Chapter 45: Humility
When he returned to the General's Mansion and lay on the bed, Zheng Xi came back to his senses. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info pondered for a while, and suddenly felt that although she had changed her identity and era, the nature of her life had not changed at all.
I change beds every once in a while, move places every now and then, and the most beautiful thing I do every day is to take off and put on clothes.
It is the favor of men and the jealousy of women that are dealt with the most, and the family life that suffers the most is the most. The most unbearable thing for her is that every time she wants to do something bad, there are always people who come to wreak havoc.
Zheng Xi suddenly felt so tired! Suddenly I want to live a stable life, I suddenly feel that the favor of men and the jealousy of women are not a good thing, I suddenly miss her father, although I used to think that what he inflicted on her was pain and torture, but now she understands his helplessness and painstaking efforts, she suddenly thinks about him, and suddenly feels that he is the strictest but also the best and most responsible father in the world.
When Li Xu entered the house, he saw Zheng Xi's face full of sadness, this was the first time Li Xu had seen her like this.
"You clean up, I'll take you to see your father and mother!"
Zheng Xi didn't expect this, and Li Xu would take her to see Li Hongwen and Duan.
But after thinking about it, Li Xu was willing to take her to see his father and mother, which showed that he accepted her existence, and it was also for her good to take her to confess her guilt.
Zheng Xi suddenly came to his senses, but then he thought, Li Xu is an ancient person after all, and he never admitted her after seeing her and other men untie their clothes, didn't he want to send her a letter of resignation?
If he really wanted to divorce her, then why did he go to the trouble of running to the palace to rob her back! Isn't it taking off your pants and farting, doing more.
Li Xu saw that Zheng Xi hadn't moved for a long time, his expression changed and changed, he was happy for a while and sad for a while, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"Nothing!" Zheng Xi sniffed, got up and was about to change his clothes.
Li Xu called Xia He and Xia Ju to come in and said, "Let them do these little things in the future." ”
Zheng Xi didn't say anything, he acquiesced in his arrangement, and let Xia Ju and Xia He take care of her. After packing up, he didn't even have the mood to look in the mirror, so he followed Li Xu to Li Hongwen and Duan's garden.
When I stepped into the door, I saw Xiao Jinyu and Zheng Yue also there.
This picture is really embarrassing, think about the relationship between Zheng Yue and Xiao Zichen, and then think about her surrogate marriage, as well as what Xiao Jinyu helped Xiao Zichen do and what happened to Zheng Xi a moment ago, the relationship is not ordinarily complicated.
The most pitiful is Li Xu, there are many women, and the green hat on his head has to be changed to wear the law, Zheng Xi sympathizes with him in his heart.
After entering the door, Li Xu took Zheng Xi's hand and knelt in front of Li Hongwen and Duan. The incident happened suddenly, and Li Xu didn't say hello in advance, this kneeling pulled Zheng Xi a stumbling back, fortunately, she reacted quickly, otherwise this SB would have to pull her on a big horse again.
Li Xu saw that Zheng Xi was stiff, and he added strength to his hand. Zheng Xi reacted at this time, and reluctantly knelt beside him.
Li Xu said bluntly: "Ask my father and mother to let Zheng Xi stay in the general's mansion to live." It was a touching thing, but Zheng Xi was only angry when he heard it.
Duan's face was embarrassed, and he couldn't make up his mind, so he went to see Li Hongwen.
Li Hongwen's face sank and sank, and said: "This is a matter in your yard, and now that your mother has handed over the matter of presiding over the feed to the county lord, this matter will be decided by the county lord!" ”
Li Xu obviously didn't expect that he wanted to keep a woman by his side, and he had to beg Xiao Jinyu to go, and his face was not very good-looking. After pulling Zheng Xi, he was about to get up.
Xiao Jinyu was very eye-catching, and when she saw Li Xu's dark face, she hurriedly stepped forward to pull Zheng Xi and said, "Since Zheng Xi's sister married into the General's Mansion, she naturally wants to live in the General's Mansion, and we didn't want to drive her out, what are you talking about." ”
Li Xu's face looked a little better, and he pulled Zheng Xi up.
Who knew that when the two of them stood up, Xiao Jinyu changed her words and said: "But Sister Zheng Xi entered the house before me, and they all entered from the main gate, it is inevitable that some people who don't understand the rules will not be able to distinguish between respect and inferiority, and this matter has to be explained to the family well." Otherwise, the young lady would be embarrassed if the next person shouted. ”
Xiao Jinyu's meaning is very clear, Zheng Xi wants to stay, yes, it can only be a concubine.
If it was 'her' in the previous life, in order to stay, she could only be forced to accept it, although 'she's purpose was also to be a wife and not a concubine. Today, when she was replaced by Zheng Xi, she just wanted to resist when she heard it, and she couldn't accept it at all.
What is a concubine, a concubine is a servant, worse than a modern junior, no name and no share, giving birth to a child is a black household, and he is looked down upon for the rest of his life. This is just a servant who is one level higher than the maid's chamberlain. She became a servant, and the children she would give birth to in the future would also be concubines, and if she gave birth to a daughter to marry, she had to be a concubine, and if she gave birth to a son, she could only marry a concubine and have children. It's a good thing that the junior can still change jobs freely, but the concubine doesn't even have the opportunity to change jobs.
Zheng Xi didn't do this kind of business. In the Hou Mansion, she is a concubine, but in her bones, she is still the daughter of the general's family, let her be a concubine, it is better to let her die.
Li Xu took this for granted, and nodded, meaning to agree with Xiao Jinyu's arrangement.
Zheng Xi was angry, the same as the feeling of being humiliated.
At that moment, he knelt in front of Li Hongwen and Duan's and choked up: "I was captured by gangsters before, and I am not qualified to stay in the General's Mansion anymore, I beg the general and his wife to let me out of the mansion, I am willing to go there to copy scriptures and recite Buddha for the rest of my life, and I will not disgrace the reputation of the General's Mansion." ”
Of course, Zheng Xi didn't want to be a nun, but if he wanted to go out from a family like the General's Mansion, in addition to being a monk, there would only be death. It's better to die than to live, Zheng Xi can only make do with one.
Everyone was shocked when they heard this, especially Li Xu, who saw him stumble and almost fainted! After stabilizing his body, he knelt down next to Zheng Xi again, and said: "Father and mother, don't listen to her, she was kidnapped because she was incompetent, no wonder she, how could she go to that place of suffering to suffer." ”
Zheng Xi still wanted to refute, but Li Xu looked at her and shouted: "Zheng Xi! That's enough! She was not allowed to say any more, her eyes were full of pain.
Zheng Xi stubbornly didn't want the tears to fall, but he couldn't control it, and his heart was really uncomfortable, so he simply cried out loud.
She is not a concubine, she doesn't enjoy the good wealth and glory, why should she stay here as a concubine for him?
Li Xu only knew her suffering, how could he understand her pain, he only held her in his arms and patted her gently, but he was unwilling to help her straighten her up, and he didn't let her go.
Zheng Xi hated Li Xu's selfishness, and he couldn't do anything decisive. All he could do was push away Li Xu's comfort and escape from the house alone.
Is this Li Xu's love for her? Is it really a humble person who deserves only such a humble love?