Chapter 149
Zheng Xi sat in the sedan chair and closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, but her mind was extremely chaotic, on the one hand, she didn't know how to face Li Xu, and on the other hand, she was thinking about how to deal with Xiao Zichen when she met her. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Thinking of Xiao Zichen's grief-stricken appearance before she died, as well as his screams one after another, Zheng Xi's heart suddenly ached.
Separation is always painful, especially for the living, and even more cruel.
I don't know how he's been these days, whether he's missing her, or remorse, or if he's forgotten about her. Her royal son, he has the trouble to take care of it.
Seeing the palace gate, Zheng Xi began to nervously tidy up his clothes.
Li Xu suddenly asked at this time: "Why do you suddenly want to see the emperor again?" Isn't the person you like now Zheng Ze? "The capriciousness of women, he really wants to understand. Because he wanted to know if Zheng Xi had the same thoughts as her, even for a moment, and had regretted leaving him, and wanted to return to him again.
It's a pity that Li Xu asked the wrong person, Zheng Xi didn't know how to answer this question at all, if it wasn't for seeing the child, maybe she would live alone silently and choose not to go to Xiao Zichen anymore.
Li Xu couldn't get an answer, so he only sighed and said to himself: "Forget it, maybe you don't even know about yourself." ”
When he arrived at the palace gate, Li Xu jumped out of the sedan chair directly, followed behind Li Hongwen, and entered the palace, while Zheng Xi waited for Xiao Jinyu, and then the two of them entered the palace as companions.
On the road, I met some official wives and young ladies, and they pointed at Li Xianghui from a distance and whispered.
Zheng Xi thought to herself, anyway, these people are talking about Li Xianghui, and she can't listen to it, so she won't be angry!
Xiao Jinyu secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, everyone turned their eyes on her eldest sister, and paid less attention to her, and avoided seeing everyone's eyes on her. This is only on the road, and when I enter the temple after a while, and when I get closer, I don't know what kind of discussion I will hear! I'm afraid that I will become the object of everyone's scolding.
I don't know what this big girl thinks, like her, she should lock herself in the house every day and never come out to see anyone in the future. It's good now, she still has to follow up with the palace, and she has become the target of criticism from all over Kyoto again, and even she feels blushing and panicked when she listens to it.
Unexpectedly, as soon as she entered the hall, her eldest sister ran away under the pretext of going out of courtesy! She was left alone to sit in the temple.
Receiving everyone's unkind eyes, Xiao Jinyu scolded Li Xianghui in her heart for being unkind.
Thinking of her purpose of letting Li Xianghui enter the palace, Xiao Jinyu hurriedly asked Mama Liu to follow out. Like this kind of bad guy character, she usually sends Mama Liu to be a good person, and she will let Qiu Hong come forward only if she is a good person and has a long face.
Zheng Xi went out of the Chaoyang Hall where the banquet was held, and went straight to the Chengen Palace. Today she said that she wanted to see her child, and now she didn't even know his name, which was already her biggest dereliction of duty, and she failed to fulfill the responsibilities and obligations of a mother.
A child who doesn't have a mother's love, who will really love him? As long as he thought of this, Zheng Xi's heart hurt like cutting with a knife.
Zheng Xi knew that there must be many pairs of eyes staring at her, and she also knew that someone must follow her, and she handed them over to Yin Feng and Huaiyu to deal with. Even if they were exposed to people, she couldn't care about that much.
Zheng Xi walked very fast, and tried to pick some places where there were fewer people and more hidden, especially today was the day of the big banquet, there were many banquet guests in the palace, as long as she avoided the sensitive point of defense, the people in the palace should not stop her.
Until she arrived at the gate of the Cheng'en Palace, she was still under the Guanhua tree, and when she saw Gonggong Du guarding the gate of the palace, Zheng Xi knew that there were problems that she had to face! For example, Xiao Zichen.
Zheng Xi took a few deep breaths, and it can be said that he mustered up enough courage, and then walked towards Du's father-in-law Du De with a smile.
When Gonggong Du saw her, he was obviously stunned, and said: "The concubine ......" has not finished shouting, he has already been busy, he is a gaffe in front of the palace, it is a big crime!
"Why did Miss Li come here, the banquet is in the Chaoyang Palace!" Du Gonggong asked knowingly.
Zheng Xi directly requested: "I want to meet the emperor!" I also hope that Du Gonggong will say goodbye. After speaking, he handed a big red envelope and stepped forward.
Du's father-in-law didn't dare to take it, but only persuaded: "The eldest lady should go back, the emperor won't see you!" "The emperor doesn't want to see anyone except the ministers now, let alone the Li family.
Zheng Xi was silent for a long time before he said: "I know this makes my father-in-law very embarrassed, so I'll wait here, waiting for the emperor to come out!" See you too! ”
In addition to this, she can still say a few words to him alone, and Zheng Xi can't think of any other way.
Before Zheng Xi's words fell, Xiao Zichen's voice came from inside the hall, and he only heard him ask: "Who is talking outside!" Du's father-in-law turned around and entered the hall, probably to report Li Xianghui's request.
Before Du's father-in-law came out, Xiao Zichen's voice had already come out of the hall, only to hear him shout: "You let her go, I don't want to see her!" ”
Zheng Xi was so angry that smoke rose above his head! He didn't see her, he didn't see her, how could she see her son. If it weren't for him, would she have tasted this mother-son separation? Can you come to him in the palace under tremendous pressure?
At this time, Zheng Xi didn't care about any concubines, and rushed directly into the hall. It's just that as soon as he saw Xiao Zichen with a haggard expression, Zheng Xi couldn't bear to yell at him, his attitude changed, and he said directly: "But I want to see you, can't I?" ”
With just this sentence, the tears in Xiao Zichen's eyes flashed, and he almost couldn't hold back his tears. After a while, I couldn't say a word.
Dugong saw the expressions of the two, which were only the expressions of lovers who had reunited after a long absence, and wondered when the relationship between the emperor and the Li family was so deep. Wondering and summing up, the person still obediently retreated and stayed outside the door.
"What's wrong with you?" Zheng Xi saw that Xiao Zichen's expression was wrong, so he asked.
Xiao Zichen couldn't tell her that she had today and his credit in it, so she could only hold back her complicated emotions and ease up before saying, "I'm angry!" You go quickly, you are no longer my concubine, go back to your general's mansion. ”
"I'm not going back, I want to stay with you!" Zheng Xi took the opportunity to cheat. Anyway, a woman's strength, in addition to crying, making trouble, and hanging herself, is sprinkling and coquettish gags.
Xiao Zichen looked at Zheng Xi like this, with a black line on his face, you must know that in the face of this face, it has been more than ten years, starting from a little girl who has not yet grown, and she has never received her coquettish appearance with him.
But this taste, how strange it is.
Facing her divine line, Xiao Zichen hurriedly turned his face and replied, "No, have you forgotten how you got out of the palace?" ”
"But I regret it!"
(To be continued.) )