She looked down at the high heels on the ground, her eyelids jumping, as if remembering the pain. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

"It can't be sick, right?" Zhao Yazhi frowned slightly, picked up her skirt, and rubbed Bai Huahua's thighs.

Hesitating, she stretched out her slender and plump thighs, her jade feet reached into her high heels, and she put them on and stood up tremblingly.

"Hmm~"

There was another tingling in her thigh, and she clenched her fists and gritted her teeth.

In order to divert the pain in her leg, she began to think about other things, intending to distract herself.

In addition to the career that he has struggled for 20 years, the rest of the memory is the most impressive is the dispute when he was a child.

She was only twelve years old that year, and after her grandfather retired from the ministry, he made a marriage contract with the Wang family, who had been friends in the world.

She didn't know why, but she didn't like the little kid of the Wang family.

That guy is lonely and arrogant, and when he laughs at a young age, he has an evil spirit, which makes people feel bad.

She told her grandfather that she didn't like the little kid of the Wang family, and asked her grandfather why he arranged it this way and why he didn't ask her opinion.

Grandpa looked at her and smiled, without explanation, and sent her away with a wave of his hand.

Also, what grandpa has to decide to do, it doesn't need to be explained to her father, let alone her?

Just listen to the family arrangement, and tell you that you don't understand, why bother your grandfather and his old man?

Subsequently, the family arranged for her to study financial economics, based on the foundation of the twelve-year-old, paving the way to study finance.

As for why study? Until now, Zhao Yazhi didn't know.

Maybe she didn't resist at the beginning, just read it according to the family's arrangement, and when it came time to use her, the family would naturally tell her why she wanted to study finance.

Of course, it is natural to read this aspect of men in politics and women in business, just for some money, money and goods.

But Zhao Yazhi is no, this year is no longer those old feudal eras, what about being born in a big family, where there is oppression, there will be resistance.

As an old patriarch, unreasonable control of other people's fate is a thing of the past.

Girls, not in the period of three from the four virtues, heard the arrangement of the family, so they obeyed the orders and were at the mercy.

So, at that time, she loved dancing and wanted to take the artistic route, but she couldn't get the support of her family, so she began to work on her own.

At that time, she was only twelve years old, and she didn't know where she got the courage, maybe rebellion is a common disease of people, as long as it is human, whether she is born poor or born with a golden spoon.

At the beginning, with her love for dance, she confronted her family with the courage that she didn't know whether it was rebellion or the so-called dream.

is also against the family, Mo Xiaoxiao's fate is very miserable, and she was born with a golden spoon in her mouth after all, even if the family opposes her learning dance, she will only show the power of the family through other channels, telling her that the authority of the family is unquestionable and unshakable.

Therefore, at least Zhao Yazhi was still worry-free about food and clothing at the beginning, but she couldn't find a dance school that dared to accept her.

Even though Old Man Zhao retired from the ministry, he had reached that height after all, and she was a twelve-year-old girl who could not compete with her family.

Fortunately, at this time, Taishan Beidou in the art world, Mr. Xie came forward.

As an older generation who really devotes himself to art, Old Man Xie's temper is even more stubborn, he takes a fancy to Zhao Yazhi's qualifications and mentality, and makes up his mind to help her, so he doesn't even care about Old Man Zhao's face.

Don't say how big an official you used to be, even if you are still such a big official now, Old Man Xie will not care so much about the stinky temper of a serious artist all his life.

Old Man Xie said at the time: "Since the girl wants to dance, let's dance." ”

So, under the influence of Old Man Xie and the influence of the Zhao family, Zhao Yazhi has come to the present step by step with her sweat and love for dance.

Dancing, acting, singing......

In the field of art, he has gone further and further, and finally won two music diva awards, three actress awards, an international dance award, and countless other awards at home and abroad.

The whole person has come out of the way, and the days have come, but in a blink of an eye, unconsciously, twenty years of youth have passed.

Like a dream, like a lifetime, before she knew it, she had grown into an adult in her thirties.

However, these days are not happy.

At first, I just liked to dance, but when I danced, I became an actor unconsciously, and while acting, I unconsciously sang again.

Subsequently, I was so busy that I didn't know the years.

Now, is this all what you want?

At first, I just wanted to dance and liked to dance, but why did I go so far while walking?

I think of my hard work and struggle for my dreams, but today, why has it become my own shackles?

"Why is it that when a hobby becomes a career, I lose my enthusiasm for the past, and I feel the pressure of drowning, the suffocating pressure."

"Is it because of a conflict with my family?"

in the lounge.

Zhao Yazhi frowned, feeling distressed, and didn't understand why she was becoming more and more unhappy.

There was a bustling sound of people coming from the mobile phone on the side, Zhao Yazhi remembered that the live broadcast was not turned off yet, she put away her bitterness, gritted her teeth and endured the pain in her legs, and just walked over to pick up the phone.

The sound of the crowd from the mobile phone gradually weakened, and then the young man's singing voice sounded again.

"Nothing can stop you, your yearning for freedom~"

When this pure sound of purifying the soul came out from the mobile phone, Zhao Yazhi was stunned, and the whole person was stunned.

Nothing can stop your yearning for freedom.

Nothing can stop your yearning for freedom!

Nothing can stop your yearning for freedom!!

This sentence echoed in his mind repeatedly, and Zhao Yazhi's mind was like a crackling thunder, and the answer that she had thought hard about was revealed at this moment.

"Why am I not happy when I am where I am now?"

