Chapter 8: Parting
Will and Cary were overwhelmed, unable to understand why I had such a big reaction, and didn't know what to do with the girl in their hands, so they froze on the ground for a moment. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ο½iqugeγ ο½ο½fo
Alvin knew who Jiang Lanlan was, and said to Cary: "You guys put this person down, let's go, it's okay!" β
Will and Cary winked at each other, handed Jiang Lanlan to me, bowed to say goodbye, and disappeared into the night, it seems that they also have the ability to be exposed in the moonlight for a short time.
Alvin looked at the girl in my arms and asked, "Is that her?" β
I nodded and said, "She is Jiang Lanlan." β
Alvin said: "Good boy, do you have a good eye?" β
I didn't know how to answer him for a while, so I didn't speak, and then looked at Jiang Lanlan, who seemed to be in a coma, and asked, "Alvin, is she okay?" β
Alvin glanced at Jiang Lanlan a few times and said, "There's no problem, it seems to be a simple trick to cause confusion, it seems that she was caught by the exorcist and was ready to feed the two bloods, let me take a look." With that, Alvin put his hand on Jiang Lanlan's head and closed his eyes in meditation.
"Hmm-" A slight moan came out of Jiang Lanlan's mouth, and the heart I was carrying fell to the ground, and I habitually let out a long breath, and halfway through, I suddenly remembered that I was no longer human, but I still kept these ridiculous habits of human beings, and this breath could not go on anymore.
Alvin whispered in my ear: "It's time to decide, long pain is better than short pain, since you have become a blood clan, you have to face the fate of the blood clan, for her, parting is the best situation!" When necessary, it doesn't matter if you tell her who you are, no one will believe her. β
Then, Alvin stood up straight and said before Jiang Lanlan woke up, "You talk, I'll keep guard!" After saying that, before I could reply, it flashed a few times and disappeared from my sight.
I reminisced about Alvin's words, yes, I'm a vampire, and she's human, so to speak, it's the wrong door, the wrong door. There is no possibility of union at all, I can't give her anything, I have here, only endless fear and trouble.
I lowered my head, just in time to see Jiang Lanlan looking at me with wide eyes, I was startled, why is it so silent, fortunately I am a blood clan, otherwise my heart doesn't know how fast it is going to beat.
"Are you awake?" I asked, gently.
"Hmm." Jiang Lanlan bit her lower lip and whispered.
I didn't know what to say, so I didn't have anything to say: "How did you get caught by those people?" β
"I don't know, it's just that my heart is numb, and I don't know anything." Jiang Lanlan's voice trembled a little, it can be seen that this incident really scared her, and I felt pity in my heart when I heard it.
Suddenly a question came to mind, and I stared at her and said, "What are you doing at the gate so late?" β
Jiang Lanlan's face suddenly turned very red and red, I was startled, thinking that there was some sequelae of the exorcist's spell, and quickly asked, "What's wrong?" Are you okay? Why is your face so red? β
Jiang Lanlan grabbed my right arm and said, "It's okay, don't be afraid, it's just-"
I was relieved to hear her say it was okay, and asked, "Just what?" β
Jiang Lanlan's face turned even redder, and she whispered: "Gao Yi, they said that you haven't come back yet, I-"
No, we've only seen two sides! No wonder people say that love comes before you know it, and now, I am definitely sure that I will catch her. Bloodline's instincts tell me that her heart is already in mine.
But I was still moved in my heart, this little girl came here to wait for me on such a cold day, my heart has been moved to cry, I am so happy! Oh, my God! A thought crossed my mind, no! I'm a Bloodline! I fell from heaven to hell all at once, how can this be? I've never hated Alvin like this since the beginning of this matter, it's all him, why did you turn me into a Bloodline? Why?
Jiang Lanlan's voice came into my ears: "Feng, your expression is so terrifying!" What's wrong? β
We're like a couple now, if only I weren't a Blood.
I looked at her frightened face, sobered up for a moment, stood up, and gently put Jiang Lanlan's soft and boneless body on the ground to make her stand up.
Jiang Lanlan's little hand tightly grasped the clothes on my chest. Let me help her to her feet.
