In the dark cave, Zhanmei's stomach was grunting with hunger, Zhanmei picked up the dagger on the ground, made the fish caught that day into sashimi, put it in her mouth, and used sashimi to continue her life, there was nothing here except sashimi, and now she should be glad that there are at least fish in this ghost place, at least not to starve to death, so people must learn to be content, and contentment can always be happy. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

"Haha...... Haha, what's the difference between this cave and a terrible dream, the same darkness, the same can't get out, why don't you let me die quietly in a dream" Zhan Mei laughed maniacally, tears smashed to the ground, Zhan Mei's pale face and a pair of eyes were red and swollen from crying, she couldn't cry If she cried her eyes blind, at that time it was really a day that the earth was not working, Zhan Mei tried to control her sadness and stop her tears, because crying caused her throat to burp constantly.

I was sick some time ago, Zhan Mei was sick and I didn't know, I didn't have time to bathe, and now Zhan Mei, who was full of food and drink, smelled a disgusting smell on her body, Zhan Mei, who had just recovered a little spirit, and a heart full of cleanliness was revived again, disgusted and quickly took off the disgusting clothes on her body, and jumped into the water below the terrace at once, in the water Zhan Mei stretched out her hand and carefully put her body carefully, and washed it inside and out, after taking a bath, Zhan Mei felt that her body was much lighter, It seems that the body has lightened a lot in an instant, and it seems that there is a lot of dirt on the body during this period of time!

Zhan Mei got up and flew up to the terrace, when she flew up, the water surface was rippled layer by layer, Zhan Mei bent down and was about to put on her clothes, her outstretched hand stretched out again, looking at the pile of clothes on the ground that she couldn't see the color clearly, the tip of her nose smelled the stench from the clothes, Zhan Mei's forehead frowned and hesitated, do you really want to wear it?

But if you don't wear these dirty clothes, you really have to run naked.

Zhan Mei stretched out her hand in the air and kept moving her middle finger and index finger, thinking in her heart: "If the middle finger stops, you will wear it, if the index finger stops, you won't wear it, the two fingers move quickly, like cramps, I don't know how long, Zhan Mei suddenly suddenly, her hand is really cramping, the tendons of her right hand are tightly retracted, Zhan Mei's right hand hangs low in the air, her left hand gently supports her right hand, she stands in place with her bowed body and doesn't dare to move, standing in this cold and biting place Zhan Mei is tired and painful, and she is sweating profusely. It took about a stick of incense to improve slightly, and Zhan Mei saw that the muscles and veins were not so tight, so she dared to gently twist her right hand, and carefully stretched the fingers of her cramped right hand.

Zhan Mei, who had recovered her original energy, suddenly stiffened, saying that before the cramp just now, was it the middle finger or the index finger that stopped? I actually forgot, God himself actually forgot, forgot, it's really life-threatening, Zhan Mei feels that all her suffering is self-inflicted, like an idiot, it's not that she has not used her brain for a long time, her IQ has declined, Zhan Mei can't help but doubt.

Suddenly, in Zhanmei's mind, two quarreling villains, one black and one white, a miniature version of Zhanmei in white, said with a serious face: "How can you not wear clothes?" Do you know what makes people different from other animals? The little man in white looked at each other with a drag on his face.

The little black man shook his head, "I don't know".

"The reason why people are human is because they know that "courtesy, righteousness and shame", if you don't wear clothes, you don't respect the words of saints, and what is the difference between birds and beasts that eat hair and drink blood," the villain in white said righteously to the villain in black.

"But there is no one else here, even if you don't wear clothes, no one knows, etiquette, righteousness and shame are the standards by which the world judges themselves, since there is no one else, then you can't be ashamed, and you can eat etiquette, righteousness and shame?" The black villain said confidently, not ashamed, but proud.

Seeing that the villain in black was so scoundrel, the villain in white was so angry that his face was flushed, but the villain in white still did not give up and said bitterly to the villain in black: "How can you indulge yourself because no one exists, people should insist on "not suffering from others' inability, but suffering from one's own reluctance"

The two villains are arguing with each other, and you come and go so much that no one can convince anyone.

