The next morning, when the sun had just risen, Xiao Ran, who had slept well, got up and stretched out with satisfaction. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 When info got out of bed, he kicked the mobile phone on the bed, Xiao Ran bent down to pick up the phone, and something flashed in his mind.

She frowned and thought for a long time, who seemed to call her last night, and said to register and get married?

"Huh?!" Xiao Ran remembered Lin Yanzhu's phone number, and she wanted to secretly register with Zhao Jin.

Xiao Ran hurriedly called Lin Yanzhu, but he was not in the service area, and if he called again, he still couldn't get through.

When it came to the lunch break, Xiao Ran still couldn't get through Lin Yanzhu's mobile phone, she hesitated for a moment, and finally dialed the phone number of the Lin family's residence.

Two days later, the company asked Xiao Ran to go on a business trip, taking advantage of the year before, to visit customers in the area she was responsible for, and by the way to talk about the contract for the coming year. Originally, Xiao Ran planned to take a few days off and accompany Cai Ke to walk around the city, but she hadn't been here for a few years, she should want to go to many places.

Just when she apologized that she might have to miss the appointment, Cai Ke said that she couldn't come over, and her mother enrolled her in an accounting training class and supervised her to go to class every day.

But fortunately, the place where Xiao Ran went on a business trip happened to be N City, so Cai Ke patted his chest and said that he would be the host himself.

Xiao Ran told her that she would wait for Xiao Ran to book a ticket and then notify her to pick her up.

Walking out of the company after work, Zeng Limao called and said that he needed to go abroad for a while, but Xiao Ran didn't ask much, it should be that the previous matter was not dealt with. Sometimes Xiao Ran felt that he and Zeng Limao had no more topics to talk about besides discussing dinner.

Walking to the bus stop, a car stopped, Xiao Ran was about to go up, but saw Lin Yanzhu unexpectedly appear in front of him, "Hey, why are you here?" ”

Lin Yanzhu's face was a little haggard, and he didn't smile as if he had seen Xiao Ran in the past.

Xiao Ran was puzzled: "What's wrong?" ”

Lin Yanzhu looked at Xiao Ran for a while, "Let's talk." ”

"Well," Xiao Ran nodded, "Otherwise, let's find a place to sit, there are a few ...... in our company."

Without waiting for Xiao Ran to finish speaking, Lin Yanzhu turned around and left, Xiao Ran had to follow, how could she think she was weird today.

When I came to the street garden near the company, it was too cold in the winter evening, and there were not many people.

Lin Yanzhu stopped and turned his head to look at Xiao Ran, "Did you tell my mother?" ”

Xiao Ran thought for a while, and then knew what she said, and her face was a little sorry, "Yes, but it's ......"

"Why," Lin Yanzhu interrupted.

Xiao Ran sighed and spread his hands: "Because I, like her, don't agree with your hasty decision." ”

Lin Yanzhu sneered, "Heh, you're always like this." ”

Xiao Ran was silent, she did something wrong, but the starting point was really for Lin Yanzhu's good. Marriage should be accompanied by the joy of parents and the blessings of friends, Lin Yanzhu came out like this, how sad her parents would be.

Lin Yanzhu stretched out an index finger of his right hand and poked his chest hard, "Do you know what betrayal is like?" I trust you so much, and, please make it clear, this is my life, I have the right to choose, why do you want to help me discern? ”

Xiao Ran retorted, "You are just rebelling against your parents, and you don't know what you are doing, as long as they are unhappy, you will be happy, Lin Yanzhu, you are not naïve, you are already an adult, okay, don't use the belated rebellious period to do things that you regret for the rest of your life." ”

Lin Yanzhu said angrily and loudly: "Why Xiao Ran, you always think that you are right, I am really fed up with you, you have always considered it from your own standpoint, have you ever thought about other people's feelings?" Why are you meddling, do I still need your advice in my life? ”

"I'm your friend," Xiao Ran said solemnly, "so I don't want you to go the wrong way." ”

Lin Yanzhu asked, "What is wrong and what is right?" Xiao Ran, are you a cosmic policeman, you are too wide. ”

Xiao Ran looked up at the gray sky, his mood was also depressed, and he spoke for a long time, "I didn't expect that you would look at me like this all along." ”

Lin Yanzhu's anger came from being betrayed by someone she trusted, and she told Xiao Ran about it in the hope of getting her support, at least not now.

"I didn't expect it," Lin Yanzhu confided aggressively as if venting: "You are more excessive than I imagined, we have always accommodated you, you will not reflect at all, why you were isolated in elementary school, and all the girls excluded you in high school." Xiao Ran, it's not that they're jealous of you, but they don't want to accommodate you anymore, please haven't you thought about your own problems, you are always self-centered, do you think you are the sun Xiao Ran, all of us revolve around you. ”

Xiao Ran lowered her head, her heart sank like a scale, and all kinds of past events were reflected, for a long time, she raised her head, shook it, and smiled bitterly, "No, Lin Yanzhu, you never knew me, and I was also very disappointed in you." ”

After speaking, Xiao Ran turned around and left.

