Chapter 39: The Blue Cherry Blossoms Fall

Lin Xiao stood under the lancaranda tree and smiled at me, he spread his palm towards me, it was a handful of lancaranda petals. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info I greeted him with a smile, and suddenly a huge black shadow hit Lin Xiao, I watched Lin Xiao fall, his blood was spilled on the blue jacaranda petals, but I couldn't get to him. "Lin Xiao!" I cried out and sat up. It turned out to be a dream. Thankfully, it was just a dream. I let out a sigh and saw the Spirit beside me looking at me worriedly.

"Are you alright?" Fei Ling helped me to lie down. "Mourning, you haven't been good before, don't be sad again, otherwise you will ...... in the future"

"Lin Xiao isn't dead, right? I just had a dream, didn't I? "I grab the Feiling, don't tell me, don't tell me.

"Luo Xi, don't be like this, I'm so worried." Fei Ling patted my hand and motioned for me to calm down.

"What about Lin Xiao? Fei Ling, can you help me call Lin Xiao? I looked at the spirit pleadingly.

"Luo Xi, Lin Xiao is gone, I buried him under the blue jacaranda tree outside, you have been in a coma for several days."

My tears were already dripping on my hands at some point, and I struggled out the door to see a tree-height jacaranda, and I fell to my knees in front of it. The old scene flashed before my eyes. The Lin Xiao who held me galloping in the Enchanting Forest, the Lin Xiao who smirked at me under the blue tree, the Lin Xiao who protected me and Mi'er on the dragon's birthday, the Lin Xiao who got drunk at the birthday banquet, and the Lin Xiao who stood guard outside my door. It turns out that he has always been by my side to protect me, no matter what I do to him, after all, he has always been with me when I need it, and now he is even more dead because of saving me. And I, for the sake of a person who doesn't love me, rejects him thousands of miles away, and has always refused to accept his approach. How can I forgive myself. "Lin Xiao, I'm sorry. I always knew you didn't want to hurt me, but I never wanted to admit it. Because I've always been unwilling to allow myself to face up to your heart for me, and I don't want to make myself feel that I owe you something. So I choose to believe that you lied to me, that you approached me on purpose, so that I have reason to refuse any of your kindness. Now, you'll never be by my side again, it's my retribution, right?. A cool breeze blew, and the petals of the jacaranda fell slowly, like tears shed by the jacaranda tree.

I picked up the blue cherry blossom petals in front of Lin Xiao's grave and cried uncontrollably.

"Luo Xi, don't be like this, Lin Xiao cares about you so much, he definitely doesn't want you to be so sad."

"Yes, he cares about me so much, and I doubt him so much, I'm a heartless bastard."

"Luo Xi, don't be like this, the deceased is gone, Lin Xiao died for you, he definitely hopes that you can be well."

I remembered what Lin Xiao had said to me under the blue tree. I can't help but feel even more pain in my heart. Gradually, I felt a blur of will, and fainted.

"Luo Xi, don't cry, you know I like to see you laugh the most."

I ran towards Lin Xiao, and he looked at me with a smile.

"Silly sister, you have to take good care of yourself and Yu'er, I can't protect you anymore in the future, you have to protect yourself."

"Lin Xiao, I'm sorry."

"You didn't feel sorry for me, these are all my willingness, Luo Xi, you are the person I want to protect, I just regret that I lied to you in the first place. I didn't want to hurt you. Luo Xi. ”

"I don't blame you, I just don't want to let you down."

Lin Xiao is getting farther and farther away from me.

"Lin Xiao, don't go! No! "I woke up crying.

"Luo Xi, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to stand it. You need to know that your brother is still waiting for you! Fei Ling looked at me worriedly from the bedside.