"Ah......hh Ahhh

What is there to worry about, the clothes are dirty, washed and worn, it's not the same, I can't figure it out and I have to argue, what a bunch of idiots, what's so shy, what shy? Just imagine swimming in a bikini on the beach, has it become old-fashioned after crossing the thoughts, Zhan Mei is afraid of the erosion of ancient ideas in the past ten years.

Zhan Mei washed the clothes in the water, wrung out the water and put it on the shelf, so that the clothes could dry naturally.

"It's so cold" Zhan Mei crossed her hands and held her shoulders, her body shrunk into a ball, her cold teeth gurgled, and goosebumps appeared on her skin.

It was too cold to be able to, Zhan Mei had to find something to do, and inadvertently found that the stone bed in the distance was full of dust, Zhan Mei tore off a small piece of cloth on the robe with her bare hands, wet the wring water, wiped the dust on the stone bed, back and forth countless times, still to no avail, and her body was still as cold as iron.

Let's practice! The more nothing happens, the colder it gets, Zhan Mei sits cross-legged on the stone bed, her left foot is down, her right foot is on top, her palms are stacked up and down, her two thumbs are gently touched, her shoulders are relaxed, her neck is straightened and relaxed, she is in a good position, she takes a few deep breaths gently, and then relaxes to eliminate distracting thoughts.

Zhan Mei closed her eyes when she was ready, but she didn't expect that as soon as she closed her eyes, all kinds of crowded pictures appeared in her mind, and she couldn't calm down, Zhan Mei tried to feel the rhythm of breathing, and it took a long time for her thoughts to slowly calm down and settle down smoothly. Zhan Mei mobilized the true qi in the dantian, let the true qi travel all over the body, through the whole body tendons and veins, the true qi ran for a while, Zhan Mei felt that the tendons and veins blocked by the whole body because of the injury were unobstructed one after another, after the tendons and veins were unblocked, Zhan Mei tried to control the true qi of the whole body along the meridian route, the true qi inside the five internal organs, and the outer limbs and hundreds of remains, slowly Zhan Mei felt that every pore of her body was relaxing, and her body temperature returned to normal, and she could no longer feel the cold in the air.

Zhan Mei, who was bored all day long, learned about the things placed on the terrace, and there were a lot of military books, piano scores, historical records, subsets of scriptures and histories, and all kinds of unique books, but there were no miscellaneous novels. Zhan Mei wanted to find a miscellaneous book to pass the time, but she didn't expect it to be all boring knowledge, and her wish was disappointed for a while. Zhan Mei curiously opened the drawer on the desk and saw that it was full of all kinds of rare treasures, only the bottom drawer contained things in a wooden box, before opening, Zhan Mei guessed that there might be something precious inside, thinking of the rare treasures placed in the first few drawers, Zhan Mei felt that the things in the wooden box must be extraordinary.

The wooden box is all made of golden silk nanmu, there is a gap between the box cover and the box body, revealing the black edge of the frame, the wooden box has been washed for a hundred years, the color is calm and deep, the upper and lower parts of the box cover and the box body, the ebony card lock is used in the closed position, the overall practice of the wooden box, the shape is simple, the structure is clear, the line feet are smooth and atmospheric, Zhan Mei was conquered by the superb production technology of the ancients, and looked at the wooden box with bated breath.

Zhan Mei admired the wooden box for a long time, and finally opened the wooden box with a kind of piety, opened the ebony with her bare hands, and opened the wooden box lid with a click, Zhan Mei looked at the wooden box with wide eyes, the beating heart, and the heart was half cold after seeing the things in the wooden box, only to see a book lying alone in the wooden box, Zhan Mei picked up the book in the wooden box at will, and felt that the material of the book was very peculiar, not paper, non-cloth, non-bamboo, I don't know what material it was made of, Zhan Mei touched the cover of the book with both hands, as smooth and warm as jade, The book has about three thumbs superimposed thickness, only to see the cover of the book, the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing with four big characters written "Ti Ji Bi Yao", Zhan Mei flipped the pages of the book, found that each piece of paper was as thin as silk, and continued to turn to the first page, which was written with a preface: "The husband of the Tao, can but be old and full-form, deeply rooted, the way of longevity and long-term vision, to the void, to the extreme, to keep quiet, humble heart, carry the camp and embrace one, dedicated to softness, tranquil nothingness, heaven and man are compatible, depending on the mystery, also known as the heaven and earth, the same as Datong, and heaven and earth, One with all things.

