Zhao Jin saw that Lin Yanzhu was angry, and he also felt that he was too much, and the servility he had cultivated for a long time made him lower his posture, walked over, and pulled Lin Yanzhu's sleeve, "Okay, don't be angry, didn't I say play, let's go, let's eat, Sichuan cuisine or Hunan cuisine?" Eat some spicy warmth in winter. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Lin Yanzhu shook him off, "Are you kidding? Is this a joke? Fuck off, labor doesn't want to see you. ”

"Oh, it's just about fun, what are you doing so seriously?" Zhao Jin said.

Lin Yanzhu squinted at him, "Don't think I don't know that you and those women are not clear, the sweetness that my brothers and sisters call all day long, I am disgusted for you." ”

Zhao Jin took a step back, "You don't want to make trouble, okay?" ”

Lin Yanzhu wasn't very angry, but when he was in a hurry, he was really angry, "Zhao Jin, you are so powerful now, don't you, you think I have to do it behind your back." ”

"It's not certain who is carrying whom, maybe Lao Tzu's head is green," Zhao Jin replied, "What's going on with that man just now, don't think I didn't see you two smiling." ”

Lin Yanzhu picked up the bag and threw it at him, "You bastard, fuck off!! ”

On the bustling street, the sudden dispute between Lin Yanzhu and Zhao Jin made some bored people stop and watch, Zhao Jin is also a face-loving person, so the anger will come up.

"Okay, I'll go," Zhao Jin vigorously pushed Lin Yanzhu away, "Whoever loves to be your grandson will go, Lao Tzu will not accompany you!" ”

Lin Yanzhu was pushed and staggered, breathing heavily because of anger, and smashed the bag hard at him, "You go to death." ”

Zhao Jin touched the smashed back, turned around and said angrily: "Inexplicable, you are insane." ”

"Yes, I'm a psychopath," Lin Yanzhu laughed angrily, "Satisfied, find your sisters and sisters, it's not uncommon for a mother." ”

Zhao Jin strode forward and shook his hand angrily, "Lao Tzu is still not waiting, there is really something wrong." ”

Lin Yanzhu stood alone for a long time, aggrieved, angry and upset, and let the cold wind blow his face freeze before he woke up. Stretched out his hand and rubbed his cheeks, sucked the nose that he didn't feel freezing, and a sour feeling welled up in his eyes, and he wiped away the tears that had not yet had time to flow out with the back of his hand.

After staying for a while, he slowly walked over and picked up the bag that was thrown on the ground, ignoring the inquiring and curious eyes around him, threw the bag on his shoulder, and walked into the crowd of traffic.

Lin Yanzhu walked aimlessly, his mind was blank, he thought a lot, and he didn't seem to be able to grasp anything, he stopped and stopped, looked at the gorgeous spring clothes in the window, and found that spring had begun unconsciously.

The New Year is coming up in a few days, and the mood is prone to upset. When I was a child, I liked the New Year, the relatives who came and went endlessly, full of excitement and laughter, everyone was jubilant, the people who worked were resting, and every household was full of lights.

The plate was full of candy melon seeds, and there were new clothes to wear, and my mother always told me not to get dirty, and then stuffed a handful of candy in my pocket. Children like to watch others set off firecrackers, shouting and covering their ears, and when the firecrackers go off, they spread their feet and run around, and their mouths emit a happy laugh.

When I grew up, my mood was different, I no longer liked the New Year, and I was most afraid of facing relatives who were actually inquiring about their words. The topic is always inseparable from how about work, how much money a month, how not to find a boyfriend, and not to be too demanding.

After finally coping with it, you have to listen to the other party start to advocate how much money the son of whose family has earned, whose daughter has married a rich man, and then compliment each other.

Lin Yanzhu doesn't like such hypocritical scenes, but she has to face it hard every year, like a difficult job, and when it's finished, she breathes a long sigh. Then, with my friends, I sighed that the holiday is more tiring than not having a holiday.

"Why is it a sigh alone, what about your boyfriend?" Xiao Chenyi's voice came from the side, looking at Lin Yanzhu, he seemed to be smiling, "I want to say, what a coincidence." ”

Lin Yanzhu turned his head, "If I didn't know you, I would definitely think that you were following me." ”

Xiao Chenyi smiled, "I don't have this quirk. ”

"Actually...," Lin Yanzhu said, "Why do you ...... I mean, you're not like a passionate person. ”

Xiao smiled: "Think I have bad intentions towards you? ”

"That's not what I mean," Lin Yanzhu shook his head, "I just think it's strange, I don't have the confidence to think that you fell in love with me at first sight." ”

Xiao Chenyi looked at her for a few seconds, "Want to know?" ”

Lin Yanzhu nodded honestly, "Yes." ”

"Let's eat something first, you definitely haven't eaten yet," Xiao Chenyi raised his hand to look at his watch, "As a doctor, I recommend that it is important to eat on time." ”

Lin Yanzhu asked rhetorically, "Aren't you doctors the profession with the most irregular diet?" ”

Xiao Chenyi sighed, "So you have to be kind to yourself when you're not on standby." ”

In the restaurant, after ordering two set meals, Lin Yanzhu had no appetite, poked the dishes on the plate with chopsticks, supported his cheek with one hand, and asked, "Can you say it?" ”

Xiao Chenyi helped her pick up the vegetables and shook her head, "I don't say anything, I don't say anything, I was taught by the elementary school teacher." ”

Lin Yanzhu simply put down his chopsticks, took the cup next to him to drink, and looked out the window with his eyes, "You eat slowly." ”

When Xiao Chenyi finally finished eating, she asked the waiter to bring two cups of tea, Xiao Chenyi helped her push over, and then said slowly: "My father is also a surgeon. ”

Lin Yanzhu didn't understand, tilted his head and thought, is this to pull a homely rhythm?

