_Chapter 82 It's better to let go

Look at each other and smile, and then look back, it's a passerby!

The sky dawned, and there was a hint of fish belly white on the horizon. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Gradually, the crimson glow rose, filling the sky, and in an instant, it seemed as if the whole world was alive.

Chu Chen stood at the door, his eyes falling on the staggered plank road, motionless. It seems that the person in the painting has not left, but he can no longer see the gentle woman like spring water in his sight, and a faint melancholy and loss permeate his heart for a long time.

Humanity is intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless. Chu Chen didn't know if he was intentional or not, but after all, Bi Ning, who came like flowing water, took something away from him.

"People are in the rivers and lakes, and they can't help themselves, hehe!" After a long time, Chu Chen retracted his gaze and smiled astringently.

Many times, it is not willing to let go, not willing to part. It's just that people have their own things to insist on after all, and for these insistences, they have to make trade-offs and make choices.

Bining is gentle, but undoubtedly extremely firm. She doesn't like to fight for anything, but she has a protective heart, just like she said when she walked with the mountain road that day, she was the first seat of Qingxiao Pavilion, just to avoid unnecessary blood.

She defined Qingxiao Pavilion as one of the three pins of the Bixiao Sect in the future, not competing with the other two legs, not taking sides, just to maintain a deterrent, so that the future of the Bixiao Sect would not be overturned, and the disciples of the sect did not have to sacrifice needlessly.

With Bining's wisdom, she may not be unaware that neutrality is often the most dangerous, but she still has no hesitation, just for the persistence and belief in her heart.

There are thousands of disciples in Bixiao Sect, and there are countless suitors, among these countless people, Bi Ning looks at Chu Chen differently. Maybe it did have a certain purpose at first, but later, it was a real sympathy for each other and a mutual confidant.

The authorities are fascinated, perhaps neither of them is clearly aware of this subtle change, but Lei Ao's words when he appeared on the life and death platform a few days ago finally made the two sober up.

"My presence has affected your judgment and your control of the situation. From your eyes, I see the struggle and hesitation, I know you don't want to give up on me, and similarly, you can't let go of the belief you've always held onto.

Then, I choose to let go, let you go, let you stick to your beliefs, let you live according to your own ideas, even if it will be tiring, but you will be happy. In this way, between you and me, it is as if we have never met......"

This is Chu Chen's monologue buried deep in his heart, he didn't say a word to Bi Ning, but he was sure that Bi Ning understood.

I don't know when, Xiaoxiao has woken up, but he didn't make any movement, just looked at Chu Chen in the golden glow of the rising sun with a pair of bright eyes, and the moment Chu Chen turned around, he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, careful that his liver was plopping, and his little face was crimson.

"Are you sure you want to pretend to be asleep?" Chu Chen walked into the room with a smile, and the little act of covering his ears and stealing the bell naturally couldn't hide from him.

Xiao Xiao reluctantly opened his eyes, pouted and got up, and did not shy away, lifted the quilt and began to get dressed.

Chu Chen watched quietly, only to feel the faint fragrance blowing on his face, and the girl's faint fragrance made him feel a little melancholy in his heart.

It was only soon that he became embarrassed again. When I first saw Xiaoxiao, she was just a dry little girl, and she was so thin that she couldn't look good.

It's only been a few months now, and the little girl doesn't seem to be the same as she was at the beginning. She has quietly begun to develop, like a budding bud, full of youthful and lovely atmosphere.

Looking at the slight bulge on Xiaoxiao's chest, Chu Chen finally couldn't help but blush and turned his head. But Xiaoxiao was unconscious, and muttered dissatisfiedly: "It's so annoying, I've grown up again, and my belly pocket is about to be unworn." But when will I be able to grow into Sister Yuhan and Sister Bining? ”

Chu Chen's head was as big as a bucket in an instant, and he had the urge to vomit blood, but he didn't notice the sly smile in Xiaoxiao's eyes at all, looking like that, it was clearly deliberate.

The endless torment finally passed, Xiao Xiao made hot water, and came behind Chu Chen to help him fix his hair. only to find that Chu Chen was holding an umbrella in a daze.

"Is it Sister Bining's umbrella? Did she forget to take it? While combing, Xiao Xiao Qi said.

Chu Chen shook his head, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Intentionally or unintentionally, the incense on the umbrella is real, she has been here before...... Forget it, you little girl, you don't understand it. ”

Xiao Xiao snorted heavily, and didn't speak, just angrily leaned the back of Chu Chen's head against his chest, as if he wanted to prove that he was not a little girl, but he didn't expect that such a move would only attract Chu Chen's laughter and ridicule.

For a while, listening to the laughter in the rain pavilion, the time was particularly moving in this early morning.

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At the top of the peak, standing near the abyss. The hunting mountain wind blows the green silk, blows the skirt, Bi Ning is restless, tired and confused between her eyebrows, and occasionally a trace of heartache and reluctance comes to her heart.

She never imagined that she would have such a difficult day to choose, and she has always believed that no matter what she wants, she can give up everything to stand up for what she believes in.

