65. Zhou Ruixuan's monologue

As the eldest grandson of the Zhou family, I have taken up all kinds of advantageous resources since I was born. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info The Zhou family has a big business, not just power. And I am God's favorite. My parents gave me a good skin, and I was adorable since I was a child. I also have a smart brain, I am gifted and intelligent, and we have been a top student since I was a child. Although there are many children and grandchildren of the Zhou family, I am the only one who can stand out and be favored by my high-powered grandfather, so I am the only one who can get the seal carved by my grandfather with high-quality jade. The seal was carved with three big characters last week, which is particularly strong and powerful, which embodies my grandfather's love and expectations for me. It's a privilege that many people covet but can't reach, and I had it at a very young age.

I also have a pair of loving parents who have a successful career. Of course, standing on the shoulders of giants, how could they not succeed. Without a doubt, I am the pride of my parents. As a man, watching others praise his son may be even more pleasing than praising him, and the tiger father without a dog may be the highest praise for a man. It may also be that seeing his son so good, he is very relieved, my father has allowed me to develop since I was a child. I really didn't let him worry about it, and I was able to walk smoothly on my own every step of the way.

Some people may say that I pretend, my parents' success can't get rid of the shadow of the family background, how can I get out of it. I don't want to explain more, it's just that my father's career has become bigger and bigger over the years, but he is also getting busier and busier. It's busy, and my own son wants to see him, and he has to make an appointment, so instead of waiting for him to help me solve some things, it's better to do it myself and have enough food and clothing.

Just look at my looks, you can know how beautiful my mother is, and my son will follow his mother. My mother is not only a big beauty, but also a top student at Columbia University. No one thought that my grandfather, who was born as a military general, would cultivate such a talented and beautiful lady. And what you can't imagine, my mother, a beautiful girl, can actually cook, and it's very delicious. Unfortunately, she, like my dad, is often away from home.

As the song goes, I have a big house with lots and lots of rooms. But my day by day is not perfect, and I am even getting more and more disgusted. There are a lot of people in the family, there are housekeepers, nannies, cooks, bodyguards, and they all surround me.

I don't have any friends. The children in the compound either look at my family background and flatter me; Either they are afraid of offending me, and they hide away from me when they see me. It's really boring for a child who is only a few years old to be so sophisticated. My study life is also very simple, every day at home and school, car after car, and I don't have much contact with my classmates. Of course, the classmates in the school I attended were basically picked up by special cars and escorted by bodyguards. I don't know what it's like to be happy to come home after school.

It is said that people go to high places, but high places are not cold. It's really cold, a room full of people, turn on the air conditioner to the highest, but I still feel cold, my heart is cold. I think I'm sick.

I was lonely. Although I know that my parents love me very much, my grandparents love me the most, and my uncles and aunts love me very much, I still can't feel the warmth of home. More and more, I felt that my life was not interesting.

It turns out that you can't die if you take two sleeping pills. I've had suicidal thoughts for a long time, and for a man of action like me, I had to act on an idea when I was 9 years old. I was still a child at the age of 9, and for a child, I had the determination to kill myself at a young age, what did I go through.

After a day and a night of sleep, I woke up. It may have been a full night's sleep, and I suddenly felt a little relieved and refreshed. Speaking of which, some people may want to ask me, did you sleep for a day and a night, and no one in the house found out?

Hey, don't mention it, wouldn't it be nice if you didn't find out, you have to make a mess so much that everyone knows that the world is in chaos? I'm a lonely person, I'm already lonely, so I have to be optimistic.

If you don't die in a big disaster, you will have a blessing! This sentence is very true, and it was also when I was 9 years old, after experiencing life and death, that I met someone who was very important to me in this life.