XVIII. Women are amorous
On the afternoon of Halloween, there was gradually a trace of cold air in the wind, a breeze blew from the window, but there was no smell of night for a long time, in the dream, this familiar smell had disappeared, so that Zuo Yue couldn't help but wake up from the loss, yesterday's hangover made her have a splitting headache, but when she went downstairs with the smoke of wine, there was silence in the Huangquan wine country, there was no shadow of the night here, there was still a faint smell of his fishy smell in the air, there was still a splash of water in the bathroom when he took a bath, in the next room, on the pillow that he slept on at night, There is still the smell of his long hair, but at this time, the night is no longer there (Chapter 108 of the Legend of the Other World). Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Zuo Yue knew very well that the night was gone, she hated to be intoxicated with the fragrance of wine forever, she hated that yesterday's farewell was all a drunken dream, she couldn't say that she liked the night, and she couldn't keep the man in her life by her side, but now it was completely impossible......
Zuo Yue picked up the pillow of the night, buried her head in it, and breathed the only remaining smell of the night, she didn't know how long this smell could exist, tears soaked the pillow of the night drop by drop, drowning the smell of the night, in the room, Zuo Yue covered her face and cried bitterly.
The sun gradually fell in Zuo Yue's cry, the Huangquan wine country was still empty, in front of the two large rows of good wine behind the counter, Zuo Yue leaned on the wine vat, holding the wine bowl and scooping the wine bowl by bowl, and then poured bowl by bowl into the mouth, poured too much, the wine was spilled, she didn't care, and finally simply poured all the bowls of old wine on her head, the long black hair was already soaked, draped, and the water dripping between the tips of the hair still left the smell of wine, even if Zuo Yue's heart was extremely painful at this time, But when she is drunk, she is still so enchanting and beautiful.
"Night! What's so good about that taciturn man! Zuo Yue muttered, venting the unhappiness that had been suffocated in her heart for a long time, "It's me who is amorous!" Hehe! I thought he liked me wholeheartedly! Hehehe! Left Moon, Left Moon! You are the biggest fool in the world, who is you, he is a demon god! The greatest person in the world, what kind of thing is you Zuo Yue, why do you like him, why do you still put up a shelf to make people like you! You didn't say anything, you deserve to go. Who do you think you are, a **child, similar to ** in the eyes of others, still a widow, who will like you! Who will like you! Zuo Yue, Zuo Yue, you are no longer the perfect graceful city in his mind, the perfect fairy! ”
Zuo Yue roared, poured a bowl of old wine into her mouth, and kept chattering: "My husband is dead, my daughter is dead, my family is dead, even ...... I left like this overnight, I thought I saw the night, and he could give me the next love and give me life again! But no! He's just a passerby with no conscience, he's been staying with me for so many years, and I've lost my infatuation, I'm 40 years old, and he thinks I'm going to have someone else to ask for! Zuo Yue, Zuo Yue, what else can you do as an old woman! What else do you want to hope for, I'm already in love with the night, he's the man I've been looking for, but he's gone, he doesn't love me anymore, then, what's the meaning of my life, it's dead! Zuo Yue shouted, and the wine bowl fell to the ground angrily, and in an instant, the porcelain bowl was torn apart, and a strange light flashed on the sharp residual porcelain.
Zuo Yue looked at the broken bowl in a daze, her heart moved, and the idea of suicide somehow came out of her mind, Zuo Yue cried, she always thought that she was a very strong person, but this time even she couldn't resist this terrible thought, she picked up the sharpest piece of porcelain casually, and drunkenly cut it on her pulse, maybe it was the alcohol that numbed the whole body, and the blood flowed out, and Zuo Yue didn't feel any pain, she only felt that her heart hurt, only her heart hurt. "It's okay, if you die like this, you will never be in pain......" Zuo Yue smiled miserably, lifted the broken porcelain, and wanted to break open the wound on his wrist a lot.
"Blood—"
"Very red blood-" The striking bright red stimulated Zuo Yue's long-forgotten past, and Zuo Yue remembered that a long, long time ago, he had shed so much blood.
Consciousness began to dim, Zuo Yue remembered a lot of things, remembered her once dead daughter, remembered her dead husband, remembered her past, and even-
He fell into the arms of the night, but he used to be so unapproachable.
The thoughts are getting farther and farther away, and everything seems like a dream.
"Why? Shouldn't you think about your past before you die? Why, my past also has the shadow of the night?! Zuo Yue's heart was shocked, and the figure of the night appeared in front of him, unforgettable, deep into the bone marrow, and even, for him to bleed, and even to get close to his arms, he paid for his life-
"By the way, I am Grace City, I once died in his arms, that is me in my previous life, I am the woman he once remembered!" Zuo Yue cried, and cried again-
"I really hope to be an ordinary pair of people with you, live together, raise children together, and grow ......old together."
"Good...... We live together, grow old together, and die together...... Don't leave me behind, because I'm already in love with you......"
Once the night said such an oath, but just like he hoped, he has become an ordinary person, but what about the night? Time has passed, and the city has become Zuoyue, but what about the night? He cruelly left him behind, left in this vast sea of people, Zuo Yue forgot, but it is impossible to forget at night, looking for and seeking, and finally found his curvaceous city, but what about himself? But they forgot everything. How has he lived after all these years.
Zuo Yue's heart hurt greatly, she didn't want to die, she didn't want to die at all, she staggered to her feet, and quickly stopped the blood flowing on her hands, this wound was not very deep, after a messy application of the elixir, Zuo Yue ran out like crazy-
"Life and death contract, say with Zicheng, hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son, never abandon it, life and death go hand in hand!"
"Don't give up, don't give up, it turns out, this is Li Qi's name...... "Tears can't stop flowing, Zuo Yue has understood, all understood, even if the night has never said anything, even if the night is forever silent, the current Zuo Yue, no, not only Zuo Yue, all understand, all understand, that deep longing-
Suddenly, a terrible thought flashed through Zuo Yue's mind, "He won't abandon me, and he won't abandon Li Qi, because he's going to die, and he'd rather leave like this, die alone, than make me sad." Thinking of this, Zuo Yue's heart hurt so much that she almost broke it, and she searched all the corners she could find like crazy, until late at night, unable to find his existence, and not feeling his demise.
She knew where the night would die quietly, and she was afraid that that place was the Rubik's Cube Domain, under the Tsubaki tree, because she couldn't get there, and she wouldn't even see him for the last time.
"Why, why are you so cruel, why did you leave me!"
As soon as the words fell, suddenly a force poured out of nowhere, shaking the five directions, all the heavens and the earth shook the mountains, what a powerful force it was, like returning to the light, so powerful that everything in the heavens and the earth was going to die under this instantaneous power......
"It's the power of the night, he's drained his life, he's gone, and he's never going to come back—"