Zhan Mei continued to turn the next page, only to see the book "The world is in chaos, the sages and sages are unknown, the morals are different, and there are many in the world to observe and improve themselves, such as ears, eyes, nose and mouth, all of which are clear and cannot be communicated." There are hundreds of skills, all of which are good and useful. Although, it shouldn't be all over again, and it's a song of people. Judge the beauty of heaven and earth, analyze the reason of all things, and examine the whole of the ancients. The few can prepare for the beauty of heaven and earth, and call the face of the gods. It is the way of the inner and outer kings, dark and unknown, depressed but not hairy, and the people of the world do what they want to do for themselves."

What the hell, Zhan Mei threw the book on the desk irritably. What are you writing? Obviously, I know every word, but I don't understand it at all, I pouted, and I thought it was a good baby, but it turned out to be an ancient book that seemed to be profound and difficult to understand, and it was mysterious and mysterious.

The world is stupid, they all take the scum as a treasure, regard the treasure as a mustard, it is really stupid, the treasure of longevity is in front of you, but Zhan Mei discards it at will, as boring and boring, it is really an idiot for the ages, sad and lamentable

The days passed like this, Zhan Mei lived a tormented life in this isolated place, at the beginning of a period of time, her mind was chaotic, and the scenes of the past were like a cut movie, - crackling appeared, and then stirred and stirred in her mind, and Zhan Mei's head was like paste, and her headache was splitting,

Zhan Mei lay on the stone bed all day long, like a walking corpse, Zhan Mei felt that she couldn't even think anymore, she lived mechanically every day, and couldn't find a reason to live, in order to extinguish this terrible thought, Zhan Mei began to look at the books on the shelf, after reading for a while, Zhan Mei felt that her thinking had finally returned to clarity, sometimes living Qingming is also a kind of pain, in the underground, Zhan Mei can't feel the passage of time, how long has it fallen?

Who knows? There is no difference between day and night.

I don't know how long time has passed, Zhan Mei can't read the books at all, I feel that I am restless all the time, I start to miss the outside world like crazy, I miss the feeling of talking to people, I miss the feeling of fresh air being inhaled into my lungs, I miss the sunshine outside the world, the rain and dew outside the world and the warmth of the gentle breeze on my cheeks, I want to see the white clouds floating in the blue sky with my own eyes, how happy Zhan Mei used to be and how painful it is now, if a person has not experienced prosperity, he will not yearn for prosperity, If a person does not fall from sweet happiness to hell, he will not desperately yearn for light.

Loneliness continues to erode Zhanmei's strong heart, like a fire scorching Zhanmei's weak body, slowly Zhanmei feels that her taste buds are beginning to degenerate, the fish and meat she eats in her mouth every day have tasted like chewing wax, her appetite began to slowly become smaller, hunger and cold attacked, she had hypothermia, and her spirit was about to collapse, maybe she would die in the end! Zhan Mei thought as she lay on the stone bed.

In addition to the loneliness of the cave, the boredom of the cave, and the irritability of the heart, Zhan Mei couldn't even find a thing to make her happy, the pain in her heart, nausea had filled Zhan Mei's stomach, and then slowly extended from the stomach, extending to every nerve in the body, now Zhan Mei didn't want to do anything, just to walk leisurely on the street, regardless of whether it was windy, rainy or thundering.

One day, Zhan Mei fell into anxiety and pain again, and hit the wall of the hole with her body like crazy, and the head of the hit was broken and the blood flowed without compromise, "Ahhh

Suddenly emotionally excited Zhan Mei fainted, "Bang Bang" fell on the cold ground, the blood dripped down the wound, drop by drop on the books under her, a magical scene happened, I saw that the dripping blood was absorbed by the books under her, and the blood disappeared, if it wasn't for the injury on Zhanmei's forehead, she would definitely think that the scene that had just happened was just an illusion, but unfortunately Zhan Mei in a coma didn't know it.

