Chapter 142: The King's Decision

It's been a long time since I've had a good night's sleep since that day. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

As soon as you close your eyes, your mind is full of the scene at that time. His voice and smile always appeared in front of my eyes, so much so that I often hallucinated as if he had never left.

But he was clearly gone, and he died at my hands.

I thought that Rosa's death would free me, but instead of being free, I was trapped in a nightmare of self-blame.

I really regret it.

I originally thought that after killing so many people, I was numb, but I didn't expect that in the end, I still couldn't escape, and the mountains and rivers of my family and country seemed to become meaningless in an instant. Even though I've become a king and got everything I want, why don't I feel happy at all?

There is only remorse.

Now I have rebelled against my relatives.

Since that incident, everyone around me has drifted apart, and Aonira has never wanted to see me again, and Red Luo hates me to the core, even Aonira. Although she didn't show anything in the court, I also knew in my heart that she was actually very concerned about Rosa's death......

Thoughts seem to go back to when we were younger. He has always had a cold temper, and seems to care about nothing, but he sees everything very clearly. Although Rosa, although he seems mediocre, I know that he is extremely talented in many things and many aspects, and if he is trained, he will definitely become a rare talent, but unfortunately it is too late now.

I miss him so much. He also sent people to try to find him. It's a pity that there is nothing left.

Why on earth is this happening?

If I hadn't brought him back to the palace, he wouldn't have died, and none of this would have happened...... It's all my fault.

"Hey, why are you looking at the moon so late? Don't sleep? Augustine sat against the window wall and looked at the moon, seemingly enjoying the spring evening breeze.

I didn't answer him, but my mood became even lower, and the things I had done to him resurfaced.

"You say...... Could he still hold a grudge against me? ”

Augustin looked back at me, a meaningful smile on his lips, "You mean Rosa?" I think there must be resentment, but it doesn't mean that I will always hold a grudge against you. Don't forget, he died laughing. Obviously he can sacrifice you in exchange for freedom, but he chose to die, which means that this is his own volition, and he must not linger in the world and cannot be reincarnated! In some ways, you're lucky. ”

That's good.

He can't live carefree in this life, and I hope he can have a happy life in the next life. I will try to create a world of peace and happiness, so that in the next life he will not be as miserable as this life, and he will not have to be like me now, and there will be no turning back.