Chapter XXXIV

I was shocked in my heart, and I somewhat understood what Archimedes meant, but the conclusion in my heart was too terrifying to say. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Archimedes saw my expression and seemed to know what I was thinking. He said unhurriedly, "You are so clever that you should understand that the best way to end the predicament in front of you is to clear the threat to the rand and get out of here." Isn't that what you've always wanted? ”

"Then you can't let me assassinate the prince!" I said coldly, "I don't know which faction the adults belong to?" Who do you want me to assassinate? Aubrey? Arnold? There's a better person than me for something like this, so why don't you let Ellis do it? ”

Archimedes took a sip of tea and said slowly: "You are wrong, only you can do this." Ellis himself is a general and is already an insider. In addition, her father is in-law with the royal family, and some actions at this sensitive time are ultimately inappropriate. And this time she wasn't very reluctant. Only you can do this assassination, no one else can do it, as for why, you will know when you go. ”

Intellectually, I thought Archimedes' words were ridiculous, but for some reason, my heart was beating wildly at this time, and it seemed a little ...... Agitated? I don't know if it's his plan that will give me freedom and make me excited.

I've been imprisoned in this palace for seven years, seven years!

Over the years, I have been longing for freedom all the time, to be able to really do what I want to do, and not to live a false and glamorous life in Salader. Although a few people will treat me sincerely, I have had enough of cold and disdainful eyes. And the accidents and injuries of these days also make me bitter and disgusting. I'm tired, I don't want to be injured all the time, I want to be free, not for others, but for the freedom to live for myself!

I was frightened by the wavering of my heart, how could I still be interested in such a rebellious thing? The assassination of the prince is a grave crime...... To be exposed is to die...... But this assassination has already been practiced by the Rand......

In this way, my heart has been going back and forth between doing and not doing, oscillating.

After thinking about it for a long time, and after weighing the pros and cons, my reason finally convinced myself that I was willful once, and everything came according to my heart, and finally made up my mind. Even though I knew that after taking this step, there would be no turning back.

I took a deep breath to calm myself down and asked, "What do you want me to do?" ”

"Kill Aubrey. When he died, Arnold would naturally become the heir. I can guarantee that no one will do anything to Rand after this, and that he will become the king's favorite brother, the Prince. And you, I'll prepare you a sum of money enough for you to leave Sarandel and do what you want. Archimedes stared at me with an interested expression.

"Deal. I don't want Rand to know about it, though. "Although I don't care on the face, I still feel a little sorry for Rand in my heart.

"That's nature, I'll let you know when and where it is." Archimedes seems pleased with the outcome of our talks.

I came out of the hut alone, it was a little gloomy outside, and it was raining lightly.

Without the relief I imagined, my mood at the moment was mixed and difficult to describe. It's like letting go of something, but the mood is very gloomy and heavy. I didn't really know what I wanted, but I just didn't want to live like this anymore. Putting an end to the farce in the city, only then may I have a fresh start, and I don't want to be a puppet or anyone's vassal anymore.

I feel like my mind is empty.

Gray was waiting for me at the entrance of the alley with an umbrella, and he asked, "Still looking for Wuyao?" ”

I shook my head, I just wanted to get out of here as quickly as possible.

Because of martial law in the city, horse-drawn carriages were not allowed on the street, so Gray followed me and the two of us walked one after the other. The rain was messing up my hair on my face, and I felt like I wasn't like myself anymore, my head was in a state of excitement, but I couldn't remember anything else.

In front of me was a congested crowd of people, huddled together, and they were very noisy. On the street corner is the whisper of people, and the sound of it is heard in the ears.

A passerby bumped into me, and I stumbled and fell on the table next to me.

Gray hurriedly came up to help me, and I vaguely heard the man at the desk talking to me.

"Do you want to join us?"

I was stunned.

The man shoved another piece of copy into my hand. I looked at what was written on it, the material for the Templar's recruiters. At that moment, somehow I reached out and took it, and finally stood in front of the desk and began to fill it in. Gray looked at me with a bewildered expression: "What's wrong with you, are you going to get out of here?" Do you know what the Explorers of the Holy Court do? Once you enter there, you have to shuttle to all corners of the continent all the time, no matter how difficult the environment is, you have to always guard and investigate, have no desires, no desires, and never return to the town, just like a practice, such a day is really what you want? ”

I looked at him in a daze, tried to calm down, and finally filled out the registration form tremblingly.

I have nowhere else to go.

I'm not like normal people, I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I stabbed the prince and am already a sinner.

I don't think I'm going to be able to live well just by leaving Dodro.

There is no place in this world where I belong. Perhaps only a place like the Holy Court, which downplays race, regardless of birth, and is far away from the world, is truly suitable for me.

Somehow, my hand holding the pen began to shake again. Gray pulled the pen off my hand, and I felt my head start hurting all of a sudden.

"Don't tell Rand about this."

Gray looked at me with a frown, and finally nodded helplessly.;