"Shhh...... I don't know how long I was in a coma, Zhan Mei in a coma woke up with a moan, and was in pain in her head, gasping in pain, Zhan Mei covered her head with one hand, and was about to get up with one hand, and suddenly her hand on the ground was pressed by a hard edge. Zhan Mei looked down and smiled, it turned out to be a book, and Zhan Mei, who was about to get up, sat down again, sat cross-legged on the ground, and read the book with both hands. Zhan Mei glanced at the cover, and found that it was the one she disliked, an ancient book in a wooden box.

"Oops! What's going on? Zhan Mei suddenly felt that she and this book had a wonderful feeling, she couldn't describe it in words, she felt that words couldn't describe this feeling, Zhan Mei seemed to feel the existence of life from it, it was really wonderful, strange things happen every year, especially this year.

Could it be that she was insane, Zhan Mei couldn't figure out the truth of this, so she didn't embarrass herself, temporarily put this tangled problem aside, and prepared to read.

Lowering her head and Zhan Mei looked at it attentively, her heart sounded like a heavy drum, her pupils constricted for a while, the green tendons on Qianqianyu's hands were exposed, and the blood flowed slowly in the cyan veins, and the combination of blue and green revealed a bewitching beauty.

"Haha...... Ha, it's time to go out", Zhan Mei laughed loudly, and the pain of the past few days was swept away, the haze dissipated, and the wind and rain cleared for a while.

It turned out that this book was the opportunity of the former owner of the cave mansion, the prince who stayed up late. In the book, it is said that the immortals are divided into three classes: "heavenly immortals, earth immortals, and autopsy immortals", and there are "saints" above the immortals, and the saints are governed by the way of heaven. "The sergeant lifts his form and ascends to the void, and he is called a heavenly immortal; The sergeant swims in the famous mountain, which is called the land immortal; The corporal dies first and then sheds, which is called the autopsy immortal. ”。 The words of the saints in the book are very little, and those who want to write the books have not reached the realm of saints.

Originally, Zhan Mei didn't know anything about this book, but by mistake, her blood flowed to the book, Zhan Mei absorbed the essence of the immortal fruit, so she was able to get the opportunity to cultivate, and the Limu clan cultivated this book, but it was not the original, but a transcript, which was also the cultivation of the Limu clan for generations, and there was no outstanding person in Ji Ji's life, no matter how profound the cultivation was, it would be difficult to escape the reason for death after all, because they were not the true book of cultivation at the root, and they ran counter to the Great Dao.

If you want to talk about the origin of the Chestnut tribe, then no one knows it specifically, even the Chestnut tribe is not very clear, the Chestnut tribe has always believed in the "immortal god", the statue of the immortal god has a human head and a snake body, and the Chestnut tribe has believed in this supreme god for generations. Zhan Mei looked at the words on the book, and had a feeling of blessing to her soul, and it was not so difficult to feel the content of the book.

Ignore the dead horse as a live horse doctor! Anyway, if you're trapped here, you can't get out, maybe a miracle will happen after practicing, Zhan Mei is a person who thinks about it.

Zhan Mei sat cross-legged on the stone bed, closed her eyes and thought silently: "There is no labor in the form of you, there is no shaking of the essence of you, but you can live forever." Eyes see nothing, ears hear nothing, heart knows nothing, and your god will keep the form, and the form is immortal. Be cautious inside, close outside, and know more for defeat. ”

Zhan Mei is in the enclosed space, in addition to cultivation is to look at the books on the shelves, Zhan Mei doesn't know how long the time has passed, she only knows that she has read all the books on the shelves, and she is still reciting it backwards, as for her own cultivation of the immortal treasure book "Ti Ji Bi Yao", it is still lingering in the first stage and not progressing, Zhan Mei feels that she should be about to break through the first stage, because it is mentioned in "Ti Ji Bi Yao" that cultivation is divided into seven stages, namely: Illness Tribulation, Delusion Tribulation, Lust Tribulation, Demon Realm Tribulation, Vacuum Tribulation, The Bone Changing Tribulation, the Bitter Sea Tribulation, each of the above tribulations will brush away countless weak-willed people, and gradually as time goes by, fewer and fewer people have practiced this kind of exercise for thousands of years.

