Recalling a lot of past events, every memory is engraved in my mind like a painting, but when Wu Yuan stood in front of the gate of the Plague Spirit Villa expectantly, she who had always been brave did not have the courage to push open the door at all, she thought about it for a long time, hesitated for a long time, and knew that the sky was white, Wu Yuan still stood there dumbfounded, motionless (Chapter 101 of the Legend of the World). Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"I really didn't expect you to be such a hesitant person!" Suddenly, a crisp voice behind her suddenly said, like a strong light, penetrated Wu Yuan's confused and chaotic heart, she was too distracted, she was startled, turned her head, and it turned out that the person who appeared behind her was actually Li Qi, which made Wu Yuan immediately realize that in fact, Li Qi had been following her for a long time.

"Your brother has said that the relationship between you and Nie Huan is very deep, even if you have a deep hatred, what does it matter if you see each other." Li Qi intervened and said with some dissatisfaction.

As if her heart had been seen through all at once, Wu Yuan's heart was shocked, and she subconsciously wanted to avoid something, but for Li Qi, who was so curious, she knew that it was useless to escape at this time.

"I really want to push you in front of Nie Huan!" Li Qi said angrily, "You never do things squirmingly, why are you like a girl at this time?" ”

"Because I'm a woman." Wu Yuan smiled and said.

This sentence blocked Li Qi and couldn't say anything, Li Qigan glared at Wu Yuan, and couldn't speak for a long time, she couldn't wait to go in for Wu Yuan, to meet Nie Huan, to fulfill his last wish, just like the original Ji Ni saw Ji Baifa, and saw the night by himself, "Many things, if you are late, you will regret it, do you know." Li Qi said excitedly, she found that she had imposed too much of her consciousness and feelings on Wu Yuan, because she was so afraid, so afraid that Wu Yuan would be the same as herself, and all that was left in the end was regret.

"Well, in that case, let's go talk......"

Wu Yuan took Li Qi to the beach, sat on the stone, blowing the cold sea breeze in the early morning, Li Qi slowly calmed down, she found that she was very wrong, what kind of person is Wu Yuan, a person who has a relationship with herself, and Nie Huan can be said to be a stranger, even if Wu Yuan does not go to see Nie Huan in this life, what does this have to do with himself, he is amorous, and he is clearly self-inflicted. However, Wu Yuan, who was beside him, did not treat himself as a neurotic, and Li Qi looked at Wu Yuan with some gratitude.

"I've been mixed with men since I was a kid, to be honest, girls, I really don't have much contact, I've always treated myself like a man, but at the end of the day, you're right, for ...... He, I'm really like a girl. Honestly, I ...... I really don't know how to fucking face him......" Looking at this girl who was almost the same age as her, Wu Yuan opened her heart for the first time, and finally told her deep secret, she didn't know why, she wanted to say it to Li Qi, an unfamiliar person, why didn't Wu Xiu say it, Wu Huan didn't say it, and his brother didn't say it, maybe, just as Li Qi said, only this Li Qi in front of him can really understand himself.

I only heard Wu Yuan continue, as if he was talking to himself: "I don't know how much you know, before I was born, Nie Huan came to this town to visit the famous doctor Wu Daoxing for my brother's illness, that is, my father, but my father ignored this matter, which was angered by Nie Huan, and soon after, he arrested my mother to threaten me, but after a few days, my mother was released by magic, and I was born ten months later, but my birth was questioned by my father the most, He even suspected that I was not born to him, and when I was one year old, everyone said that I was not like my father, and that I was carved out of a mold like Nie Huan. Under the gossip of everyone, my mother couldn't resist the pressure and committed suicide, and my father said that she was forced to die by Nie Huan. However, the death of my mother made these two rivals hate them even more, and Nie Huan's health became worse and worse, and finally, in order to cure his illness, our whole family was placed under house arrest by Nie Huan.

My father, after decades of house arrest, died of torture, when he died, I was very young, although I was sensible, I could not remember what he looked like, he was indifferent to me, and even angry every time he saw me. In my impression, he didn't love me, he didn't even say a good word to me, and I remember what he said the most was how to take revenge and how to make Nie Huan cut a thousand knives. At that time, I didn't understand. It wasn't until he died that I understood the hatred and what my father said, at that time, I really hated Nie Huan, ruined my home, my father, and ruined my freedom. But when I grew up, I found that I gradually didn't hate Nie Huan, he was still meddling in my affairs even when he was sick like this, and before I took pictures of the Hanhai Kingdoms, he also sent people to kill my opponents, and even treated me as a child! I wanted to hate him, I hated him, but I couldn't hate him at all, not because he was so sick that I pity him, it was because ......"

Wu Yuan didn't say any more, but Li Qi replied without hesitation: "Because you regard him as your father, right?" ”

Wu Yuan looked at Li Qi, almost daring to admit it, in the end, she finally relented and nodded, "I know, I'm really fucking damned, I don't distinguish between right and wrong, it's too unfilial, let alone revenge, and I even want to recognize the thief as my father!" But I sometimes wonder if I will really be Nie Huan's daughter, but how dare I fucking say these rebellious thoughts, he is very good to me, just like my father, until I am separated from him, I don't understand that that kind of love, which is revealed from the eyes, is not fake at all, and cannot deceive people! Everyone says that I am like Nie Huan, and even my personality is similar, the moles on my body are all in the same place, if he wasn't my father, how could he be so damn clever in the world?! ”

"Then are you born by Nie Huan?" Li Qi finally couldn't help it and interjected and asked.

"I asked, and he always said no, but I don't think he's telling the truth! Escape, every time he asks him this question, he doesn't have a seed! Wu Yuan scolded.

