CHAPTER XLVI

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He Yufang has a first love, which is something that Li Wanhan only learned about after almost two years with him. Fu Yunze had just returned with the army at that time, and saw her and He Yufang making love on the street. He directly let his own soldiers surround them.

In front of everyone's eyes, Li Wanhan was ashamed and angry, looked at Fu Yunze's eyes and burst into flames, protected He Yu and said, "Who are you, what are you doing." Fu Yunze's body was hanging and he almost fell off his horse. He squeezed out a smile: "I'm your fiancé." Before I left, I said goodbye to you. At that time, you hid under the covers and refused to see me, Han'er, are you angry with me? ”

After being reminded, Li Wanhan vaguely remembered that when she first walked through, there was indeed a person who claimed to be her fiancé, and he came to her yard to see her. At that time, she was afraid of revealing her stuffing, so she hid in the quilt and prevaricated the person, and then this person left for two years, and there seemed to be rumors that he died in battle or surrendered, anyway, the Li family did not mention this fiancé to her for a long time. Li Wanhan completely forgot about this person.

Li Wanhan lowered her head and pulled He Yu to leave. Fu Yunze made a gesture, and He Yufang was forked against the wall by the spears of his own soldiers, leaving her alone to stand in place.

"I'm back." Fu Yunze was dusty, full of vicissitudes, and his eyes were extremely affectionate.

Li Wanhan immediately avoided his gaze, this was not for her. Moreover, she has He Yu to put it, how can she be so towards Qin Duchu. "Let him go." She pleaded in a low voice.

Fu Yunze's face was full of shock, and for a long time, a look of disappointment and understanding appeared on his face. He rode away, without even giving the order to release the man. Those soldiers were actually upright, and they kept holding He Yufang, motionless. No matter what Li Wanhan said to them, they didn't hear it. He Yufang persuaded her: "Wanhan, forget it." ”

Later, Fu Yunze sent someone over to order the release, and He Yufang was released.

After that, Fu Yunze came to her more than once, trying his best to save her. But Li Wanhan knew very well that the person he wanted to redeem was not himself. After refusing ruthlessly again and again, Fu Yunze was directly forced to be anxious.

At that time, Fu Yunze was in the army, and he could only come out for such a day in ten years. His patience was limited, and finally he couldn't help it. dragged her directly to see Wang Xiaoqin.

She was extremely impressed by Wang Xiaoqin, because Wang Xiaoqin seemed to be a pampered lady, but she did not stumble when she did farm work. There are only Wang Xiaoqin and her daughter living in Zhuangzi, and from her and Fu Yunze's words, it can be seen that Wang Xiaoqin has a deep hatred for He Yu. Her daughter, who refused to come out to meet people and was bent on becoming a monk, was hurt by He Yufang.

It was He Yufang's first love, his white moonlight cinnabar mole, so much so that Li Wanhan was furious when he asked He Yufang.

Fu Yunze asked her, "Do you still want to follow him now?" ”

"Who hasn't had a past?" Li Wanhan replied at the time.

Fu Yunze's face turned pale, and he brushed his sleeves away.

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Li Wanhan woke up from a high fever and vaguely saw Lin Xiuru's worried face. Lin Xiuru complained: "Originally, it was a bit cold to stay with Ying'er, and I ran on the bridge to be a bodhisattva on a snowy day, but now I feel uncomfortable." Come, get up and drink the medicine. ”

"Wow, that's bitter." Li Wanhan said with a frowning face.

Li Wanying slept on the other side of the pedal, Lin Xiuru touched Li Wanying's forehead after feeding the medicine, and sighed. He closed the door and let the sisters rest.

Li Wanhan leaned on the big pillow and sighed, it was too late. What's the use of thinking about this now. Could it be that she still has to stop He Yufang and his first love.

What's more, it's hard for her to even say whether He Yufang's first love is Lin Wanyi.

It's been three years since she was reborn, and she never seems to have thought about how she's going to live her life. At the beginning of her rebirth, she only had three wishes, not to let the third sister die for her again; Don't let the sisters of the eight tribes be dragged down by her and make it difficult to marry; Convey that unspeakable sentence to Fu Yunze. Although she was ashamed and didn't understand what it meant, according to her understanding of Fu Yunze, Fu Yunze would not tease such an important matter anymore, maybe this was a code that only he knew.

