How should people live in this life, so that it can be said to be worthwhile?

Fan Xiyao's life has gone through twists and turns, perhaps because of her world-famous talent, perhaps because of her love-hate personality, or because of her obsession with love in her heart. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

She once thought that Liang Siyun was the love of her life, but she was betrayed; She once thought that she would never fall in love with Shang Yichen, but at the moment when Shang Yichen was willing to drink poisoned wine for her, she knew that she had already fallen in love with him, but she didn't want to admit it!

She lost Shang Yichen, and finally repaid it with her own life, as for whether it was worth it or not, maybe only she herself would have an answer.

In this life, Xin Nan will become gray and dirty because of jealousy, she is jealous of Fan Xiyao, but she never thought that at least she has been truly happy in this life, and she can at least control her life. But what about Fan Xiyao? How could she ever be truly happy? In this life, the only decision she made on her own was to end her short life.

In her life, after all, it is regrettable.

The nurse's words finally moved Xin Nan, who had been asleep for more than ten years, and Xin Nan was finally a little sober, but she couldn't face the reality anymore.

"Let's go." The nurse said softly: "She has been duly punished, so let her live." ”

Li Siyan looked at Mo Xin, who was still stunned and couldn't calm down for a long time.

Li Siyan used all his strength to help Mo Xin up, and said softly: "Mo Xin, I'll take you away." ”

Mo Xin leaned weakly on Li Siyan's body, and did not speak quietly, like a walking corpse.

All this is too big a blow to Mo Xin, her identity is fake, her parents are fake, and her biological parents are no longer alive, she really wants to rush to her father now and ask him, why did she lie to herself for so many years?

Without taking two steps, Li Siyan stopped, fell to his knees, and spat out a mouthful of blood. Mo Xin reacted at this time and grabbed Li Siyan with concern.

"Si Yan, what's wrong with you?"

When I looked closely, I found that the blood was actually black, and the dagger was coated with poison!

Mo Xin quickly ran to Xin Nan and only said two words: "Antidote!"

Xin Nan was stunned, and his voice was lowered, "The dagger on it is painted with a desperate dispersion, and there is no antidote!" ”

"What?" Mo Xin's mind went blank all at once.

"Take him to the presiding master! Let's see if there's a way out! The nurse said anxiously: "The presiding master has excellent medical skills, maybe there will be a way." ”

Mo Xin didn't delay, he immediately picked up Li Siyan and walked to the temple, Li Siyan was already much higher than Mo Xin, so Mo Xin walked every step very hard, feeling that Li Siyan was getting heavier and heavier, Mo Xin knew that Li Siyan was getting weaker and weaker.

"Si Yan, don't sleep well! Wake up and talk to me, okay! In order to keep Li Siyan sober, Mo Xin pretended to smile and kept talking to Li Siyan.

"Don't laugh, it's ugly." Li Siyan was injured and did not forget to complain about Mo Xin.

"Don't look ugly!" Mo Xin responded with a smile.

The two looked at each other and smiled, as if they had returned to the previous banquet in Songzhou.

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After seeing Li Siyan's injury, the host couldn't help shaking his head, his face was solemn, he didn't say much, just wrote down a prescription and asked the little monk to grab the medicine.

"Presiding Master! How is he? Mo Xin asked anxiously.

"The toxicity is fierce, and I can't find an antidote here for the time being, so I can only prescribe some medicine to temporarily delay his toxicity, let him drink it first, and see if the injury can get better."

The presiding master looked embarrassed, and said again: "For the sake of today's plan, the only way to find the antidote is to find the antidote as soon as possible, and the antidote to this desperate dispersal can only be found by the pulsatilla that developed the desperation dispersion, because only he knows how this desperation is concocted." ”

"Where can I find Pulsatilla?"

"This pulsatilla has come and gone without a trace, and it is very difficult to find. I'll send someone to inquire first, let this kid recuperate here first, and drink a few pairs of medicine to suppress the poison. ”

Mo Xin nodded, "Thank you, Master, then I'll trouble you!" ”

As he spoke, he walked to Li Siyan's bedside, wiped the sweat from Li Siyan's forehead with a handkerchief, and looked at his increasingly pale face, feeling distressed, and tears couldn't stop falling.

"Don't cry... Li Siyan's subtle voice sounded in his ears.

Seeing that Li Siyan had woken up, Mo Xin immediately turned around and wiped his tears, and said with a smile: "You are awake, don't worry, the presiding master has excellent medical skills, and he will definitely heal you." ”

"Don't lie to me." Li Siyan smiled, looked at Mo Xin and said, "I heard what you just said. ”

Mo Xin couldn't hold back any longer, and tears flowed down again: "Why do you want to block that knife for me, if the person who was injured and poisoned was me, I am the damned person!" ”

Li Siyan took Mo Xin's hand and gently took Mo Xin into his arms.

"What stupid things are you talking about?" Li Siyan gently patted Mo Xin's back and comforted her: "Your beautiful life has just begun, you have to live well to be a hundred years old, who said you deserve to die!" ”

Mo Xin couldn't cry: "I hurt you!" If it weren't for me, you would still be your little marquis in the Hou Mansion, I really don't want you to have an accident, I don't want you to have an accident! ”

It wasn't until he said these words that Mo Xin was a little clear about the weight of Li Siyan in his heart, I don't know when it started, Li Siyan had slowly occupied his heart, maybe it wasn't for this predicament, Mo Xin's heart would not have become so clear.

Li Siyan was injured, her heart hurt more than the other party, and she even wished that the person who was poisoned was herself.

Li Siyan hugged each other tightly and didn't speak, but his eyes were overflowing with tears, he knew that they were destined to be entangled in this life. And this time, he was not ready to run away.

"Silly girl, all this is my willingness, it has nothing to do with you!" Li Siyan patted Mo Xin's head and smiled: "Don't worry, I won't die, you are so stupid, how could I leave you alone in this world, if I leave, what if others lie to you and bully you?" How could I be relieved. ”

Don't say it, after Li Siyan finished speaking, Mo Xin cried even more fiercely.

"Don't cry, I'm fine! Don't cry! ”

Mo Xin cried and was embarrassed, and said, "Why are you only telling me this now? ”

Li Siyan helped Mo Xin up, looked at Mo Xin seriously, and said with a serious face: "Mo Xin, I know that you are very uncomfortable now, because of your life experience, but now you have to cheer up and listen to me well." ”

Mo Xin wiped her tears and nodded earnestly.

"You know now, your identity is special, you are the only heir left by Emperor Shang Yichen of Beining, and there are not many people in this world who really know about this now, but Emperor Yi now suspects your identity, so he will send assassins to assassinate you. There are also people who want to use your identity to control Bac Ninh, so you must be reckless and stop being presumptuous. Even if I'm not with you in the future, you must be fine. ”

Hearing the last sentence, Mo Xin shook his head fiercely and said, "If you leave, I won't be fine!" So you don't go! I don't want to be the heir of Bac Ninh, and I don't want to get involved in these disputes, I just want you to be well! ”

"Moxin!" Li Siyan shouted Mo Xin and signaled Mo Xin to calm down.