Chapter 143: Don't Read, Don't Find
"Xiao'er, where are you, why are you leaving?", Chu Feiyan suddenly grabbed a pair of hands tightly and asked eagerly.
He has been like this a lot these days, and sometimes he is crazy about holding himself. The saint said angrily: "If I let me know that you are deliberately teasing me, I must kill you!"
"Don't go!"
Chu Feiyan still held her hand unrelentingly, and the holy woman finally couldn't bear it anymore, took off her veil, leaned her face closer and said angrily: "Look at it! Take a closer look at who I am! You should not be able to see a living person like me in front of you, right?"
After saying that, he shook off his hand vigorously, and Chu Feiyan fell heavily to the ground. Seeing this, the saint couldn't bear it, so she hurriedly helped him up again, muttering, "Damn fellow, both husband and wife are weird."
Then he suddenly remembered something, and his face turned red.
"Chu Feiyan, Chu Feiyan, I really want to know what did you do to provoke her to leave"
"So the third princess, you already recognized me?"
"Ah!", Lan Lan was startled, fell backwards and fell on top of her with Chu Feiyan, the two of them face to face, and their postures were extremely ambiguous.
Lan Lan kicked Chu Feiyan to the side, and at the same time blushed: "When did you bastard wake up?"
Chu Feiyan was also a little embarrassed, and scratched his head: "Just now, just now!" Seeing that Lan Lan seemed to be half-convinced, he said again: "The body overdraft was too serious before, and the consciousness was chaotic, I really just woke up, if I lie to you, I won't find Ye Xiaoxiao"
"Okay, okay, just wake up, save me a drag"
"Xiao'er really looked for you, where is she?", Chu Feiyan looked at Lan Lan nervously and uneasily at this time, afraid of getting a negative answer, it was empty again, and there was not much time left for him.
Lan Lan had mixed feelings in her heart and nodded slightly. Gave up the idea of teasing him. talked about the situation when he saw Ye Xiaoxiao that day.
"She appeared in front of me so suddenly, and I still remember the scene of the big game in the sky, and I admire her beauty and courage even as a woman."
Lan Lan then glanced at Chu Feiyan: "So on your wedding day, I sincerely sent my blessings."
"Thank you"
"Then why did you make her sad and make her say something like that?"
Chu Feiyan was taken aback: "What did Xiao'er say?"
"She...", Lan Lan suddenly turned red as soon as she said a word, and said angrily: "Anyway, you bastard! Although her face is calm, I can feel the pain and sadness in her heart that cannot be concealed"
"Is it", Chu Feiyan's expression suddenly darkened: "I thought I knew her a little, but in the end I didn't know anything, she always likes to smile when she is around me, she is always so powerful, so strong that I never seem to need to worry about her"
"I'm always selfish and think that I can't hurt her, and even forget that she will be sad, and forget that life and death in the world are determined by people, I actually believe it stupidly"
Chu Feiyan recalled the scene of being separated from Ye Xiaoxiao at the South Boundless Monument, she smiled and asked him to wait for her, and now she guessed that Ye Xiaoxiao might have carried her heavy fate on her back and sought a glimmer of life for him.
Lan Lan was a little puzzled when she heard this: "What do you believe?"
Chu Feiyan's face showed bitterness: "Third princess, I may have made a big mistake, why are the thoughts of women in the world so obscure and difficult to guess?"
"That's because you men are so stupid!", Lan Lan stared at her bright eyes, her heroic and pretty face glowing with anger, and she probably couldn't even figure out why she was angry.
Chu Feiyan looked at her, was silent for a moment, and said, "You're right." Then he solemnly waved at Lan Lan.
Lan Lan was taken aback: "What are you doing here?"
"What Xiao'er said, please tell the third princess, I don't have a chance to miss it again", he said extremely sincerely, with a lonely face.
The man in front of him, who had caused countless waves and could make his father change color, seemed so hesitant at this moment, Lan Lan stomped his feet: "You two are so aggressive, see for yourself!", then took out the letter in his arms and threw it over, and then sat aside depressedly.
As soon as Ye Xiaoxiao saw Lan Lan that day, she put on a crane for her, and looked at her with a smile: You are so beautiful, don't always dress up as a boy" and then stuffed a letter into her hand, gave her a gentle hug, and whispered in her ear: "My fate with Ah Yan is over, if he finds you, I hope you can take care of him for the rest of his life."
Lan Lan didn't have time to say a word during the whole process, and by the time she reacted, Ye Xiaoxiao had disappeared, and she was kidnapped by several old men to Changning soon after.
Chu Feiyan couldn't wait to take it apart, and the first thing that caught his eye was a line of graceful and ancient fonts.
"Ah Yan, Xiao'er has something important to do, and she will be back in a few days. It doesn't matter if you sneak out, I'll be looking for you soon"
He frowned, and the doubts in his heart continued unabated, if this was the case, why did Ye Xiaoxiao bother to leave this letter? Then he glanced at Lan Lan suspiciously, seeing that the latter's heart was beating faster, and he hurriedly turned his head away.
Then the letter was blank, and the contents of the letter seemed to be over. Suddenly, he found a trace of tears wet, Chu Feiyan's heart immediately pinched, imagining what Ye Xiaoxiao looked like when she wrote this letter, she was crying?
Suddenly, there was a sharp pain in Chu Feiyan's heart, so painful that he could barely breathe, and then he exhaled an extremely cold breath, and then the follow-up words on the letter began to appear one after another.
"Ah Yan, Xiao'er hopes that what is said above is true, but everything has a beginning and an end to life. When you leave the South Boundless Monument, it will be the end of your fate with me, because I can no longer stop the passage of time, and I will not allow you to stay even a few more moments.
I have spent a long time, experienced too many joys and sorrows, and witnessed one family and friend after another leave me, and every time at this time, Xiao'er is in pain, lonely and heartbroken.
I knew very early on that I had been waiting for someone all my life, but he never showed up until I met you for the first time. You know the joy in my heart at that time, thinking that I finally waited for someone who could be with me for the rest of my life.
But you have a lot of worries and worries, I can only wait patiently for you, until you finally put your mind on me, we spent the happiest time, and successfully married, when I thought that happiness had come, but I learned that even you will leave me.
The pain was so intense that it almost consumed me. I selfishly want to leave you at the South Borderless Monument so that I don't have to see your death with my own eyes, and I can even fantasize that you are still alive when I miss you.
Ah Yan, I have entrusted Lan Lan to take good care of you, she is a good girl. I hope you will allow me to leave selfishly, and don't think about it. ”
This is the end of the letter, Chu Feiyan held it tightly in his hand, and muttered to himself: "Don't read it, don't look for it?"
He doesn't know whether his mood at the moment is more sad or missing, or some relief, so saying goodbye is not necessarily bad, but why is his heart empty?
"Let's go", he said, since he found Lan Lan, let's take her to meet the moon first.
Lan Lan saw that his expression was unexpectedly calm, and she was curious about what was said in the letter, whether she mentioned herself, but she was hesitant to ask.
Just as he was hesitating, several extremely powerful breaths burst through the air in an instant.
"Holy Maiden, where do you want to go?"