Lin Yanzhu was behind her, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and shouted loudly, "Xiao Ran, you are a bastard," and then squatted down, holding his knees with both hands, burying his head in and crying.

The streets are quiet in winter, and the residual leaves are blown away by the wind, swept into the air and fall not far away, Xiao Ran feels that he is as empty as this road.

Xiao Ran is a young woman of literature and art, but her popularity has always been good, because she rarely cares about others, not because she has a weak personality, but she is naturally lazy.

In primary school, there are more than 20 students in a class, and the number of boys and girls is very even, half of each class. Xiao Ran has a general relationship with those female classmates, but they also play together. Later, those girls followed a girl who existed like an eldest sister, and united to ignore her, just because she didn't scold her like other classmates, and another reason was Du Yifeng.

Thinking of Du Yifeng, Xiao Ran couldn't help but sigh.

This guy is so good that Xiao Ran, as a neighbor, is always annoyed. There are always girls in middle school who ask Xiao Ran who he likes, and after asking too much, the guy said that Xiao Ran is boring or not.

is such a person, Xiao Ran suddenly disappeared in his life after being entangled with him for more than ten years.

What about high school, Xiao Ran brushed aside a wisp of bangs on her forehead, her dark face was a little helpless, she remembered.

At that time, the heart was already very strong, so strong that one person went in and out of the dormitory, one ate, and the next night self-study, Xiao Ran, who was usually afraid of the dark, could still stand in the corridor and look at the faint white clouds in the sky after the lights in the teaching building were turned off, and then wrote an article full of poetry.

Loneliness is the soul can't find a place to stay, and loneliness is that no one can understand themselves.

Xiao Ran's exclusion is partly due to her personality, and partly because she handled a relationship very badly.

Her good sister likes a boy, the boy said that he likes Xiao Ran, and the gentle sister adheres to the principle that if the person I like is happy, I will be happy, and Xiao Ran must accept it. Then, Xiao Ran reluctantly fell in love with the boy for one day, and told the boy the next day, you still choose my sister, I am not suitable for you.

It's no wonder that the girl misunderstood Xiao Ran, if she didn't want to, don't accept it at the beginning, and rejecting a person, don't connect with others, will make the other party feel ashamed.

The dormitory life of ten people is very simple, it is not that other people exclude Xiao Ran, but everyone has companions, and it is embarrassing to squeeze in.

Xiao Ran sighed tiredly, picked up the phone, and didn't know who to call. Zeng Limao got on the plane, Yin Ruowen may be dating, and Ai Ye is never available.

In just a few days, two women have appeared to deny their lives, and Xiao Ran can't help but reflect, is he really too bad?

Xiao Ran took out his mobile phone, wrote a few words and sent them out.

Soon the mobile phone rang "ding~", she picked it up and took a look, and it was Cai Ke's reply: You are very good, but others don't know.

Xiao Ran showed a smile on the phone, but his eyes were sour, and he raised his head vigorously to prevent the hot tears from falling.

A person walked outside for a long time, and when he noticed that his legs were sore, he could no longer reach out in the dark and unlit place. Xiao Ran rubbed his nose, the tip of his nose was cold from the cold wind, his chin rubbed his scarf, and he went to a milk tea shop on the side of the road to buy a hot drink.

The hot water slid all the way down his throat, warming his stomach and heart, Xiao Ran rubbed his heels against the ground, and let out a long sigh under the dim street lamp.

Lin Yanzhu's anger and accusations were still in front of him, making Xiao Ran wonder if he was really wrong.

Xiao Ran has always been a very organized person, what should be done and what not should be done is engraved in his mind like legal ethics. At the same time, she also believes that she has an obligation to tell her friends what is right and what is wrong.

I don't know why, Xiao Ran remembered a metaphor I saw somewhere, friendship is like chocolate wrapped in various colored candy wrappers, no matter how beautiful it is outside, peel off the candy wrappers, and you can see the original simple heart.

Xiao Ran is very good at getting along with people, because she speaks straight, and she also has a kind of loftiness and arrogance of a literary young woman. Many times, you will inadvertently say something hurtful without knowing it.

has been with Lin Yanzhu for so many years, and it is not that there have been small contradictions, it is the mutual friction and adaptation of the two personalities. However, the next day, I will talk and laugh like no one else.

However, Xiao Ran knew that this time was different.

Of course, Xiao Ran felt that he was right, but seeing Lin Yanzhu's appearance, the guilt in his heart was not nothing. So, is it a betrayal?

In fact, Xiao Ran doesn't understand, outsiders can't meddle in emotional matters, and only the person concerned will understand and measure any kind of emotion. The so-called bystanders are actually nonsense.

Even if it is a wrong decision, as long as it is made by yourself, no matter how regretful and painful it is, you must survive tenaciously and pay the price.

Outsiders can only give a little persuasion or help. Important people and things still have to be solved by themselves.