Chapter 4 It's Impossible

Shao Xiaofang didn't expect that he couldn't make Lin Yun nod decisively and agree to accompany him to the rear base with him, for this fact, he really felt very frustrated in his heart.

Because in the past, Lin Yun had always been very accommodating to Shao Xiaofang in private, except for things in the army, as long as it was his request or please, Lin Yun would never refuse. So when he saw that Lin Yun was no longer the first to give priority to him in everything as before, Shao Xiaofang said in his heart that it was a lie to say that there was no sense of loss.

Not only did he feel that Lin Yun's mind was difficult to figure out now, but he also felt that the two of them no longer seemed to be on the same track of progress as before, but had begun to deviate.

"Why is this happening?" Shao Xiaofang suddenly couldn't help but show a sad expression and said to Lin Yun, "I always thought that the person who knew me best in the world was you, we grew up together since we were children, and we spent more time with each other than our family, aren't we the ones who should be the most considerate of each other?!" ”

For Shao Xiaofang's expression when he said this, Lin Yun was really a little surprised.

He didn't expect that Shao Xiaofang, who had always been carefree and heartless and funny, would also show such an expression, so he couldn't help but want to reach out and touch Shao Xiaofang's hair for a while, comforting him in the same way as before.

But just when his hand was about to touch the tip of Shao Xiaofang's hair, he forcibly withdrew his hand, and did not make the same comforting action as before, but patted Shao Xiaofang's shoulder instead, and replied in a helpless tone: "It's because I know you too well that I want to change it by myself, so that I can save something." ”

"Why did you decide for yourself like that?!" Shao Xiaofang retorted unconvinced, "Also, you said that you know me, is it also what you expected to say that I would be as uncomfortable as I am now?!" Then you're too bad! Did you deliberately fool me like this?! ”

"I never wanted to embarrass you!" Lin Yun couldn't help but aggravate his tone and said to Shao Xiaofang, "Really, no one in this world can understand you better except me, so I know very well that once I express my intentions, you will definitely be shaken!" ”

Shao Xiaofang didn't expect Lin Yun to suddenly mention the previous confession, obviously Lin Yun had always avoided talking about it before, and he had always been very embarrassed to mention it directly, so he was a little stunned all of a sudden.

"It turns out you're shaken, aren't you?" Lin Yun didn't wait for Shao Xiaofang to respond before continuing, "You may feel that as long as you can restore the past relationship, it doesn't matter if you associate with me, because you don't want to lose me, the partner who grew up together, and you don't want to lose our friendship for more than 20 years." ”

Facing Lin Yun's words with a very sad expression, Shao Xiaofang suddenly found that he couldn't find a place to refute it at all.

Because Lin Yun completely said what he thought in his heart, especially after experiencing this period of not being able to meet, Shao Xiaofang deeply felt that he didn't want to lose Lin Yun's friend and friend at all, and he even felt that if Lin Yun really wanted to have a relationship as a couple, then he could also compromise, as long as the relationship between the two did not become so awkward, he was willing to make any concessions.

"Xiao Fang, do you think what I said is wrong?" Lin Yun suddenly showed a wry smile, "Am I not the one who knows you best?" Because you are such a person, once you identify yourself, then you can compromise regardless of yourself. You are the only one who is most like General Fang, and it is also the point that I can't resist the most. ”

"You think I'm your good brother in life, so you don't hesitate to grieve yourself to accept my feelings, so that you think we can still be together as before." Lin Yun is now completely unsparing in analyzing Shao Xiaofang's psychology.

Shao Xiaofang listened to what Lin Yun said, and couldn't say a word at all, just stared at Lin Yun with wide eyes and a look of disbelief.

"Xiao Fang, I don't want such a compromise from you." When Lin Yun said this, he couldn't help lowering his eyes and not looking at Shao Xiaofang's reaction, "And it's impossible for us to return to the relationship we had before, it's impossible." ”

Unexpectedly, after all, he heard the last thing he wanted to hear in Lin Yun's mouth, and the stunned Shao Xiaofang was suddenly excited, and then couldn't help but directly reach out and grab Lin Yun's collar and roared: "What do you want me to do?!" I've thought about everything you wanted, don't you want me to agree to have a relationship with you?! Why are you pushing me away like this now?! ”

"It's all my fault, you didn't do anything wrong at all." Lin Yun let Shao Xiaofang pull his collar excitedly, but his tone was extremely heavy, "It's because I haven't treated you as a brother for a long time, and it's me who betrayed the brotherhood between us, so if you want to hate me, then hate." ”

"If I can really hate it, I'm going to tell you this here?! Can't I promise to associate with you? Shao Xiaofang, who almost wanted to plead, didn't want to see Lin Yun's expression as if he didn't care about everything at all, as if he was already desperate for reality, "Isn't that kind of feeling just cultivated well?!" ”

"I'm sorry." Lin Yun still put on an unmoved look, "Because I have decided to die for you, I don't need you to wronged yourself like this to have a relationship with me." ”

"I don't feel wronged!" Shao Xiaofang was a little more anxious, "Why do you always have to make some decisions for me without authorization?!" ”

"Xiao Fang." Lin Yun suddenly looked directly at Shao Xiaofang seriously, and then reached out and pulled away Shao Xiaofang's hand to make him let go of his collar, "I believe you will become an excellent vice captain, just like Ah Xin will become my right-hand man." In this way, when I retire, I can rest assured that I will be able to entrust the team I led to you. ”

Seeing Lin Yun say this so solemnly, Shao Xiaofang, who had always been rough-witted, became sensitive at this time, and he hesitated for a while before replying: "What do you mean...... Will we only have the relationship between the captain and the vice-captain in the future? ”

"Hmm." Lin Yun did not deny it, "I think this is the best." ”

"Best of your sister!" Shao Xiaofang suddenly stood up from the hospital bed very unhappily, and then shouted at Lin Yun with an angry face, "I'm really disappointed in you!" ”

After saying this, Shao Xiaofang didn't give Lin Yun a chance to reply, he turned around and left quickly, and when he walked out of this single ward, he was obviously very excited and closed the door heavily.

Hearing the loud sound of the door closing, Lin Yun, who was sitting on the hospital bed, couldn't help but clench his fists very hard, as if he was enduring something, so that the green tendons on the back of his hands were clearly visible.

Then, after a long while, he slowly released his fist and collapsed back on the bed with a tired expression.

When his eyes stared at the ceiling of the ward until he was sour, Lin Yun, who closed his eyes again, couldn't help but murmur to himself sadly: "This is the best ...... for him."

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