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In the following days, Xiao Ran was busy preparing for his graduation thesis, and when these were over, it was the peak season of the year for the company, and this time it was very busy. Xiao Ran is also a little self-obsessive-compulsive, and she is willing to withdraw only when she has finished dealing with all the things at hand, which can be regarded as another verification of the perfectionism in her bones. In Lin Yanzhu's words, this is called masochistic tendencies.

The summer evening is beautiful, when the fiery sun gradually subsides its temperature, slowly sinking into the western sunset, a large area of red clouds scattered, like a flower before the withering wanton bloom, with a demagogic bewitching beauty.

In the industrial area where cars come and go, two people walk quietly on the sidewalk, although the sun at this time is no longer direct, but its residual temperature is enough to make the two sweaty, especially the scorching heat evaporated from the cement floor, which makes people breathe depressed.

When I got to the stop sign, I hid in the shade of a tree and let out a long breath, this kind of heat was too torturous.

Lin Yanzhu took out the napkin in his bag, wiped the sweat beads on his forehead, and asked, "What is the number of your dissertation defense?" ”

Xiao Ran leaned against the big tree, kicked a small pebble, and said casually: "No. 16, next Friday, what about you?" ”

"We're the 19th," throwing the sweat-stained tissue into the trash, Lin Yanzhu remembered something, and said, "By the way, Xia Ning said that we will get together next weekend and go to her house for a meal." ”

Xia Ning is their common junior high school classmate, when they go to school, the six of them have the best relationship, and when they reach high school, they are scattered and scattered, and it is rare to see each other over the years. Xia Ning studied at a secondary school, I heard that after graduating from the secondary school, he went to night school, and his boyfriend was also made at that time, and the relationship was good, and now the two live together, and it is a matter of time before they get married.

Xiao Ran naturally nodded again and again, and said with a smile: "Okay, I haven't seen her man yet, I don't know what she looks like," For Xiao Ran's face control, men are only divided into two types, handsome and not handsome.

Lin Yanzhu struck: "Anyway, it's not a handsome guy." ”

"Alas, don't say that, really, and don't give me any hope," he protested with a smile, and saw the bus coming slowly in the distance, pulling Lin Yanzhu, "The car is coming, let's go." ”

In the blink of an eye, it was the day of the graduation defense.

The rainy air smelled of earth, staring out the window without blinking, what a familiar scenery that had passed every week for four years, and at this moment, perhaps the injury had suddenly come up, and the nose was a little sour.

Xiao Ran took two deep breaths and suppressed this inexplicable sadness. At this time, the mobile phone vibrated twice, and when he took it out of his bag, he saw that the message was sent by Xia Ning, reminding himself not to forget tomorrow's party.

Xiao Ran replied with a smile: Am I such an untrustworthy person? answered quickly, Xiao Ran pressed the check button, and almost laughed out of his voice, just one word: Yes.

I can't help but think that it seems that my reputation is really bad.

Walking into the park slowly, looking up and squinting at the featureless teaching building, those two-point and one-line life, I felt extremely boring at first, and I was eager to get rid of it, but now I think about it, I will actually be a little nostalgic.

"Senior sister," the crisp call carried the girl's unique coquettish taste.

Woke up from his self-reverie, smiled and greeted the junior sister who came from the front: "It's Lu Yao, long time no see." ”

It turned out to be a student girl from a club, and when she came out of the teaching building with a book, she should have met by chance on the way to change classrooms. The boy who came with Lu Yao stood quietly next to him, and Xiao Ran gossiped that it should be Lu Yao's new boyfriend.

Her school girl has a very outgoing and likable personality, but Xiao Ran has never been too close to her, but Lu Yao often pulls her to run around. Xiao Ran felt that girls like Lu Yao should be very popular with boys, not only beautiful, but also sociable. Unlike myself, when I meet someone I don't know too well or don't quite fit my eyes, I simply keep silent to the end.

"Yes, today is the senior sister's graduation defense, I won't see the senior sister in the future, I will miss you," the girl laughed, the corners of her mouth curled, with a sweet breath.

"You can call me, but you young people have so many activities, so you don't have time to talk about me, an old man," Xiao Ran sighed thoughtfully: "I really envy you, how young." ”

Lu Yaojiao laughed twice and said, "Senior sister is joking again," raised her hand and looked at the watch on her wrist, "Alas, class time is coming soon, senior sister won't leave so early today, let's eat together at noon." ”

"Okay, I won't let you go if I have a chance to knock you in the end," smiled and waved their hands, saying goodbye to each other.

But I heard the boy also say when he turned around: "Senior sister, goodbye." ”

Xiao Ran paused for a moment, he didn't expect him to greet him, then recovered, and said with a smile: "Bye." ”

The defense meeting like a passing scene is simpler than imagined, and the students who have only been seen for a few months and are obviously different have become more mature when they walk out of the campus. Some are full of frustration, some are still full of ambition, and the once youthful and vigorous have been replaced by calm and introverted, but the price of this, Xiao Ran can imagine.

After the defense, the tutor left a sentence to talk about, which meant that Xiao Ran would wait outside for a while.

Leaning against the wall, looking sideways out the window, and at the end of class, the students poured out of the classroom in large numbers, shouting and babbling, and the young faces were all bright and bright smiles, just like they used to be.

Although the corners of his mouth still maintained his usual smile, his eyes flashed with loneliness, and he finally realized that everything in this school would only exist in his mind.

Suddenly felt a little stuffy in my heart, so I simply walked outside and walked slowly around the campus.

Hands in trouser pockets,Walk casually,Looking at the unchanged school garden scenery,It's still dull、Monotonous,It's just,At this moment, I felt a parting hurt in my heart。

It was also that summer that I broke into this unfamiliar environment with a large bag and a small bag, with the youth of high school students who had not yet retreated, full of yearning and passion, walking proudly in the school, feeling that the whole campus was owned by myself.

At that time, after experiencing an extremely heavy black senior year of high school, I was full of yearning and passion for college life. Even though he was sweating and carrying overweight luggage, he still had a bright smile on his face.

Now, looking at the younger siblings who walked by in a hurry, he was like a passerby who suddenly broke in, no longer belonging to his own campus, which made Xiao Ran stop at a loss.

It was a crossroads, and the turn led to the dormitory, which I had passed countless times over the past four years, and had never wandered, because I had a room of my own. And now, that room is vacant, and when the new school year begins, someone else will move in.

Lost is like a heart full of hearts, suddenly hollowed out, suspended, and with no place to stay.