In fact, it seems that I was too naïve, or maybe the people I came into contact with in this world were too special?

The beggar, who had always said that I was a good man, was only helpless for the first few days after receiving my refusal to give him alms, but after a few days, the windows of the church were broken, and the beggars had come to destroy them in the middle of the night, and the name of me as a miser began to spread slowly throughout the town. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

These beggars are the best disseminators of gossip, and although they don't contain anything specific about me that would show me being stingy, there are still some people who believe that I will hear such comments on the streets.

I once praised me as the kindest pastor in the world, and the patients I once treated, when I said that I could not do anything about them, although they showed the frustration and unwillingness that I imagined, but their whispered cursing voices were still heard by me, and some people directly questioned me: "Wasn't it possible to be cured before?" ”

I replied to them that in the past, I was relatively strong in light magic, but recently I was injured, so the light magic power has regressed.

They didn't say anything more, but a few days later, the outside of the church was splashed with and urine, which these people had done in the middle of the night.

The result of this kind of thing is very different from the result of my estimation in the sea of souls, and the reason for this miscalculation can only be said to be that there is a problem with my perception of human beings, so is my previous perception of human beings all wrong? Like a little girl like An Ling and a lich, the former pope, are both outliers among the human race?

A few days later, Lauretta came to the door again, and I went into the ashram with him, and it was about this very issue.

"Why did they behave like that?" I didn't know what words to use to describe these human behaviors, so I simply used such a general and vague word to explain it.

"That kind of performance? Do you mean that their favor will be avenged? Lauretta said.

"Is this revenge?" I say.

"You don't owe them anything, they paid for their treatment? Do you have an obligation to give alms to those beggars? What responsibility do you have to make life better for these human beings? Since you don't, then these actions of yours are not a gift, what are they? Isn't it revenge for them to do so? Lauretta said lightly.

After listening to his words, I was stunned, as if this was indeed the case, I thought about my way of thinking carefully, and suddenly the sea of souls shook, it turned out that I don't know when it started, my way of thinking has been similar to human beings, according to the previous thinking, how could I care about human ways of thinking, they are just a bunch of barbecue.

But now that this question has been raised, I'll just ask to the end.

Why, then, do they have the mentality to do this to the Giver? Shouldn't the normal way of thinking be grateful, and the worst thing should be to show sadness, so it shouldn't be grudge, right? "I asked the question.

Hearing my question, Laureta straightened up, looked at me and said slowly: "This is the psychology of human beings, although human beings are ordinary in normal times, but in some cases, they will show such emotions, but some people can trigger this emotion more often, and some people can trigger this emotion less."

As I told you the other day, humans are a race that can only give punishment but not favors, and they can easily take these favors as they should be, and when you don't give them this favor anymore, they will think that you are not doing it right, but in fact? Do you really have a responsibility to give them these favors?

Maybe it's not very clear to say this, so I'll talk about what happened when I was a child. When I was a child, I was the lowliest servant who tended sheep to other people's families, and once, a newborn lamb went missing, and when I found it, this little sheep was caught by a man who was taking the little sheep home.

So I and the other shepherds came up and explained that this was our lamb and pointed out the mark on it, but we refused to give it back to us when we said all the good things, and at last we beat him and snatched it back, and when we were leaving, the man stared at us and said, "This is my sheep, give it back to me." ”

So, dear Father Andrew, guess what the final outcome is? Lauretta asked me out of the blue.

"Could it be that this man is also spooping in your dwelling?" I tried to guess.

Laureta smiled when she heard this. "If that's the case, maybe I won't be where I am today. The man ended up secretly poisoning the fodder of the sheep and poisoning all the sheep in our care. Although he was also killed by the owner of the sheep and my master at the time, our herd was similarly tortured and reduced to slavery.

I will never forget the look and words of the man before he was hanged, and he said, "Since you have taken my sheep, what I have not obtained, you should not have it in the same way." "I couldn't understand it at the time, but then when I was a slave, I gradually understood that the more lowly people are, the more likely it is to happen.

It is with this mentality and cognition that I have been able to gradually go from a slave to the current point in so many years. Father, do you understand? The human heart is not something that can be measured by common sense, and you have to think about their possible attitude towards you in the worst way, so that you can be fully prepared. Laughetta sighed softly.

"It's been so many years, it's rare to say so much, Father, there is a kind of simplicity in you that makes people want to educate, I still have some things to deal with, I will leave today, and if you have something to do in the future, you can come to my house to find me." With that, Lauretta left

Does it make people want the simplicity of education? My perception of the world and human beings seems to be just a simple power system. I put this way of thinking into the sea of my soul, and I put this kind of thing behind me, and the human heart is too changeable, but for me, it's just a bunch of food, and in the end I just have to eat them.

Although unconsciously, because of the influence of emotions, I have become similar to the way of thinking of human beings, and even subconsciously think that I am a human being, but now that I realize that I don't know how to think about problems, I should reflect on it at this time.

At this time, I thought about what Laureta said before, and it seems that people who can say the word human race have a deep grudge against the world and their own race.