061 Feelings have no boundaries
Xiao Ran didn't use the key to open the door directly, for the sake of respect, she knocked on the door first, and after a while, when she doubted whether there was anyone in the house and was about to open the door and go in by herself, the door was opened. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
The first thing I saw was an ordinary-looking, but very thin and delicate boy, with a cut of the board, which was very neat. Xiao Ran likes boys to cut this kind of hair, simple and refreshing, and what he hates the most is that his hair is too long, and he also makes all kinds of killing Matt styles.
Therefore, from the perspective of eyes, at first glance, Xiao Ran had a good impression of this boy, and thought in his heart, sure enough, the head of the white philosophy is the head of the white philosophy, and he will not be wrong to look at people. I couldn't help but sigh again, this child is so pitiful, and he wants to fall into the hands of Bai Zhe, the big demon king.
"You... Who are you looking for...? Just as Xiao Ran was thinking about something, the person on the other side asked.
"Me?" Xiao Ran smiled sweetly, "Hello, I'm the chief of the white philosophy called to take care of you, you're welcome." ”
The boy hung his head and muttered in a low voice, "No, I can ...... alone"
Before he could finish speaking, Xiao Ran had already crossed him and walked in, looking around as he walked, "Ah, it's very clean, you cleaned it, Chief Bai is a second ancestor who can't wash dishes." ”
The boy reluctantly closed the door and walked in clumsily and slowly.
Xiao Ran knew why it took so long to open the door just now, she moved over and wanted to help him, but was avoided by the other party without a trace.
"That.... You... Are you familiar with it? The boy asked hesitantly.
Xiao Ran smiled, "Yes, we met when we were in college, and I'll tell you about his troubles." ”
"No, no need," the boy sat down and tightened his fingers, a little unsure if he was nervous, or if he wouldn't get along with a strange woman, "I... I still want to get to know him myself. ”
There is hostility, Xiao Ran looked at him with interest, and the corners of her mouth showed a smile full of interest, although she knew that Bai Zhe had a same-sex lover, but the Bai Zhe she came into contact with was actually no different from other men, and Bai Zhe was a very rigid person, and he would not communicate feelings with others, so this time Bai Zhe found her, she was with a curious mentality.
"Qianye," Xiao Ran said, "Can I call you Qianye?" ”
Mu Qianye moved the corners of his mouth and didn't speak.
Xiao Ran sat across from him and said in a cordial and gentle tone as much as possible, "You don't have to be hostile to me, I and Bai Zhichang are very simple seniors and juniors, and besides, you know better than me that he won't like me." ”
Mu Qianye was silent for a while, and emphasized: "I can take care of myself. ”
"I know," Xiao Ran nodded, "Bai Zhe also knows, but do you know why he called me over?" ”
Mu Qianye shook his head honestly, "You just said that he asked you to take care of me." ”
Xiao Ran looked at the little boy between a man and a boy in front of him, he lowered his head in some embarrassment, and his two hands were held together, very uncomfortable.
Xiao Ran thought that he should rarely be alone with women, so that he didn't know how to deal with it.
Suddenly, there was a rumbling sound in the sky outside, Xiao Ran walked to the window and looked at the basically dark sky, "Ah, it's just spring, and it's thundering." ”
"He... Where is he? Mu Qianye looked through the window and looked at the sky outside, the thunder sounded, I am afraid that it will rain.
Xiao Ran pulled up the curtains, returned to his original position, and looked at Mu Qianye with a smile on the bottom of his eyes, "Don't worry, he is an adult, and there is always a place to hide from the rain." ”
Mu Qianye was easily seen through his thoughts, and turned his head away in embarrassment, turning his back to Xiao Ran.
Xiao Ran tapped the desktop with his fingertips, and smiled silently, he was really a twisted child, no wonder Bai Zhe couldn't handle it.
Sure enough, it was still raining, it was not small, Mu Qianye looked at it blankly, the window brushed by the rain was blurred, white as if separated by a veil, mixed with the sound of the wind outside the window, Mu Qianye's eyes gradually blurred, as if penetrating the rain curtain and shattering the floodgates of memory.
It was also that season, and it was also such a rain.
Falling in love with a person, falling in love with a city, covering his footprints, stepping around every corner. I always thought that I was willing to be a follower until that day, and the thought that we might never see each other again after graduation eroded him, so he mustered all the courage gathered in his life, "I like you," the wind was very strong, the weather was very cold, and the voice was very soft and soft, afraid that such abrupt words would break the long-frozen tenderness.
"Disgusting pervert," more indifferent than imagined, one could even say indifferent.
He bowed his head slightly, but he was calmer than he thought, he looked up a little numbly, and his empty eyes looked into the distance, "Thank you for your answer." ”
Turning around and slowly leaving, his mind was blank, and he didn't understand how he could accept this fact so calmly to the extreme, perhaps, in fact, at the beginning, he didn't understand that this kind of following was just a joke.