"Then don't worry about whether it's or not, what's the matter if you see it, no matter how you say it, the master can still call it." Li Qi comforted.

"I don't want a master, I want an explanation from him, a manly man, worthy of the conscience of heaven and earth! Be worthy of his heart and his eyes! He clearly wants to bring the secret to the grave, fuck, he's dead, where can I ask, I don't want to go to the underworld to ask for an answer after a hundred years! Wu Yuan gradually became excited.

"So, you still care, you care, don't you?" Li Qi looked at her as if he was looking at another self. "So what? If it's not the same as the answer in your mind, then what should you do, why bother with an answer? He raised you, that's a fact, even if he is not your biological father, shouldn't you be nice to him? Are you going to continue to hate him? Isn't he your father the same? ”

"It's different!" Wu Yuan roared, "Of course it's different? Have you ever tasted the taste of being called a wild seed by your own father, that is my father, how can he say such a thing, there is no answer, I can only be regarded as a wild seed by others forever! I also want to be justified, I also want to be married off as an upright daughter of the Wu family, or my daughter of Nie Huan galloping the sea, so what's the matter? ”

"Then, why don't you even have the courage to face Nie Huan?"

"Hmph." Wu Yuan smiled bitterly and said, "If I am still Wu Yuan, then ...... That's great...... But ......" However, she didn't even feel a little too good when she said this, "but if Nie Huan is my father, I am a real wild seed, I recognize a thief as my father, I am cold-blooded and ruthless, what will people think of me, what will my brother think of me, fuck, everyone in the world will despise my behavior!" ”

"So, what do you think of yourself," Li Qi asked rhetorically, "Why do you care about the thoughts of the whole world, why don't you dare to face the real you, what do the people of the world think of you, so what's the matter?" ”

Wu Yuan didn't answer.

"Actually, you should do everything you want in your heart, and some things will be regretted if you do it late......" Li Qi said sadly, "Just like me!" She lowered her head, twisted her clothes vigorously, and finally said slowly, "I am a wild child that my father picked up from the gutter, and at that time everyone did not know that I was his biological daughter, don't think that he was merciful to save my life, in fact, he used me to kill people." I was raised by him, and gradually, my father developed feelings for me, but in the end he still killed my closest people in front of me, and told me in person that I was his killing tool, you know? At that time, how much I hated him. So I fled, but I found that no one in this world was as good as my father, and gradually, I missed him, and even if I did bad things, he endured his anger to save me, but unfortunately, that reunion, he accidentally killed me......"

"Huh? Kill?! Wu Yuan was taken aback, but thinking about it, there are all kinds of things in the world, so what does it matter if a girl dies alive, looking at Li Qi, who was invested, Wu Yuan did not interrupt.

I only heard Li Qi continue: "After that, I borrowed the corpse to return to the soul and became the child of the Li family, at that time, I was really dead to my father, but fate let me see him again, but at that time, I didn't know that he was actually dying for a long time at that time." Do you know? Meet again and it's really ...... I hate him for killing me and killing my relatives, but I actually love him so much in my heart. He was afraid that he would die suddenly, and a fragile me could not protect myself at all, and even, he exhausted himself to make me strong, but I didn't understand until after he died, and doing this was an accelerated death for him, at that time, he couldn't go out for several days, and he didn't dare to see everyone, but I was ignorant and scolded him, scolding him for controlling me too much. Before he died, he did a lot of things for me, including becoming a ghost official, all of which he arranged for me, and I remember that when I was deeply immersed in the Little Night Festival, he used all his strength to help me get out of trouble from thousands of mountains and rivers, so now, I survived, but he disappeared......"

At this time, Li Qi couldn't cry anymore, she covered her heart, covered the scales that originally belonged to the night chest but now ran to her chest, and said sadly, "Before becoming a ghost official, it was the last time we met, he pulled out the scales of his life and exhausted his life alive, what is the difference between this and suicide!" He knew that this was the last time we met, but he didn't tell me that he was dead, he was afraid that I would be sad, but that night, my father, whom I almost blurted out, didn't scream! Li Qi hissed and said, "You know how happy you are when you know that you are his biological daughter, when you are ecstatic and want to call him dad, he is already in ashes, he is a demon, there is no afterlife, you know?" It's my hesitation, in this life, no! It's forever, he didn't shout at him, he couldn't hear it, he couldn't hear it again! ”

Li Qi cried bitterly, although her heart knot had been untied, but whenever she remembered this past, Li Qi almost felt pain, she hated herself to death, hated herself for being as awkward as Wu Yuan now, Li Qi suddenly grabbed Wu Yuan's collar and shouted: "I don't want you to wait until Nie Huan enters the grave to regret it like me, do you know?!" I don't want anyone else in the world to be like me! ”

Wu Yuan was silent, but Li Qi's cry deeply shocked the depths of her heart, looking at Li Qi who was holding her collar tightly, such a helpless Li Qi, she didn't expect that she would make Li Qi cry, Wu Yuan couldn't bear it, so she could only hold Li Qi in her arms, at this time, she already had the answer in her heart, but the person she cared about, would she tell herself the answer? In this way, Wu Yuan accompanied Li Qi and thought about it for a long time.

"Li Qi, you let me think about how to ask him...... After all, Nie Huan is too stubborn, if I kill him and beg him to die, he won't say it. I hope that he will be able to tell the truth himself. At the time of separation, Wu Yuan said thoughtfully, but now she and Li Qi are very tired, and they don't want to think about anything anymore, Wu Yuan just wants to go back to the boat by the sea, fall asleep, take a moment, be quiet, think about it, she believes that tomorrow, she will definitely face a real self.