Xiao Ran suddenly remembered those short and failed relationships, they were right, every relationship is invested by the other party alone, she is like a passerby, visiting other people's feelings, as if ...... She has never loved you to the point of death, whether she is born cold and has no ability to love someone, or she really hasn't met the person who can make her desperate. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Zeng Limao has actually always grasped Xiao Ran's personality, she is the kind of person who is hesitant and can't bear to refuse, if you are tougher, she will reluctantly agree.

However, today's Xiao Ran is very resolute and doesn't give people a chance to say no at all, Zeng Limao knows that it must be that Xiao Ran is still annoyed by what happened a few days ago, and he hasn't forgiven him yet.

Therefore, Zeng Limao closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said, "I don't force you, but you wait, I will become the me you can accept." ”

Xiao Ran was also a little helpless, she felt that it was one thing to say very clearly, but she couldn't change Zeng Limao's mind, so she could only laugh and joke: "When you return to the flowers, you will find that there are so many beautiful butterflies waiting for you, and I am a young little dragonfly, compared with those big butterflies, it is not worth worrying about at all." ”

Zeng Limao was noncommittal, but before leaving, he stared at Xiao Ran fiercely and said: "Xiao Ran, don't try to get rid of me, the facts will prove how naïve and ridiculous your words are today, and I am the most suitable one for you." ”

Xiao Ran smiled bitterly, and said mentally: Maybe, whatever, if you don't take advantage of your youth, what if you are old.

On the morning of the weekend, Xiao Ran went to the station to pick up people. Because the distance between the two cities is not very far, the frequency is quite punctual. Xiao Ran didn't wait long before Cai Ke shouted and pounced from inside.

Xiao Ran smiled: "Don't be so easy, it's embarrassing." ”

"Who will notice us," Cai Ke grinned, handed the suitcase to Xiao Ran, and looked left and right, as if he was looking for someone.

Xiao Ran asked her, "What do you see?" ”

"Where's your boyfriend?" Cai Ke was puzzled, "Why didn't I come with you, I have a free driver." ”

Xiao Ran shrugged, "Broke up." ”

"Nani?!" Cai Ke exclaimed, "Why? ”

Xiao Ran dragged Cai Ke's luggage to the taxi stop, "What's the reason, the personality is incompatible." ”

"My dear," Cai Ke hooked his arms around Xiao Ran's neck, "You can't have a relationship that lasts more than three months?" ”

Xiao Ran looked at the sky, "It's been more than three months, okay?" ”

"Alas, you, you, you are destined to be lonely."

Xiao Ran stood still and looked at her, "Please, Miss, it's the same as if you have a boyfriend." ”

Cai Ke pouted, "What's wrong with me, do you think I don't want to look for it, I haven't met a reliable one." ”

Xiao Ran smiled evilly, "Otherwise, I'll find you to have a crush on that ...... in college."

Cai Ke turned his head, "Forget it, I like little fresh meat now." ”

"Vegetable bun or fresh meat bun?"

Cai Ke looked at Xiao Ran with disdain, "You bumpy woman out of society." ”

Xiao Ran stretched out his hands, "Since you dislike me so much, then I'd better leave." ”

"Oh, don't," Cai Ke hooked her arm, "where are we going to play." ”

All day on Saturday, Xiao Ran took Cai Ke around the city, and only went home satisfied when Cai Ke was full of food and drink and couldn't walk around.

Because it was more convenient for Xiao Ran to live outside, he didn't let Cai Ke stay in another hotel, so he stayed with her.

As soon as he got home, Xiao Ran fell on the sofa and refused to get up again, "I'm so tired, you dead woman, you can still go shopping." ”

Cai Ke was not as useless as Xiao Ran, she visited the room with great interest, "You are too weak." ”

Xiao Ran closed his eyes and relaxed his whole body, only feeling that lying down was really the happiest thing in the world.

"Oh, you're good here, I really want to live in," Cai Ke looked around inside and out, and walked back and sat down.

"Come on, you just think about it, be your mother's good baby," Xiao Ran turned over and sighed, "By the way, how can your mother let you out this time." ”

"How about I sneak out and elope with you? Take me on the run. ”

"I'm free, if I want to elope, I'll bring a handsome guy, what's the use of taking you?"

Cai Ke leaned over and smiled evilly, "What's the use of bringing a handsome guy?" ”

"Pose as a vase," Xiao Ran opened his eyes and looked at her with disgust, "I don't think your smile is a little disgusting." ”

Cai Ke nudged her, "Emma, you hate it." ”

Yin Ruowen went home this weekend, and Ai Ye hasn't come back since she 'disappeared', so there are only two people at home, Xiao Ran and Cai Ke.

In the evening, Xiao Ran ordered takeout because she couldn't walk.