"But after an operation more than a decade ago, I didn't do it," Mr. Xiao continued.

"Why," Lin Yanzhu asked.

Xiao Chenyi took a sip of tea, "Because when the operation was performed, he had been working for dozens of hours in a row, and when he was extremely tired, he made a small mistake, but it caused the girl who underwent the operation to be infertile for life." After this happened, my father passed out, and when he woke up, the girl was transferred to the hospital, and he felt guilty and had been looking for the girl all these years. It's just that the hospital was later merged with other hospitals because of demolition, and computers were not popular at that time, and the information was all hand-written, so it was difficult to check for a while. ”

Lin Yanzhu held the teacup and felt sorry for the girl, "That girl's parents were transferred directly to the hospital without accountability?" ”

Xiao Chenyi sighed, "Many times, money can settle everything, my father was the best surgeon in the hospital back then, and he was very popular, after the accident, they tried their best to hide it, and did not let my father contact the girl and her family, for fear that they would be emotional and have some bad conditions." Later, the hospital gave the girl's parents a lot of money, and then there was no news of the girl. ”

The embarrassing story is that a doctor who should have saved lives and helped the wounded, harmed a girl who was infertile for life, but he couldn't be too harsh on a doctor who was conscientious and worked overtime.

"You don't think that girl is me, do you?" Lin Yanzhu frowned, "Since I was a child, I haven't had surgery. ”

"Yes, but now that I've found out, you just happened to be hospitalized on the same day as that girl, and you were the same age," Xiao Chenyi smiled and said, "I'm sorry, I can't just find you to ask about this, so ......"

Lin Yanzhu remembered that he had indeed been hospitalized for pneumonia for a few days when he was a child, and nodded, "Understand, if I am really that girl, the perpetrator has harmed her whole life, and she has appeared after so long, and I have the heart to kill you." ”

Xiao Chenyi looked at her, "My father is also guilty of this matter, he has thought about it a lot in the past ten years, and his mental state is not very good." ”

Lin Yanzhu sighed, "I really don't know how to say this kind of thing, so have you found that girl?" ”

Xiao Chenyi nodded, "I studied abroad three years ago, but...", Xiao Chenyi sighed, "I heard that she ran out in the middle of the night and had a car accident because of an argument with her boyfriend a year ago. ”

"Such a pitiful ......" Lin Yanzhu also sighed, "Sometimes life really can't be pondered, her life may have been smooth sailing, maybe there was a turning point because of your father." ”

Lin Yanzhu's words made Xiao Chenyi silent, and he drank tea quietly.

People are the same, no matter how big a mistake a relative makes, he will unconsciously help him argue, but what about the facts, whether his father is really right.

Xiao Chenyi couldn't answer, he only knew that his father had paid a lot of price for the past over the years, he saw that his father was depressed and miserable all day long, and his only hope was to find the girl and let his father be free, but the girl died.

Or as Lin Yanzhu said, the source of all the tragedy of the girl comes from his father.

Lin Yanzhu looked at him, "Are you guessing in your heart that the dispute between her and her boyfriend may be because she can't have children?" Then you tell your father what you say, and it may add to his guilt. ”

"You're right," Xiao Chenyi shook his head, "I can't help but think so, it's just..."

"You didn't tell your father the truth, did you," Lin Yanzhu said.

Xiao Chenyi groaned for a moment and nodded, "I told my father that the girl went abroad, then married a local man, and helped that man raise his children, and is currently living a very happy life." ”

Lin Yanzhu held his chin, "He won't believe your two words, or, did you find a photo to show him?" ”

Xiao Chenyi paused, "I went to the Internet to make a composite photo, I think the girl has gone to heaven, she will forgive my father, after all, he has also been in debt for more than ten years." ”

Lin Yanzhu shook the teacup in his hand, "I suddenly remembered a topic, truth and lies, sometimes, I really can't tell which one is better." ”

"Sometimes the method may be wrong, but the starting point is good, and we always want to help our loved ones make the best choice," Xiao Chenyi pointed out.

Lin Yanzhu smiled, "Are you a lobbyist sent by my parents?" ”

Xiao Chenyi shook his head, "I'm not here to convince you, everyone has the life they want, so why bother." ”

Lin Yanzhu lowered his head and watched the tea leaves in the cup rise and fall, "But my parents don't think so, and now, I have begun to doubt my own life." ”

"I saw it that day," Xiao Chenyi said suddenly, "you look happy." ”