There are countless men and women who practice this method because they are bound by the earthly world, and they are often sacrificed in the "lust tribulation and the bitter sea tribulation", so there are very few people who can pass through these seven eons. You can prepare to survive the final heavenly tribulation - the heavenly punishment and thunder tribulation, if you can't pass it, you will die, you will be an immortal in the past, become an earth immortal, immortal and immortal. And it is recorded in the book that after cultivating to become an immortal, you can continue to cultivate the lower part of the "Ti Ji Bi Yao", and the lower part must successfully cultivate the upper part, and the content will only appear if it is drawn by the blood of the cultivator's own immortal body.

The more lethal thing about this kind of exercise is that there will be a thunder tribulation in every calamity, the stronger the ability, the stronger the thunder tribulation, the stronger the monk wants to become an immortal, and he must go against the sky, so the heavenly catastrophe is used to test it, and it is to use the pure power of the heavenly thunder to screen whether the person who should be robbed has the ability and qualification to ascend, many cultivators are afraid of the power of the thunder tribulation, and do everything possible to avoid the arrival of the thunder tribulation, or use external force to cross the tribulation, steal and play tricks, although it is free from death, but this method is to drink the duck to quench thirst, hindering longevity, and the power of the next tribulation of the thunder tribulation is increasing, However, if the ability of the robber is not up to standard, he will often die.

Sure enough, Zhanmei's premonition was not wrong, Zhanmei, who had not been sick for a long time, suddenly fell ill without warning, and after a few days, Zhanmei was ill and did not know, and Zhanmei felt that she was trapped in a dark space, in the infinite darkness, she couldn't feel anything, everything was silent and colorless. She understood that she should be retiring from the calamity, and the regressive calamity, as the name suggests, means that when a cultivator has cultivated to a certain level, he has to bring out the hidden unhealthy state in the cultivator's body together, and if the cultivator has a weak foundation, he will die or leave behind some other unknown harm. If they get through, cultivators will generally not get sick in the future unless there are special circumstances.

Zhan Mei felt that she was about to be forced to collapse by this feeling, she couldn't bear it anymore and ran forward like crazy in the dark, saw a black barrier in front of the space, and still continued to rush down regardless of it, the moment she hit the barrier, Zhan Mei found that her whole body muscles were cramping, she couldn't move, and her body fell into the abyss. Zhan Mei fell straight down from the abyss, the wind blew from her ears, and the tears in the corners of Zhan Mei's eyes fell silently, what kind of evil did she create in her previous life, she had to be tortured so painfully in this life, Zhan Mei, who was powerless to struggle, closed her eyes and waited quietly for death.

"Li Qiancen is about to be late, you dead girl, why can't you get up yet", Qiancen's stepmother's fierce voice came from downstairs, Zhan Mei who was lying on the bed struggled violently in her sleep, her head kept shaking on the soft pillow, a pair of closed eyes couldn't be opened, her body was like a ghost pressing the bed, she couldn't move heavily, it seemed to be a nightmare, and Zhan Mei, who was suddenly struggling, woke up from the nightmare, Zhan Mei suddenly opened her eyes, sat up from the bed violently, and gasped for breath

There was no light on in the room, it was dark, Zhan Mei looked around, trying to find a little security to calm the panic in her heart, and suddenly felt that her ability to see things at night was gone.

panicked in his heart, "Could it be that he is blind".

"Ah......hh Ahhh

"Early in the morning, you dead girl howling! Your mom isn't dead yet! Isn't it a little early to howl now", Gao Ru pushed Li Qiancen's room open with a bang and scolded loudly.

"Bang" turned on the switch of the electric light, the room was as bright as day, Zhan Mei hadn't seen this kind of strong light for a long time, at the moment when the light turned on, she was frightened by the strong light and closed her eyes tightly, and asked excitedly: "Who are you?" Why are you here, and how did you get in?".

"The old lady is your stepmother, who do you say? How did you get in? Of course, it was walked in with two feet, could the old lady still fly? Are you sick with your braincase, Gao Ru looked at her cheap daughter with a suspicious face, and gloated.

