007 Self-esteem and pride

The pink umbrella moved slowly on the avenue planted with two rows of plane trees, and the freshly washed hair was lightly scented with shampoo, but the person under the umbrella looked contemplative, revealing a side that rarely revealed in front of others. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Actually, graduate school is the best for you, and when you finish your studies, you can stay and teach, and it's better for girls to seek a stable job."

The words of the tutor that day suddenly flashed through his mind, the air conditioner was blowing, and the canned iced black tea jelly in the palm of his hand was a little painful.

Xiao Ran's mentor is an old man in his fifties, and his spirit is not bad, but his hair is a little gray.

This topic has also been discussed with his parents before, and it is now a rehash.

Xiao Ran thought for a while, looked up and said with a smile: "If a person can live to be 100 years old, then he can only struggle until he is 50 years old at most, I have given the first 25 years to my parents, according to their ideal self to build myself, and the next 25 years, I want to live according to my own choices and hopes." ”

Speaking of this, his tone was a little solemn, "I know there will be a lot of difficult roads ahead, but I want to try, teacher, you once said that the greatest capital of youth is that you can fail, and I always remember this sentence." ”

The old professor took a sip of tea in the teapot, and the silence spread between the two of them, for a long time, and sighed: "Today's children think more than we thought about at that time, when we were young, we wanted to live a step-by-step and stable life, mainly because this era is too impetuous, so many people outside want to become famous overnight and get rich overnight. ”

Xiao Ran smiled, his fingers unconsciously turned the steaming iced black tea around, and looked at the old professor, "This is also a different trend of the times, just like the teacher at that time, there were also dark periods like the Cultural Revolution, but the teacher saw a small number of people, most of them are still upright, they are just pursuing self-worth, in fact, I don't think there is anything wrong with this." ”

The old professor sighed twice, and the hero was in the twilight, only sighing, "Now it's the world of you young people, let's drink tea and watch it." ”

"Teacher, don't say that, you're not old, really," Xiao Ran has always respected the tutor in front of her, and during the four years of study, the tutor gave her a lot of help.

The old professor smiled, and the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes were soft, "I have a student who runs a small company, if you want to try it, I can call him." ”

Come to think of it, the tutor called himself here today for this matter, and he chatted casually about the current state of work before, and it seems that he has it in mind.

Xiao Ran's heart suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, for the sake of the current students, to ask the former students, for a university professor who has always been noble and honest, how much face to lose.

However, for Xiao Ran, of course, she also has her own self-esteem and pride, the corners of her mouth twitched, and she said with sincerity from the bottom of her heart: "Thank you, teacher, you have given me a lot of help over the years, I know you must not feel anything, but in my heart I have been thinking about how to repay, although you don't value what I say." Now, I have to learn to bear the pressure brought to me by society and grow up in the face of adversity, which was also persuaded by my teacher. ”

Speaking of which, Xiao Ran smiled playfully and blinked, "Moreover, teachers should trust their students, right?" ”

After hearing this, the old professor no longer insisted, he understood that his students had begun to gradually mature, and said with a gentle smile: "I have always believed in my students. ”

The old professor stood up and stretched out his hand, "I wish you all the best in your future work." ”

Xiao Ran got up and shook hands, as if it was no longer the professor and his student at this time, but the two comrades-in-arms who gave each other blessings before parting, "You too." ”

When leaving, the old professor sent it to the door, and Xiao Ran came out and said, "The teacher will pay attention to his body in the future, I will go first." ”

The old professor nodded, watching her leave, maybe at this time, both of them had a little bad feeling in their hearts, one was a fledgling newcomer facing the society, with anxiety, confusion, hesitation, and more ambitions to show their ambitions, and the other was an old man who was all over the world and sent his students away again and again, with relief, satisfaction, and expectation, but it was inevitably sad.

The wind with the rain and moisture blew the half-dry hair on her shoulders, Xiao Ran stretched out her hand to smooth it, and found that she had come to a residential area, when Xia Ning's house was in Room 102 on the ground floor of Block A-2 to Xia Ning's house, it was her boyfriend who opened the door, because Xiao Ran didn't know him, she chuckled, and wondered if she had pressed the wrong doorbell.

At this time, Lin Yanzhu ran over with his slippers, grabbed Xiao Ran's neck and dragged him in, Xiao Ran shouted: "Alas, the shoes haven't been changed yet......"

Xia Ning thoughtfully handed over his slippers, put away the soaked umbrella and put it on the shelf, "Why is it so late." ”

"I'm sorry, I overslept," Xiao Ran smiled apologetically.

Xia Ning walked to the kitchen and let them play by themselves.

Xiao Ran looked at the hall, Lin Yanzhu's boyfriend also came, Xiao Ran greeted him with a smile, leaned into Lin Yanzhu's ear, and teased: "It's not a small courage, bring it to the door." ”

In fact, Xia Ning's house is downstairs from Lin Yanzhu's house, and Lin Yanzhu's parents obviously don't know about their daughter's love, so Xiao Ran said so.

Lin Yanzhu pushed her away, leaned on the sofa, tore open a bag of potato chips, and nibbled on it, "My parents are not here today, I went to grandma's house in the countryside." ”

Xiao Ran leaned on her, took out potato chips from the bag in her hand and chewed them in her mouth, and said inarticulately: "I said, why are you so bold today." ”

Then he saw that the two men seemed to be talking about some topics that belonged to them, poked Lin Yanzhu's arm, and said softly: "When are you going to confess, there is no way to go on like this." ”

Lin Yanzhu looked at the sky, "Who knows, let's take one step at a time." ”

Xiao Ran picked up the remote control board on the glass coffee table, adjusted the table at will, and when he heard this answer, he sighed: "It's so pitiful, how long has it been, and I can't see the light, alas." ”

Having said that, the smile on the corner of her mouth seemed to have a hint of envy, Xiao Ran didn't believe in love, but she longed for pure love, sometimes, she really envied people like Xia Ning or Lin Yanzhu, they dared to love and worked hard to chase happiness.

"Seriously, why don't you talk about a friend?" Lin Yanzhu turned his head and asked seriously.

If it was a joke, Xiao Ran must have replied with a hippie smile, this girl has read all the beautiful men in the world, how can she be willing to live under one person, but in the face of Lin Yanzhu's rare serious eyes, she leaned into the sofa in frustration, pinched the corner of the pillow, lowered her head and said sullenly: "Maybe love is insulated from me." ”