The short-lived warmth has made me clinging to it for so many years, knowing that I can't do it. Pulling the corners of his mouth, the curved arc was not a smile, and a voice in his heart laughed at himself almost masochistically, "You can never get him, just as you can't change a city." ”
It was from that time that Mu Qianye knew that people like him were not worthy of love and happiness, and even he himself had to spit on himself, this disgusting pervert.
When I met Bai Zhe, I once thought that I had forgotten the most unbearable memory in my heart, and thought that I could regain my happiness.
However, when he was in a car accident, seeing Bai Zhe pointing up and down for himself, in exchange for other people's strange eyes, pointing and pointing behind his back, Mu Qianye was confused.
It doesn't matter if he is a person who walks on the edge of the world like this, but what about Bai Zhe, will he regret being with him in the future, and will he change to Bai Zhe's disgusting words many years later.
Mu Qianye hung his head, he admitted that he was really cowardly, he would rather not get it than lose it after getting it, he couldn't try the feeling of being abandoned like a shoe.
"If you have a relationship that even you oppose in your heart, who else will support you," Xiao Ran's calm tone sounded with a sigh.
Mu Qianye slowly raised his head and looked at her, this girl he thought was bright and sunny at first sight, her smile was so bright, it was the kind that Mu Qianye hated. Why, some people can laugh so openly, and they are like a street rat, secretly tasting a trace of happiness.
"I'll tell you something," Xiao Ran poured him a glass of water and handed it over, making himself small again, spreading his feet forward and overlapping them.
Mu Qianye didn't speak, nor did she pick up the water cup.
Xiao Ran continued, "I have a classmate, she found a boyfriend, she is very good to her, and the two of them are very sweet together. We all know that she has a boyfriend, you know, girls gossip together, so we often tell her, bring her boyfriend out to meet, have a meal together. ”
Mu Qianye didn't know what she meant by this, Xiao Ran continued: "But what, she has always laughed, and then avoided this topic, after a long time, we are all curious, and even some female classmates suspect that she is in love in her own imagination." ”
Xiao Ran smiled, "Later, once I happened to meet her and her boyfriend shopping on the road, the two of them were holding hands, and the smile was very sweet, but when they saw me, the girl pushed the boy away violently, pretending to be a stranger." ”
Speaking of this, Xiao Ran stopped and looked straight at Mu Qianye, Mu Qianye frowned, and finally asked, "Why?" ”
"That's right," Xiao Ran looked up and patted his head, "The conversation must come and go, otherwise I will talk alone as if I am singing a one-man show, what is the point." ”
Mu Qianye flashed a little uncomfortably, he had never been so close to any girl.
"Later, that female classmate found me and begged me not to tell other classmates about meeting her boyfriend," Xiao Ran smiled mischievously, "Of course I have to get to the bottom of it, right?" ”
Mu Qianye was noncommittal, but from the fact that he listened carefully, he was already a little less repulsive to Xiao Ran.
Xiao Ran smiled: "She, she said that in fact, she thinks her boyfriend is too ugly, and she is embarrassed to show it to people she knows." ”
Mu Qianye frowned, as if she couldn't quite understand the girl.
"When she fell out of love, the man touched her, and when the two of them were alone, it was very sweet and warm, but the boy can't be said to be extremely ugly, the potholes on his face are real," Xiao Ran raised his head and meditated, "Hmm... Anyway, she is afraid of losing face, afraid that her friends will point fingers at her boyfriend, and she cares very much about everyone's eyes. ”
Mu Qianye's brows furrowed even tighter, and he remembered some pictures.
Xiao Ran's bright eyes looked at Mu Qianye and smiled slightly, "After that time, the boy broke up with my classmate, and men also have self-esteem, so don't trample on the dignity of men easily." ”
"You... What are you telling me about this? Mu Qianye asked in a low voice.
Xiao Ran didn't answer, but said: "Later, when I was walking around the campus with that female classmate, I met the boy again, there was another girl next to him, the two of them talked while walking, the girl laughed happily, and the boy looked at the girl, full of spoiling. And, most importantly, when she met a girl's classmates, she would generously introduce the boy to them, and everyone laughed harmoniously. ”
Mu Qianye lowered her head and looked at her fingers, not knowing what to think.
"Do you think that female classmate of mine is stupid?" Xiao Ran asked, "Otherwise, she is the one who is favored by the boys." ”
"But," Mu Qianye frowned, "everyone's opinion is different. ”
"You're right," Xiao Ran nodded, "However, have you ever thought about how far a relationship can go if it is maintained by two people together." feelings, the most important thing is to confess to each other, if you deny this relationship in your heart because of some people who have nothing to do with you, then do you still deserve love? ”
There is never a right or wrong in love, and no one is worthy of anyone, if you are still thinking about these, then you are not worthy of love.