"Alright, pack up and get off to school! Yesterday, your bald head teacher called you again" Gao Ru looked impatiently at Qiancen with his eyes closed.

"Don't talk nonsense, don't take medicine, my mother has been dead for many years, the deceased is the greatest, please respect it," although Zhan Mei was excited because of this woman who suddenly appeared, but the other party's words actually insulted her dead mother, Zhan Mei was still very angry, and warned the other party's behavior.

"Yo, the dead girl ate the bear's heart and leopard gall! Today, I am so bold that I dare to argue with my mother. "Li Qiancen doesn't matter if you recognize the cheap lady or not, the old lady is the stepwife of your dead ghost father, you put away your daughter's temper, obediently clamp the tail of the old lady and be a man, if the old lady is in a good mood, maybe agree with you to continue to go to college, if not, you can stay there cool!" Mother Li looked at Li Qiancen with a bitter expression and threatened.

"Who are you? Why such gibberish, what university? My father's name is not Li Tang, his name is Zhan Heng, he didn't marry a stepwife, where are you a crazy woman, get out of here, how far and how far, this girl doesn't want to see you at all", Zhan Mei was shocked when she heard this crazy woman's words. How is it possible, I am obviously in the ground where I don't see the light of day, and I am resting in bed because I am sick, how can I have such an illusion. "When I was in college, I quarreled with my father's stepwife, which was obviously a lifetime affair", how could I suddenly dream of these unbearable pasts?

Is it because I am so lonely, so I even start to recall this unhappy thing, which is really boring.

"You listen to the old lady, the old lady is the stepmother who set up a banquet with your dead ghost father and pulled the marriage certificate, you don't have to recognize it. You should be careful with the old lady today, and when the old lady is in a bad mood one day, the old and new accounts will be counted together", Gao Ru pinched Zhanmei's hand fiercely, and also took advantage of the situation to carry it around, Zhanmei's fair and delicate arms were pinched red and swollen, and the skin was dark and green.

Zhan Mei was pinched, gasped in pain, and thought to herself: "This dream is inevitably too real!" "It's incredible that I felt the pain in my heart.

I obviously became the Zhanmei of the Great Moon Dynasty, why did I suddenly become my previous self again? Could it be that all the things he experienced in Dayue are just his own imagination, just a dream, the conjecture of an otaku who is dissatisfied with her frustrated life.

Zhan Mei kept shaking her head and muttered to herself; "Impossible......"

Zhanmei's mental state was extremely unstable, and when she was in a trance, she heard Gao Ru's scolding voice in her ears again: "Hmph, what about the big beauty, in the end, she didn't become a yellow-faced woman, and she grabbed a man with her mother, hum, in the end, it wasn't me Gao Ru who got Litang." Zhanmei's stepmother in her previous life, chattering about the love triangle between Zhanmei's mother and them, Zhanmei said that she had heard it hundreds of times in her previous life, and her stepmother would show off in front of her every day, and she was not interested at all.

Every time Gao Ru thinks of Li Qiancen's slut mother, she can't wait to abuse her daughter fiercely, and the more she bullies her daughter, the more she has an indescribable pleasure in her heart.

In view of today's good mood, Gao Ru doesn't want to abuse this little white flower, yesterday was lucky and won a few thousand, today Gao Ru wants to take advantage of the good luck to win a little more money, there is no time to delay this stupid girl, Gao Ru strode forward from Li Qiancen's desk, grabbed the schoolbag, and rudely stuffed the books on the table into the schoolbag with his fat big hands, and threw them into Zhanmei's arms.

Zhan Mei felt something thrown into her arms, subconsciously caught it, felt that the things in her hands were heavy, her body was weak and weak, she was hit back by the gravity of the schoolbag, and her cheek was also hit hard by the schoolbag, and Zhan Mei felt that the place where she was smashed was aching.

Zhan Mei hasn't reacted yet, what's going on? Gao Ru vigorously grabbed Zhanmei's hand and dragged her downstairs, Zhanmei couldn't see the road with her eyes closed, she was pulled and stumbled, her body hit the door frame hard, Zhanmei burst into tears in pain, and thought that her knees must be blue.