But the truth is that if Chu Chen hadn't taken the initiative this time, she wouldn't have been able to make this decision at all. Between Chu Chen and her beliefs, she hesitated and retreated, she was far less determined than she imagined.

Ever since she left Tingyu Pavilion, she had been thinking about what kind of relationship she had with Chu Chen. But until now, she still hasn't figured it out.

Is this pure friendship? As if not, it's an emotion that transcends friendship.

Is this love? It doesn't seem to be, there is no life to die, there is no alliance, and no one is even inseparable from anyone.

So what exactly is this? A person who knows himself better than himself, an emotion that is obviously reluctant, but can give up with a smile and keep each other away.

"Why is this happening? Our meeting was just a coincidence, and I never thought about anything with him, I just wanted to win him over, and I didn't want to see Lei Xiao Hall get reinforcements again......"

Bi Ning's mind was chaotic, she desperately wanted to convince herself, she desperately wanted to forget. It's just that the more he struggles, the clearer the past becomes, and Chu Chen's appearance is ingrained in his mind, and he can't linger at all.

Maybe she knew that it was useless and no longer struggled, or maybe she didn't want to forget, but after all, she gave in again. Time was going back in her mind, and she carefully recalled the scenes of acquaintance and acquaintance, as if suddenly, the whole person was much more relaxed and happy.

The chance encounter in the moonlight bamboo forest, she just saved him casually, and the two of them had never known each other at that time, so they chatted happily with the idea of getting together and dispersing.

Later, when she heard that he was making a lot of noise at the outer gate, she knew that he was the object that the Thunder Hall wanted to conquer. For this reason, she sent someone to check the merits, and finally decided to hug him and win him over.

After that, as she thought, he provoked an enemy who could not be resisted, and in this way, there was a matter of Yu Hanyan on Lei Yan Peak who came to save him.

After the preaching of the peak mountain road companion, she was deliberately approaching him. And it was at that time that she realized that he was better than she imagined, and he could see everything she was thinking clearly. Perhaps, he may not have been unaware of her intentions in approaching him.

If everything was premeditated, then since when did her plans start to deviate? Is it her heart that has drifted, to be exact?

"Maybe everything was in that rainy morning, and when I saw his painting, my heart changed. I don't want to calculate anymore, and subconsciously give up the utilitarian benefits, I think of him as a friend and a confidant......"

Thinking about it, Bi Ning suddenly came to her senses, and she finally understood why the painting that Chu Chen gave him at the end was not the first scene in the moonlit bamboo forest, but the misty morning.

"The vicissitudes of life, the heart is like the first time!" Unfolding the picture scroll, looking at the line of words at the end of the payment, Bi Ning only felt that there was a boulder pressed on her heart, which was extremely heavy.

The vicissitudes of life, the heart is like the first sight.

"It turns out that this is the real first meeting in your mind, and it is also the first time we have really let down our guard and scheming."

"You want to tell me that no matter what happens in the future, even if we are strangers, in your heart, I am still the most beautiful image in your mind that day, right?"

"You understand Lei Ao's words, you know that you have affected my judgment, you know that you have caused disputes in Qingxiao Pavilion, so you let go, you want me to live according to my own wishes......"

The low murmur drifted away with the wind, and gradually, Bi Ning's eyes brightened, and she carefully put away the picture scroll and hugged it to her chest. For some reason, although she was laughing, she felt an inexplicable pain rise from her heart.

"Thank you for helping me make a painful decision. For me, sticking to my beliefs is already a habit. After whispering, the demon bird flew up, and Bi Ning jumped up and flew away.

A tear fell from the sky, hit the rock, and shattered.

At this moment, Bining probably hasn't understood that the belief that she insists on for the sake of persistence is no longer a real belief. She didn't understand why she subconsciously left the oil-paper umbrella when she left Tingyu Pavilion.

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In a blink of an eye, half a month has passed.

Chu Chen's injuries finally healed, and just as he was about to attack the Star Source Realm again, Zhou Haoran, who had not seen him for a long time, suddenly came to the Listening Rain Pavilion.

Zhou Haoran's intention was very simple, that is, to invite Chu Chen to go out on a mission together, accompanied by Yu Hanyan and Lin Xiruo. It can be said that this four-person team is completely a starry sky fantasy foursome.

To be honest, Chu Chen didn't really want to join, not because of the task itself, but just because of the two women, Yu Hanyan and Lin Xiruo.

As soon as he thought of Yu Hanyan, he felt a chill all over his body, and it would definitely be very uncomfortable to stay together every day. Moreover, Yu Hanyan was a person from Qingxiao Pavilion, and he didn't want people to think that he was close to Qingxiao Pavilion, so as to implicate Bi Ning.

As for staying with Lin Xiruo, it would be even more awkward. If I remember correctly, the grudge between the two sides is not over yet, and one day he will go to destroy the Lin family, this is his original oath. What's the deal with Lin Xiruo under such circumstances?

Despite all kinds of reluctance, in the end, Chu Chen agreed to Zhou Haoran's invitation.

According to Zhou Haoran, the location of this mission is somewhat special, and there will occasionally be some rare demon birds there, as long as they can be caught, whether they are sold or used for their own use, they are an excellent choice.