I......

I......

Am I wrong?

Leaving the Imperial City in a hurry, I ran back to the station almost in a panic, and then, and then locked myself in my dormitory, and cried to the fullest. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

What a grievance! It's uncomfortable! But, too...... I'm so ashamed.

Lagersis' words pierced into her heart like a sharp sword.

It hurts...... It really hurts.

I really haven't forgotten Lacey, haven't forgotten Lacey! It's true...... No.

It's true......

I really want to let Laxis know that the only thing I've been looking forward to, what I've been pursuing, is Lacey.

It's really only Lacey.

But I have to admit that I laughed and Lagersis was right, I laughed.

Compared to a few months ago, my mood is indeed different from before.

After Lacey's death, my sky was grey, so I had to rely on working hard and studying hard to cheer myself up for the year, but when there was nothing to distract, or as soon as it was the dead of night, I couldn't help but think of Lacey.

However...... How long has it been since you talked to Lacey?

I vaguely remember that I used to talk to Reis alone...... When did you start calling out Lacey as you used to?

When did you start laughing happily?

Is it since the city of Caser after getting drunk? Was it in the orphanage to watch Asa get beaten? Or that month at the Academy of Magic?

Lagers was right, I laughed, I did, and I've been laughing a lot lately.

I always persuaded Lagersis and Ruthya to come out of Lacey's shadows, actually. I was the first to come out.

Is it because of Asa?

I don't know, I really didn't like Asa as much as Lagersis said...... It's just that I also know that Assa's place in my heart is becoming more and more important. I'm also becoming more and more dependent on ...... He.

Moreover, I almost kissed him.

"Reis...... I'm sorry......" Lying on the bed in a daze, gently stroking the badge of Lacey on his chest, "Lacey...... Sister, I really haven't forgotten about you...... Just ......"

Lagersis was right.

It's disgusting indeed.

I'm really disgusting.

"Knock knock!" There was a knock on the door.

"Who? What's the matter? I replied weakly, "If nothing is important."

"Open the door, Sister Sakura, it's me." It was the voice of Laxis.

Lagersis?! Why is she here?!

Got up in a panic. Open the door

Outside the door, Lagers, dressed in pajamas and wrapped in a cloak, stood.

The pair of red, swollen eyes and messy hair told me. In the afternoon, she cried for a long time like me.

"You ......" I was nervous and didn't know what to say as she walked in and fell headlong on the bed.

"I'm not mad at you anymore." Lagers buried her face in the blanket and said in a low voice.

How can "......" be? Hate me so much in the afternoon?

"Really. Sister Sakura......" Lageris said to herself. "Really...... Actually, I know that...... Sister, you haven't changed, you went out this time just for Lacey, it must have been hard along the way, right? Where is it like me, just stay in the palace and can't do anything. Actually, it's clear that you've been working hard for Lacey...... It's clear that you're the one who's been working hard...... Obviously, the person who wants Lacey to be alive the most is you! But I ...... Sister Sakura, I'm sorry......"

...... I didn't answer because I didn't know how to answer, so I silently closed the door. Gently sit beside her.

They were silent for a long time

"Now, Sakura-san. You...... You...... Did you really see Lacey's soul? Lagersis asked suddenly.

"Well...... It should be, right? ”

"It should be?!" Laxis was puzzled.

So I described the situation.

"The white light that has been calling to me...... It should be the soul of Lacey, right? I guessed, "Even though little Luca and her spear say 'no,' what else could be like that?" ”

"Well...... That is to say...... That is to say......"

"Yes......" I said for Laxis what she wanted to say but couldn't," Lacetha ...... Dead indeed. ”

"......" was silent again for a moment, and Lagersis muttered, "Sakura-san, how nice...... He's just dead, and his soul has been calling you Sister Sakura, I'm so envious......"

...... "What should I say?"

looked at Lagersis who was depressed in front of him, but he didn't know how to say comfort.

It's true...... I feel so sorry for her to say.

"You don't have to feel sorry for me!" Lagers seemed to know what I was thinking, "Sakura-san, you don't have to care...... It turned out that the red-eyed idiot didn't have my ...... in his heart How could his soul call me, a wayward princess, without me?! I'm scolding you today...... Actually, I know what you want, Sister Sakura."

"No," I interrupted ashamedly, "you're right. ”

"Huh?! Do you really like Asa? Lagersis jerked her head up, her eyes full of surprise.

"Not really! I mean, I do like you scolded, I've been starting to get happier lately, and I don't miss Les much as I go, as for Asa," I shook my head hesitantly, confessing, "and though he's getting more and more important to me, you have to believe it...... Now sister, I really don't like him! It's just that...... I don't know what will happen to my sister in the future...... Maybe later, right? ”

"Really......? That's fine," Lagersis lowered her eyes sadly, "at least it's better than you've been depressed." Yes...... Lacey is gone......"

"That'...... You ......"