"You let go, I'll go by myself", Zhan Mei wanted to slap her to death, this annoying woman, waving her palm, found that she had no internal strength, Zhan Mei was pulled down the stairs, stepped on the air with one foot under her feet, opened her eyes in fright, and was frightened by the situation in front of her in a cold sweat, this woman is really damned, such a high and steep staircase, if she falls down, how can she die? Zhan Mei stepped on the air, grabbed the railing in a hurry, and finally stabilized her body, Zhan Mei stroked the pounding heart in her chest, and breathed heavily.

I'm willing to open my eyes! Gao Ru clasped her hands and sneered

"Li Qiancen is here today, the old lady doesn't know what crazy you are doing, you have to go to school obediently for the old lady, if the old lady hears any gossip from other people, saying that I abuse you, the old lady doesn't mind telling lies." Gao Ru crossed her waist with one hand and pulled Zhan Mei Titi to go down the stairs with the other, opened the door with a brush, pushed the confused Zhan Mei out of the door, and closed the door with a "bang".

Zhan Mei was holding a schoolbag in her right hand, looking at the low buildings in front of her, and she felt as if she was in a different world.

Maybe I didn't cross at all, but because of my family, I always love fantasy, fantasizing that I can become a different person and have an extraordinary life, so I will have this dream, but this dream is too real to accept.

Hahaha......

It must be a dream, Zhan Mei walked on the road and didn't look at the road at all, the body has subconsciously chosen, which road should be taken, that shortcut can get to school faster, Zhan Mei appeared in the classroom when it was already more than nine o'clock, the top of her head was like a Mediterranean math teacher, who was salivaing and explaining the solution of the circle diameter, the students below held their heads high, listening to it as if they were fascinated, it was really a group of sensitive and studious good students, and the head teacher who stood at the door of the classroom to inspect nodded with satisfaction.

"Da Da Da" There was a sound of footsteps from far to near, and listening to the sound was not hurried or slow, so it was not leisurely.

The head teacher looked at Li Qiancen, who was walking slowly in the distance, frowned but left without saying anything.

"Tuk Tuk" classroom door was knocked, there was no reaction inside, seeing that there was no reaction, Zhan Mei was about to raise her hand to continue knocking, her hand was about to touch the door, and suddenly the classroom door was pulled open all of a sudden, Zhan Mei's hand stretched out in mid-air and fell into the air, clenched it into a ball and stretched it back, and put it in the pocket of her clothes.

"What's the matter with you? I don't know the rules, do you? When I'm late, I consciously stand outside the classroom, and knock on the door with my face" The math teacher looked at Zhan Mei angrily, with a mouthful of yellowish teeth, Zhan Mei felt uncomfortable in her heart, smelling the smell of garlic in the math teacher's mouth, Zhan Mei couldn't help but retch, her face was pale and bloodless.

You, you, you...... You, the math teacher, looked at Zhan Mei with a shocked expression. Before Zhan Mei could react to anything, the bell rang after class, and the students in the classroom all rushed out to see the excitement, whispering around the math teacher and Zhan Mei, Zhan Mei lowered her head and said nothing, just looked at her toes.

"Alas, you go in first!" The math teacher waved his hand, signaled Zhan Mei to go to the classroom, turned around and went back to the classroom to get the textbook and the record, and walked towards the office with a grim face, with a little hurry in his back.

Zhan Mei stood at the door of the classroom and looked at the classroom, looking in a trance, Zhan Mei didn't know where she should sit? Because of the long-term change of position in the class, in the words of the class teacher: "Sitting with different classmates is conducive to deepening the friendship of classmates", and I often couldn't remember the position before, and made a lot of jokes.

"Li Qiancen, what are you doing standing at the door stupidly? It's about to go to class," I saw a short and sturdy boy shouting at Zhanmei, Zhanmei recognized him in an instant, he was "Wu Qian" is a sports student, enthusiastic, and he can play with him, as if he is indeed his tablemate.