Maybe the child, Fu Yunze didn't marry because of infertility.

Poof, laugh out loud. Finally no longer bitter and bitter, she turned her head and lay on Li Wanying's side. Pull up the quilt for the two of them, the quilt is warm and baked by the incense burner, and the sweet smell mixed with Li Wanying's body fragrance lingers on the tip of Li Wanhan's nose. She looked at the tent on top and thought about it.

In fact, the first two things are very easy to do, as long as she doesn't die anymore, the third sister will not die, and the marriage of the eight girls of the Li family will not be implicated.

Her mistake was to be too flamboyant and show her face, and the merchant woman didn't do that. Looking at the ladies of the family, who does not have a few rouge shops under their names, silk shops for their daily chewing. The problem is that she is too arrogant and does not know how to measure. The men who often mingled with the ship number at the dock, and took advantage of the convenience of the daughter of Xiangguo and being a woman, and bargained a lot of money under many men.

If it weren't for Li Zhizhen and Fu Yunze protecting her, maybe she wouldn't know when she was tied up and slept in someone else's house.

Li Wanhan knew that she was wrong once, she was misled by a wrong value, she was full of superiority over the characterization of crossing, and her blind worship of the wisdom evolution of modern people and her contempt for ancient feudal superstitions all made her feel superior. Later, the continuous smooth sailing and smooth sailing even blinded her short-sighted vision with an illusion - the crossing girl should be the pride of the sky, the little fairy who saves the world from fire and water.

Although it seems that now she only feels that she can't look directly at the second second, she really thought so subconsciously at that time, and she couldn't understand it. That's why she is full of a sense of superiority no matter what she does. Honey confidence. Later, she ran to the Qinglou where every woman must go, looking for the satisfaction of the stars holding the moon, and also pushed her death to a climax.

Li Wanying's death was like a slap in the face to her, which made her wake up from her fluttering state to the world, and she lived a lifetime as she pleased.

In the end, she was still empty. She couldn't find a sense of attachment in this world.

Now, she has been keeping to herself for three years, but today He Yufang appeared in front of her to remind her of a fact.

He Yufang or Fu Yunze?

Or neither, she has to make a choice. It's not good to be young, it's not good to be young, it's bad that you can't do anything, and what is good hasn't happened yet, and it's too late for anything.

Does she still love He Yufang?

Ask yourself, I don't know.

In her previous life, after knowing that He Yufang already had Bai Yueguang, she had always had a big conclusion in her heart. It's very diaphragmatic, but it can't be helped. At least He Yufang was willing to confront Fu Yunze head-on, and she couldn't find a second person. God knows that she has been giving up Fu Yunze and He Yufang, just because she is not the original Li Wanhan, Fu Yunze loves Li Wanhan, a native, not her, a halfway passerby who occupies the magpie's nest. She is reluctant to be this junior.

Who would have thought that He Yufang also had a white moonlight. She still became the person she hated the most.

What's even more black humor is that in the first life, the two people reshuffle the cards, and she still has to choose one of these two people. If she chooses He Yufang, she will strangle the flame of his first love affair with her in the cradle. If she chooses Fu Yunze... How could she choose Fu Yunze.

Li Wanhan closed her eyes.

"If you can, I hope you find a way to break the engagement. I have a bad reputation. While you are young, your love is clean. ”

"You're not her."

Actually, it's not like him for her. Why did he say such a thing, it hurts people to know. Li Wanhan pulled the quilt up and covered her eyes. The quilt warmed her a lot.

What's the use of liking, she is the evil girl of Yang Hua in the morning and evening, and He Yufang, who was guarding her, was retaliated against by Fu Yunze for her. How could she stand beside Fu Yunze with peace of mind.

What's more, the person he loves is not her.

The saddest thing about crossing over is that she didn't know that she would fall in love with Fu Yunze, if she had known earlier, she would definitely not be a demon. When Fu Yunze stepped into her room to see her for the first time, she must have looked at him gently and gently, pretending to be Li Wanhan by his side for the rest of his life.

It's just, what's the use. It's just self-deception.