Chapter 132: Night Talk

On the way back, I didn't speak, silently thinking about something. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Lord Sharon asked, "What do you think of?" ”

I looked at her and said, "According to what Carmen just said, I think there's something very strange. According to his description, the fog that drove Lilian's brother mad was clearly emitted by the crystals of Merlin's Forest that could not be transformed into souls. But does that crystal really have this effect? Whether it's the crystals obtained from Archimedes or the crystals we see in Merlin, it seems that we have never encountered such a thing, especially since we have been in such a densely populated place in the Duchy of Salander for so long, and we have not found anyone who has been confused, why is this? ”

Lord Sharon thought for a moment and said, "I think this may be due to the special nature of this crystal, so it has different effects on different races. They are created because they cannot be condensed into spirits, and they themselves should still have a strong desire for this. But the average human or elf has a soul of its own, and at most it can only affect people's senses, making people feel comfortable or uncomfortable. But the Protoss are different, you should remember that I said that the Protoss gain power and immortality by giving up their souls, and they themselves lack such a thing as 'spirit' in their bodies, isn't this the best vehicle for those fogs? That's why they enter the body of God and affect the mind. And the people we sent to the Nether Monitor Crystal this time are all mercenaries who have recently been recruited in the human principality, so naturally the same thing will not happen to Doron. ”

"Then, why wasn't Dingenier and I affected when we were in Merlin's Forest?" This is another place I don't understand.

"Because you have made a pact with the dragon, the dragon's magical influence will protect the spirit and consciousness of every dragon knight from any external factors......"

I feel like I'm getting a little bit more understood, but when I think about it, there still seems to be a logical inadequacy. Of course, Dingenir Qing didn't need to say, but I made a connection with Aozora after we discovered the crystal, so there shouldn't be a way for me to avoid it at that time. But don't worry about the details yet. It's more important to consider the big picture.

I asked, "In that case, the Divine Domain can be regarded as having personally experienced the changes on this entire continent. Do you think this will be beneficial for our negotiations tomorrow? ”

Lord Sharon didn't answer right away, and his expression was a little melancholy. Finally, she sighed and said, "It's really hard to say, everything depends on the judgment of the eight nobles on the current situation, and whether the outcome is beneficial to them." It all depends on Miss Lillian's prophecy tomorrow. ”

That night, I had been worrying about tomorrow's meeting of the nobles, and I couldn't sleep. The moonlight shined through the large floor-to-ceiling window onto the edge of the bed, and it was a little dazzling.

I looked at the ceiling with my eyes open, looked around the room, and couldn't help but think of him again, if he was still here, how would he face tomorrow? Will you have trouble sleeping at night because of worry, as I am now?

I know that when facing those nobles, my state of mind is different from that of him. For him, they were uncles who grew up watching him. To me, it's just some indifferent Protoss.

I don't understand, I really don't.

Although I am now repeatedly admonishing myself every day to accurately recognize my identity, that I am a Protoss, an indifferent Protoss, but in the final analysis, my thoughts are still more biased towards humans. I'll never be able to figure out what was going on in my mind when the Protoss made those decisions, and I don't quite understand what the Protoss' interests were. So tomorrow's negotiations are destined to be a bitter battle.

Thinking of this, I can't help but feel a little more depressed in my heart.

At that moment, my door suddenly creaked open. Startled by the sudden sound, I sat up from the bed. When I looked up, I saw that it was my mother who had come in with a small oil lamp. She was dressed in loose pajamas, her hair loosely draped over her shoulders, and the moonlight shone on her face, making her blue eyes reflect a soft light.

Seeing the person clearly, I immediately breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Mother, what are you doing here at such a late hour?" ”

"I can't sleep, I just want to come and see you." Mother sat down on the edge of the bed, then put the oil lamp on the bedside table: "You don't have to worry about me, I just want to watch you sleep." ”

I obediently lay back on the bed. Mother kept looking at me, very attentively, and then reached out and touched my cheek, a smile appeared on her face: "Child, has the work of the Holy Court been going well recently?" ”

"All is well, Mother." I whispered, but there was a trace of unconfidence in my heart, saying that the mother knows her child best, which means that I am the easiest to show in her.

"That's good......" She also lay down on the edge of the bed, and suddenly reached out and hugged me from behind: "Child, remember?" When I was a kid, I always carried you to sleep like this. ”

"Of course I remember that. But I'm no longer a kid now. As I said this, a different kind of emotion spontaneously arose in my heart,

This is the first time my birth mother has held me like this. The scene that I fantasized about countless times in the cold wind when I was a child has finally come true today.

It turned out that the mother's arms were so warm.

"Kid, will you stay in the Divine Domain for a few more days this time?" My mother grabbed my arm again.

I looked back at her and said, "This ...... I'll see if things go well, if things go well, I'll have to go back to the Holy Court tomorrow, and the Holy Court still has a lot to do recently. ”

"Why are you so busy? Also take good rest, pay more attention to your body, and don't get tired. She said this in a sad tone, and I felt as if the force in her hand was getting heavier, and she was holding me tighter.

It turns out that this is the mother's concern.

"I know, Mother, I'll pay attention......" A trace of warmth rose in my heart, and then I suddenly realized something, and the warmth instantly turned into fright, so that I subconsciously sat up, and I could only look at her with some horror, and my breathing became a little tight.

Why, all of a sudden, did she say this to me?

"Kid, what's wrong with you?" She looked up at me and grabbed my hand to comfort me.

I watched her fair, slender hand grip on mine tightly, and a sense of powerlessness arose in my heart.

Sure enough, she already knew it.

There is really nothing in this world that can be hidden from the mother who loves her child.

She loves my brother very much and must know everything about him. Naturally, he also knows his innate weakness and understands his physical weakness. When she saw me after I had taken off my uniform, and I had different hands from my brother's slender hands, she must have understood that I was not him.

Damn it! How could I not have thought of this beforehand, when I shouldn't have taken off my gloves!

And she came to see me tonight, presumably just to confirm her suspicions, and she had been suspicious of me since I first met her.

I remember that during the day, when she called me, she always called me by my name, "Rosa", and at night, she never said that name again.

Sure enough, she had already recognized that I wasn't him.