"Me?" Purple eyes flickered slightly, "I'm not going to forget Lacey," she shook her head sadly and firmly, "Even if you all leave Lacey in the past, I won't give up on him...... I've already lost him once as a kid and now I can't lose him again! "Speaking of which. Lagers's eyes shone and firmed, "Lacey is my only happiness!" I'll take the place of Sister Sakura and you, and I'll take the place of little Luca. And that nasty Rusya, I'm never going to give up on Lacey! ”

"You ...... Will Lacey be happy? ”

"I don't care if he's happy or not! Miss Ben always him off anyway! Lagersis looked proud, "I'm not like you!" Miss Ben is his fiancée! We are married! So Miss Ben's current identity is the widow of a red-eyed idiot! If his soul comes back one day, I will be his real home! ”

“……”

It's so dazzling. Looking at Lagersis shining brightly at this time, I couldn't help but feel ashamed again.

Am I your target? Laxis, you are my target!

So brave, so honest, so persevering.

Always firmly in your own direction. So focused, don't give up.

Where is it like me...... Always cowardly, always caring. was always hesitant, and until the end, he didn't tell Lacey what he really thought......

So envious. I really envy you.

Laxis ......

"Na! Sister Sakura! Early in the morning, Lagersis picked at my clothes (she only wore pajamas last night) and said, "You said that you might be in the future, does that mean that you will marry that pervert in the future?" ”

"Married? No, it won't! ”

"Huh?! How so?! Lagersis was stunned. Oh! It can't be because of Miss Ben, right? Ann! Miss Ben scolded yesterday and forget it! Don't take it seriously! ”

"I'm not serious." I smiled and shook my head, "Not really!" Yes! What do you think of this pink dress? You bought this for my sister before! You should like it too, right? ”

"This one?" Lagersis picked up the clothes I handed me and frowned slightly, "This one is pretty, but the chest is too small for me to wear!" ”

"Woo! Sister, I know myself! I looked down at my poor chest in frustration and grumbled, "You don't have to say it so obviously, do you?" ”

"Hah! Sorry, sorry! Lagersis laughed and stuck out her tongue. Eun ......" hesitated, she added. "I'm going to grow up in the future!"

“……”

"That's right, that's right! Sister Sakura, why didn't you marry Asa? Don't you tell Miss Ben just because he's a pervert?! Seeing that I was still depressed, Lageris hurriedly changed the subject.

"It's not like that, nay, Laxis, you know what? Actually, Asa: The person he likes is not me. ”

"Huh?!" Lagersis' eyes immediately widened in surprise, "How is that possible?!" ”

"Really!" I said with certainty, "Really...... Asatha is not actually looking at me. ”

"Wouldn't it?! He told you personally?! Lagersis asked.

"Not really! It's my gut feeling...... Trust me! Seeing that Laxis looked strange, I emphasized, "Sister, I'm a Taoist sorcerer!" You can't go wrong! ”

"Miss Ben thinks Sister Sakura, how many times have you felt right!" Lagersis looked at me strangely.

It's also that he obviously feels that Lacey is still alive, but it turns out to be ......

"Forget it! Miss Ben is too lazy to take care of you! With that, Lagersis picked up a piece of clothing with satisfaction, "I've wanted to try this for a long time, Sister Sakura, can you lend me this dress?!" ”

That's the Oriental-style dress I wore to the Caysir banquet.

"Yes, yes! It's just a hassle to wear! Looking at Lagersis in front of me, who had already begun to try on without my consent, I laughed and said that she had been tossing and turning for a while, but she couldn't open it evenly.

"I don't care! Sister Sakura! Come help me! ”

"Good!"

Giggle! It doesn't feel bad to have such a wayward sister.

"That's right! Do you have a book here? Ragsis raised her hands to help me get dressed, and asked, "Oriental books!" ”

"Oriental books? What do you want that to do? ”

"Study!"

"You don't have"

"That doesn't count! That book was Wang Yi's, according to him, it was written by a man who defeated their carpenter ancestor, and it talked about some useless truths, and it had nothing to do with Taoism! Miss Ben wants to read books related to Taoism! ”

"That book sister has something right there," I pointed to the desk next to the bed, "There are a few books in the drawer, take them!" But ......," after a little thought, I said, "Wang Yi's book is full of useless truths?" Won't you? Sister, I heard you read that paragraph yesterday that was very good, huh? ”

"Which paragraph?"

"It's 'those who don't know what is right and wrong, and they are not enough to swim...... Kindness...... Those who are strong but do not cultivate will be lazy after them. The original turbidity is not clear; Whoever does not believe will be famous...... These, right? Just listen to you read it again, sister, I only remember this, it sounds very reasonable! ”

"Sister, do you understand?!" Lagersis looked surprised.

"Yes! Kindness...... Roughly speaking, a person who cannot distinguish between right and wrong is not worthy of making friends with him, well...... People who are brave but do not pay attention to character will definitely be lazy in the future, and the laziness here may be explained as backwardness, right? …… Probably, then, and then...... People who have no credibility in what they say and do will definitely have a damaged reputation...... These are the principles of life, right? Very useful! ”

"Wow! Sister Sakura, you're so amazing! Lagersis exclaimed, "It's all right!" That's amazing! You've only heard it once! ”

"This ......"

"Miss Ben, but Wang Yi explained it many times before she understood! Woo! There is such a big gap between you and your sister! (To be continued......)