71. Zhou Ruixuan's monologue (7)

I don't know how Xu Rongyuan found me. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info He's been my lifesaver once again. I began to feel indebted, I owed him so much. The man didn't die, he left when he woke up, and I never saw him again.

Through this time, the relationship between me and Xu Rongyuan began to undergo subtle changes. I didn't notice it at first, but when I had dinner with Li Jiale, I realized that I was different. Because I suddenly found that when I faced Li Jiale, I became much calmer. At the same time, I also found that when I faced Xu Rongyuan, I was a little unnatural.

I don't know what happened to me, but once, I accidentally touched his hand, and like an electric shock, an electric current rushed into my heart. I felt so irritable that I didn't know what to do, so I had to avoid him.

The business dealings were destined to make me unable to hide for long, and we had to meet again. In the middle of the meeting, during the break, I met him in the bathroom, he was standing in front of the urinal to urinate, for some reason I felt embarrassed, and even a little ashamed to look up at him, I turned around and wanted to leave, but he stopped me.

He got straight to the point and asked me why I was avoiding him. I was asked, and I didn't know what to say. He actually smiled, and smiled gently. That smile was full of the charm of a mature man, and I was stunned for a while. He walked over and patted me on the shoulder with a relaxed look on his face and went out. Maybe it's because I've thought about it too much, Xu Rongyuan hasn't changed anything about me, but the relationship has become closer, maybe he also treats me like a younger brother.

The Xu family is a scholarly family, and it is natural for him to learn and excel, and there are many people in his family who have gone on official careers, and his family is considered a civil official. Li Jiale always joked that his aunt married her second uncle, which was a pair of both civil and military. Every time he smiled, looking like he couldn't do anything about her. It seems that Li Jiale will not be angry when he says anything about him, he always laughs and obeys her. Even the second brother couldn't stand it anymore, saying that he spoiled Li Jiale too much.

I don't know why, every time I see him smiling at Li Jiale, I don't feel good in my heart. He would always treat her face and head like a child. No matter how much trouble she caused, he would not complain about her, stand up for the front, and solve everything for her. Li Jiale is also very clingy to him, every day my brother is long and my brother is short, which makes me upset. Dude told me that I was jealous, but whose vinegar did I eat? I'm a little confused myself.

Old man Rong has a big birthday, we all went to help greet the guests, and even a few brothers of the Rong family who we haven't seen for a long time have returned. The birthday banquet was full of friends, so it was not lively. During the banquet, someone mentioned Li Jiale's marriage, although it was not specified, but Mr. Rong and my grandfather have reached a consensus, everyone here is a human spirit, needless to say that everyone has already determined me to be the grandaunt of the Rong family in their hearts.

Those who want to find a way to climb the relationship, a swarm of bees are coming to me. They came over in turn to talk to me, toast me, and I drank too much as I went. When I ran into the bathroom to vomit, it happened that Xu Rongyuan was also here, and there were only two of us in the bathroom at that time. He is a little different from usual, in the past, when he encounters this situation, he will come to take care of me very warmly, at least he will shush and ask for warm greetings, today he stood there thoughtfully, I don't know what he was thinking. When I turned my head to look at him, I was still stunned.

I asked him, "What are you doing?" He looked at me, turned around and walked out without saying a word. He looked a little upset, and I thought it wasn't because of me, so I ignored it and walked out of the bathroom.

I haven't seen him in a long time since then. I thought he was busy, and I was also very busy, everyone knew that I was going to be the granduncle of the Rong family, and they all changed the law to tie me up, and just dealing with them every day was enough for me to be busy. Later, I gradually felt that something was wrong, Xu Rongyuan was like evaporating from the world, and I couldn't get any news of him. I began to inquire about him, and when I did, I discovered something that puzzled me. It turned out that he was not busy, and he was not on a business trip, he just disappeared from me. He's hiding from me! Why is he hiding from me? I couldn't figure it out, I had a headache and couldn't think of an answer, so I didn't bother to think about it.

Although Li Jiale has feelings for me, when it comes time to talk about marriage, she is a little hesitant. I understand her mood very well, and I also plead with the Rong family for her, just let things go naturally between the two of us, and the twisted melon is not sweet. The Rong family appreciated my attitude, felt that I put myself in Jiale's shoes, and favored me more, and at the same time adopted my suggestions and gave us enough time to cultivate our relationship. After hearing the answer, Li Jiale breathed a sigh of relief. I saw that she was no longer a tangle with a sad face, and my heart was a lot lighter. I'm doing it for her, and not for myself.

Although my relationship with Li Jiale has been tortuous, at this time, I still firmly believe that the two of us will be together in the end, and it is only a matter of time. Time will change everything, it will sweep away the entanglements in our hearts, it will unravel all our unhappiness, it will increase our love, it will make us a family in the end.

That day, a few buddies asked me to go to the clubhouse to play, and after playing for a while, we planned to transfer and continue the stall, so I got out of the box first and waited for them at the corner of the corridor. When I was messing around there with a girl in my arms, when I raised my eyes, I saw Xu Rongyuan standing not far away and looking at me, he seemed to have been standing there for a while, looking at me with inexplicable eyes, I couldn't understand that look, but I didn't want to delve into it. I waved at him and greeted him with a grin. But as if he hadn't seen it, he turned around and walked away with a cold face. I thought it was strange, didn't think much of it, shrugged my shoulders and followed my friends away.