"Why am I so immersed in my hobby and love to dance, but I'm getting tired of dancing day by day?"

Freely!

It turned out to be freedom!

At that time, she resolutely embarked on the road of the entertainment industry for the dance she liked, and did not hesitate to go against her family, originally thinking that it was for the career she loved, for her hobbies, and dreams, that she had the courage to fight against the "evil forces" that controlled her life, and to resist the parents who operated her future.

However, it is not!

At least not just because of the love of dancing.

Back then, it was also for freedom!

It's not so much about daring to contend with your family for the sake of your dreams and love for dance, but for the sake of freedom and to choose your own destiny independently.

In order not to let your family dominate your life, in order to choose your own future life, in order to choose your favorite hobbies.

With dance as a profession, he refused those political marriages and intrigues at home.

Your own future, your own choice. Choose your own path in the future.

All this is for freedom.

The courage of those days was for freedom!

In the same way, now her career has become her shackles, and she is not allowed to be free. Therefore, even though I am doing what I like the most, I still get bored.

"Am I really tired of dancing? No, I've already found my old joy in dancing just now. What really binds me is not dancing, not my hobby, but my own mentality, but this career. ”

The swans that are free in the lake are the most beautiful, and they are canaries imprisoned in cages, and they can only take their shape, but they cannot give birth.

Zhao Yazhi looked at the live broadcast on her mobile phone, and her expressionless cold temperament jumped out of the hot light for the first time, it was a kind of love, crazy love, a girl like a passionate love, she listened to this song with affectionate eyes.

If "Fly Higher" stirred up her dissatisfaction with the life of the caged bird, then now this song is a reminder of her courage and makes her understand what she really needs.

"Nothing can stop you, your yearning for freedom~"

On the mobile phone screen, the young man's face seemed to be blessed with holy brilliance, and Zhao Yazhi looked at the man with a stunned look.

On the screen, the handsome young man had a warm smile on his face at this moment, and his tone became more and more sunny and positive:

"A Wild Career"

"Your heart is free of concern"

"Through the dark years~"

"I also felt hesitant......"

Thinking of the days when her family stopped her, she can summarize it in a few words, but she can't explain the bitterness in it.

At that time, how lonely she was, all her relatives pointed at her and laughed at her.

During the Chinese New Year, she didn't dare to go home, for fear of seeing the enthusiastic faces of her relatives with schadenfreude banter.

In those gloomy years, she didn't hesitate, and she didn't think about whether she had made the wrong choice.

For the so-called hobbies, for the so-called dreams, the family that lost a normal person, lost the warm relatives, and left only loneliness for himself.

Therefore, when she gave everything to achieve career success and become a diva, even if she found that her lifestyle had gone wrong, even if she found that the current life was not what she wanted, not what she desired, she did not have the courage to give up.

Career has cost her best twenty years of youth, she has never been in love, since the age of twelve, she has not enjoyed the affection of her parents, and she is even more distant and alienated from her grandfather.

In the end, all she has left is the career she has worked hard for, and the career is her child.

Even if this child finally becomes his shackles, how can he give up his 20-year career and become his only lonely?

However, now, hearing this song, Zhao Yazhi finally knows what she wants.

Freely.

What she wants is freedom.

To be free does not mean to give up your career, but at least not to give up your freedom for the sake of your career.

The two don't fit perfectly, but they should always coexist.

Moreover, if her career is her child, then now she has become a diva, with endless money to spend and her own yearning to be worshipped.

The so-called dream has already been realized, so your career and your children have already grown up.

So, it's time to let go.

The singing on the phone continued, and Zhao Yazhi swore that she had never heard such a beautiful song.

It is as clear as a clear spring in the mountains, refreshing and bringing her a kind of soul intoxication.

The pure white supremacy voice like the warm winter sunshine softly sprinkled into her heart and lungs:

"The moment you look down"

"Only then did I realize the road under my feet"

Zhao Yazhi clearly saw through the mobile phone screen that on the live broadcast, the expression on the handsome guy's face looked pious and sacred.

Ye Gu's expression was enough to bring Zhao Yazhi into that holy family, accept the holy light, release the shackles of the soul, and let herself fly!

"The world of freedom in my heart,"

"So clear and lofty,"

"Bloom and never wither..."

Ye Gu squinted his eyes and reveled in the music, his face was holy as if he was glowing!

He opened his hands like a pilgrimage, and his hands could embrace the whole world:

"Blue Lotus~~ah~!!"

The holy light is shining, the purple qi is coming from the east, and the Daigo is empowered!

Zhao Yazhi's pores loosened all over her body, and her whole body shuddered comfortably.

It's like a sip of a cold snow-capped mountain spring, drinking it brings a piece of refreshment between the heart and lungs.

It's like a rich peppermint essential oil, pouring down the human soul and divine center, making Zhao Yazhi's whole body spasm comfortably.

There seemed to be light outside the sky, and the warmth of the three-meter sunlight sprinkled into the dry heart, instilling a breath like holy light from the heavenly spirit cover.

Freely!

It's a feeling of freedom!

Zhao Yazhi breathed greedily into the air, feeling that every molecule of fresh air carried a free breath that made people's bodies spasm and was comfortable.

Like a sauna, her body is warm and warm, her whole body is comfortable, and every cell is happy and yearning for freedom.

It turns out that it is so beautiful to get rid of stress and pursue freedom.

Such a comfortable feeling.

She just felt like she was going to die, it was so comfortable!

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The world of freedom in my heart

So clear and lofty

Bloom and never wither

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Blue Lotus~~!

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