to bump into this kind of picture, so he had such a big misunderstanding of Cheng Jie.

Cheng Jie has never forgotten that day, because it was the day when his happy life ended.

The good buddy told him that in fact, the good buddy has always been his half-brother, and then his beloved suddenly proposed to break up, and he didn't even give him the reason for the breakup and the opportunity to explain and speak, so he completely collapsed.

At that time, Li Sa didn't understand, in fact, Cheng Jie was also very painful during that period, because he not only lost the small friendship he had established for more than ten years, but also lost his beloved.

Later, Cheng Jie still wanted to save his friendship with Li Sa, so he once took advantage of the holiday to visit him at the Northwest Military Base, but Li Sa refused to meet.

At that time, Li Sa also asked his comrades-in-arms to tell Cheng Jie this sentence: "If you can, it's better to never have zaijian noodles in this life, I don't want to be brothers with you anymore." ”

When Cheng Jie heard this, he was really hurt. He didn't expect Li Sa to be so ruthless, and really left his life track completely like this.

And this incident is the so-called "excessive thing" that Li Sa is talking about now. Because in Li Sa's view, the sentence conveyed by the trustee at that time was completely a declaration of breaking off friendship, so today, ten years later, when Cheng Jie came to support him alone, he could still say things like "Because you are my brother", Li Sa only felt that he despised himself even more.

He felt that he was no longer worthy of being Cheng Jie's brother, but Cheng Jie was able to treat him as a brother so confidently, and Cheng Jie's generosity to him would only make him feel more unbearable.