The new projects in which the company has invested have gone awry, and they are still in a very difficult situation. When the manager called me, it was half past two in the evening. I grabbed my clothes casually and rushed to the company. When I arrived, Xu Rongyuan was already there, and I was not surprised by his arrival, after all, it was a joint project, and if such a big thing happened, he, the chairman, must have to deal with it personally.

After researching, we decided to leave immediately and rush to the construction site. Although the investment in this project is large, the location of the construction site is a poor rural area. Due to poverty, the local government could not afford to build roads, and the winding mountain roads were full of potholes and mud pits.

The house leak happened to be rainy, and the driver was not careful, and our car overturned down the hillside. Fortunately, the slope was not high, except for the driver who was seriously injured, Xu Rongyuan and I only suffered some skin injuries. I was going to rush back overnight after dealing with things, but I can't leave now.

The village leaders were very welcoming to us and arranged for us to stay in the villager's home. The fellows were very honest and hospitable, and treated us as if we were their own relatives. But when we saw the house, we were still dumbfounded, what the broken tile kiln was like here, the house was black and hollow, only a small dim lamp was lit, everywhere was dirty, and the air was full of musty smell.

Not only that, but what is even more tragic is that the villager's house is only this empty room, and Xu Rongyuan and I can only squeeze together. I turned on my lighter, and then the faint light began to look around the room. There is nothing in this room, one room and half a kang, and the kang is still a fire kang. I've only heard of the ondol, and I really haven't slept with it, so I touched it with some curiosity, and it felt good when it was hot. I didn't care who designed the body I was wearing, and how much it was, so I jumped on the kang and lay down indifferently. Don't you say it's really comfortable, I found a comfortable angle to roast my waist there, it feels like sweating.

I was having fun and playing on the kang. Xu Rongyuan didn't say a word, and stood there with his shoulders crossed and smoking. I understand his depression at this time, where did these boys who grew up in these compounds suffer from this? He didn't turn around and left, and he was already very disciplined to be able to stand here and smoke.

I wanted to persuade him, so I beckoned him, "Brother Yuan, come and sit down, this hot one is quite comfortable." He kept his head down and ignored me.

It's so embarrassing, why is this guy starting to walk in a cold style now. I wanted to say something, but I heard him say in a cold voice: "Do you love Jiale or not?" ”

I didn't expect him to ask me this, but I didn't answer for a while, and I didn't know how to answer him.

When he saw that I didn't speak, he didn't ask any more questions, but took off his shoes and got on the kang.

He lay down next to me, lying straight on his back. After a long time, he seemed to be talking to himself, "Speaking of which, Li Jiale is also my sister, for Zhong Han's sake, you have to treat her well." ”

When he said this, he still kept his back facing up, and I couldn't see his expression, but I suddenly remembered that he looked at me in the clubhouse that day, and I dared to think that he had misunderstood.

I hurriedly explained to myself, "Actually, it was ...... that day"

"Do you love her?" He snatched my head very strongly, as if he didn't want to hear my explanation.

"Brother Yuan, listen to my explanation......"

"I ask you, do you love her?"

"I ......" should be loved. After all, in this world, apart from my family, she is my closest person.

He sat up as if he were very excited, and I looked at him by the dim light, and he said to me with a serious face: "If you don't love, or don't love so much, don't delay her, and don't delay yourself." ”

"Brother Yuan, you misunderstood me, I didn't do anything to be sorry for Jiale, I just ...... I just ......"

That night, in this humble little house, we sat cross-legged on the kang, and I didn't pay attention to telling him what had plagued me for so many years. The original and the disc are revealed. He was surprised, and he couldn't see that we still had this paragraph as childhood sweethearts.

I was much happier when I told me about it. He was surprised and then fell silent, lit a cigarette and smoked, and I noticed that he was very fond of smoking when he was silent, which was somewhat similar to mine.

After a while, he spoke, "So you're going to find a different woman to try?" ”

I spread my hands, "I'm very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable in my heart." I don't even feel like I should have feelings for her, it's the same as **, it's disgusting. I don't know how it came to be like this, but the hurdle in my heart is really unbearable, and you may not believe it when you say it, and you will not understand this kind of entanglement and discomfort...... Uh......"

I never dreamed that he would hug me, and this was the first time I had been held by a man like this. He hugged me for a long time, and I let him hold me for a long time, and I think he probably didn't know how to comfort me.

It was a long time before he let me go. He hesitated and said to me, "Maybe...... You can try talking to someone else... When it comes to a relationship, you may be able to think through a lot of things. ”

I laughed, "With someone else?" With whom? ”

"Me." He had a serious expression and spoke seriously, as if he was making a very important decision at the negotiating table.

I stopped smiling and frowned at him, and I just looked at his dark brown eyes with a serious face.

We stared at each other like this for a long time, until the cold night was over, and the east lit up with a white belly.

In the end, I didn't give my answer, but kissed him on the lips at dawn, when the rooster crowed.