I whispered, "Is it cold or not?" β
Jiang Lanlan's big eyes stared at me and said, "Feng, what's wrong?" β
I felt guilty and said, "Don't think about it, it's okay!" β
Jiang Lanlan's hand tightened, and she said in a hurried voice: "No, there must be a problem, Feng, don't lie to me, okay?" Tell me, what's going on? β
Her voice breaks my heart, why? Why am I a Bloodline? How good would I be if I were still a human? Tell her? Can I hate it? Tell her the truth? Will she believe it?
"Maple-" Jiang Lanlan called again.
I suddenly went crazy, grabbed her weak shoulders with both hands, and yelled, "You don't understand, you never will!" We can't be, we can't! I'm not the one you're looking for! β
Jiang Lanlan was stunned by my shaking, but she still understood my words and screamed, "Why? Why? You give me a reason! Wang Feng! I want a reason! Why can't we? β
Her hands gripped my clothes tightly, and she almost scratched them with all her might.
I calmed down, let go of her shoulders, dodged his charming eyes, and whispered, "No why, we can't be, no reason, you, let's go!" β
Jiang Lanlan seemed to lose her center of gravity, relaxed her hand, took a few steps back in a trance, and muttered: "No, there must be a problem, no, hmm, no!" β
I made up my mind and said hatefully, "You want a reason?" β
Jiang Lanlan came back to her senses, stared at me, and said with red eyes: "I want to know, no matter what the reason, I want to know, you love me, you and I are clear!" I must know why we can't! β
I muttered, "You must know? β
Jiang Lanlan was not frightened by my tone, and said firmly: "I want to know!" β
I let out a sigh and said, "Good! I'm telling you! β
Jiang Lanlan stared at me tightly, waiting for my reply.
I stretched out my right hand, my mind moved, my nails stretched violently, and Jiang Lanlan's little mouth opened wide, and I couldn't close it. I opened my mouth and said, "Are you satisfied with the answer you want?" β
"You, what the hell are you?" Jiang Lanlan staggered back a few steps.
My voice seemed to come from hell: "I'm a vampire!" β
"Noβ" Jiang Lanlan hugged her head and screamed.
I turned around and left silently, this is the best ending, whether it is for me or for her, Jiang Lanlan, let her be an eternal memory in my heart, my love.
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In the dark night, I'm leaving, let me see you one last time.
Alvin silently appeared in front of me and asked, "Solved?" β
I nodded, speechless.
Alvin patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't be too sad, the fate of the blood clan is like this, it never ends, endless life may be the goal of some people, but for us, this is just an invisible set of shackles, no one can help us, no one." Every Bloodline struggles to survive, but only out of an instinct to survive. β
"There has never been a Bloodline who can answer the question of what he is living for, all the reasons are a joke for a Bloodline with infinite life. It seems that the very existence of the Bloodline is a mistake. β
There seemed to be infinite emotion in Alvin's tone.
"People like us Toreador can only appreciate the value of our existence in the pursuit of beauty, but sometimes, this keen sense of beauty can sometimes invite danger. If we can't control ourselves in front of beautiful things, the consequence is to indulge in this beauty and not be able to extricate ourselves. When we are in a state of indulgence, we can't even defend ourselves against attack, and this may be the price of beauty. β
"Beauty means a lot to us, we only suck on the beautiful people who excite them, so the members of the Toreador are also the most beautiful of all the bloods. Of all the bloods, the Toreador are the most envious of human achievement. A hundred-year-old Toreador is often more fashionable than a human under 30 years old. β
Alvin said this, posing and saying, "For exampleβme." β
Even though I was in a very low mood, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.
Alvin continued: "You know, the pursuit of beauty can be said to be the only goal of my existence, beauty, is our life. We choose the objects we suck on as carefully as we do works of art, and people like you are definitely our first choice. β
It sounds like a compliment, but I can't be happier.
Alvin and I walked side by side on the silent street, occasionally one or two pedestrians hurriedly passed by us, Alvin looked at these hurried human beings, and sighed: "The reason why human beings love life is because life is short for them, if you really let a person get eternal life, I think most of this person will end up committing suicide, when you live for 3,000 years, you will understand the horror of eternal life." β
I'm a little confused, is this the life of the Bloodline I'm going to face?
There is no hope, no purpose, just to live, to live for the sake of living.
I looked at the moon above me that had not changed for thousands of years, and wondered if I had made the right choice.
Alvin patted me on the shoulder again and said, "Come on, no matter what, I'm sure your life as a blood clan will be different." β
(At the request of book friends, some changes have been made, and it doesn't matter if you don't read it, it doesn't affect the overall situation)
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