Cai Ke was still very dissatisfied, "You actually asked me to eat takeout!" ”

"It's good to eat some, miss," Xiao Ran took the chopsticks apart for her and handed them over, "Well, Wenwen will come back tomorrow and let her make something to eat." ”

"Wenwen? Your roommate? Cai Ke still took the chopsticks, joking, some eating is better than not eating.

"Well, Wenwen's mother called her back, it seems that the house is almost decorated, let her go and see, and the second sister has something to do, and she won't come back recently."

"yes, that's a pity."

Xiao Ran has a bad habit of eating, she must drink water, otherwise she will choke easily, she walked over and poured two glasses of warm water, "Let's go to the school tomorrow to see the teacher, I talked about you that day." ”

"Well, okay," Cai Ke nodded, "Just go back to school to see, I've been there for a year, and my feelings are still quite deep, speaking of which, I'm still happy with you." ”

Xiao Ran sat down and said with a smile: "Who asked you to transfer schools." ”

"Then I can't help it," Cai Ke smashed his mouth, "Later, that school was boring, and I just couldn't play with them, anyway, I was mixed up, mixed until I graduated, and then I was unemployed." By the way, Xiao Ran, how is your job? ”

Xiao Ran took a sip of water, "It's still like that, I think about whether to change jobs after a while, and now I'm a little unenthusiastic." ”

"If you don't just eat at work, what more passion do you need?"

"No pursuit," Xiao Ran glanced at her, "Women need careers to prove their strength." ”

"Anyway, I just want to find a solid job."

Xiao Ran sighed, "Actually, the main thing is that things are quite difficult to do now. ”

Cai Ke took a chopstick dish to his mouth, and asked vaguely, "Is it swollen?" ”

"Alas," Xiao Ran put down his chopsticks and folded his hands to support his chin, "I don't know if the manager is targeting me or what, he always throws some difficult customers to me, basically it is difficult to negotiate a contract, I go to find a new customer, every time I negotiate, I just need to kick the door, let me retreat, and then let me go to deal with the old fritter's customer." ”

Cai Ke nodded, "It's normal, your manager is afraid that you will steal his limelight, Xiao Ran, are you too presumptuous, let me tell you, this is not a good thing, you are not in school now, you are in the limelight or something, the people outside are in the shadow, if he feels that your strength will pose a threat to him, then, he will suppress you by any means." ”

Xiao Ran frowned, "It's not that serious, I'm just a small worker, and I don't think I'm doing very well, but I want to do something very seriously to see if I can develop in the field of sales, while I still have capital, if it's not suitable, I'll change my professional offense." ”

"You, you," Cai Ke pointed at her with chopsticks, "Are you smart or stupid, the hostility given to you by the other party has proved your strength very well, in other words, you are a useless servant, and the other party can use every effort to guard against you?" ”

"Forget it," Xiao Ran picked up the chopsticks again, "Let me think about it again, I have now begun to understand that work is work, and it can't be done by my temperament." ”

"Is this the price of growth?"

Xiao Ran smiled lightly, "How to say, when I first entered this society, I did have some empty eyes, and then enlarged my own heart, thinking that everything is taken for granted, but the more time passes, you will find that it is not how much you pay, and it is not that you will get it after you work hard, they only see the result and don't care how difficult your process is." For the upper echelons, he paid you a salary, then, everything you are doing now is as it should be. ”

"And now?"

"Now?" Xiao Ran tilted his head and thought about it, "Probably, I am beginning to understand that life is not easy, such as my current job, how much I get paid, it is up to me to decide, if I don't negotiate a customer this month, then I can only drink the northwest wind." ”

"Actually, Xiao Ran, why don't you find a simple job, such as an office clerk or something," Cai Ke took the soup and scooped it into his bowl with a spoon.

"Maybe I'm afraid of being bored, sitting and wasting time every day, which will make me panic."

"Won't it now? Don't you think it's the same when you go out for a run every day, rain and wind, and you have to go on a business trip? ”

Xiao Ran shook his head, "It's different, every step I take now is laying the foundation for the future, whether I walk steadily, flat, or bumpy and bumpy, my future is under my feet." ”

"What you say makes a lot of sense, and I can't even refute it," Cai Ke said with a smile.

Xiao Ran pursed her lips, "Dead girl." ”

"Just do what you like, because you still have a choice, unlike me, you can only go the way others want me to go."

"There are pros and cons to everything," Xiao Ran said, "we can't know which is the best, so we will try not to regret ourselves on our own path and try to get out of our own wonderful." ”

Cai Ke nodded heavily, "That's good!" ”

When we don't know what's best, what we need to do is to be in the moment.

The future is a very ethereal idea, and every step you take now does not know what impact it will have on the future, so you are more cautious, afraid of taking the wrong path, and let yourself regret it.

In fact, it is because of this mentality that people miss a lot and leave a lot of regrets.

Be yourself, every time you need to choose, ask yourself, what do I want, and then, resolutely go on, even if it is wrong, let the regret fill the past.