Anyway, you can't come early every day, Wu Qian muttered non-stop beside him, this break Zhanmei has not yet eased up, I want to be quiet alone, I don't have time to sort out my chaotic thoughts, I was dizzy from the noise, and Zhanmei, who couldn't bear it, yelled at Wu Qian: "Can you shut your mouth and let me be quiet for a second."

In line with the idea of caring about his classmates, Wu Qian, who said it, was stunned by the roar, looked at Zhan Mei with a red face and a thick neck, and shouted: "How beautiful do you think you are, people rush to talk to you, and the same table cares about you, you still take Qiao, don't you?" It seems that I, Wu Qian, am really a nosy person with a mouse, Li Qiancen, you remember, don't ask me for help if you have something in the future", Wu Qian put down his cruel words, kicked the stool hard, sat down angrily, and didn't say a word.

"Hmph, if you don't say it, don't say it, what's the big deal" Zhan Mei rolled her eyes.

"You...... You, very well, remember what you said," Wu Qian pointed angrily at Zhanmei.

It's strange that I'm obviously trapped underground, and it's impossible to escape suddenly, could it be that my experience in the Great Moon Dynasty is actually a dream of obscenity, a kind of insanity of search and dislocation, but the experience in the dream is so real, so unusual, I can even remember what I have learned, these things can't be fake!

Could it be that in real life, my father doesn't know my mother and doesn't love him, and I want to find what I dream of in my dreams, but then the dream turns into a nightmare, and I wake up naturally? After all, I used to daydream a lot," Zhan Mei thought uncertainly.

It is said that when Zhan Mei was still Li Qiancen, because of family reasons, in addition to the second stage of puberty, people are a little autistic, often love to daydream, dream that they become other people, can hear voices that others can't hear, Zhan Mei enjoys this feeling very much, this feeling, makes her have a different feeling, maybe the experience of the Great Moon Dynasty is really just a dream.

The former Zhuang Zhoumeng is Hu Die, and Hu Die is also lifelike, self-proclaimed and suitable! I don't know how to do it. Oh Ran Jue, then Yu Ran Zhou also. I don't know if Zhou's dream is Hu Die? Hu Die's dream is Zhou and? Zhou and Hu Die, there must be a difference. This is called materialization. (Zhuangzi? Theory of Things)

Now his state is a bit like Zhuang Zhou's dream disc, he can't tell the difference between inside and outside the play, it seems that he will have to restrain his daydreams in the future, and he can't always be obsessed with dreams, if he continues like this, he is really dead, Zhan Mei thought silently on the desk.

Before the recess exercise began, the head teacher suddenly appeared at the door of the classroom, and the noisy classroom instantly fell silent. The students looked at the class teacher curiously, wondering what the class teacher was doing in the classroom at this time?

"Li Qiancen, come to the office, I have something to look for you", the head teacher coldly dropped a sentence, and stepped on a pair of high heels and walked away.

"Li Qiancen, how did you do it? On weekdays, if your grades are not good, the teacher will not bother to care about you, but look at you, what are you doing now? The reputation of the school may be seriously affected by your actions, are you worthy of these teachers who teach you carefully? Are you worthy of your hard-working old father? The head teacher spat and splashed Zhanmei's face.

Zhan Mei quietly took two steps back, leaving the scope of the head teacher's saliva before asking: "I don't know what mistakes Qiancen made, which affected the teachers and even the school", Qiancen didn't have this great ability, Zhan Mei asked with a calm face.

"You are very calm, sure enough, a dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, but since you do this kind of thing, you are not an ordinary person. This matter is waiting for your father to take you to check, and the school is deciding how to deal with you, lest you can't stand the excitement, something happens, and the school will have to pay for your safety at that time", the head teacher saw Li Qiancen's indifferent look, he was angry, and he was not in the mood to comfort her, so he blasted Zhanmei out.

"Inexplicably," Zhan Mei touched her head, turned around and walked towards the classroom, only to find a dry and thin old man standing at the door, Zhan Mei didn't pay attention to this person, and stepped directly over him to prepare to enter the classroom.

"Qiancen, you're here!" A rough and hoarse voice came to mind from behind Zhanmei, hearing this voice, Zhanmei couldn't help crying, not because she wanted to cry, but because she couldn't help crying when she felt uncomfortable.

Zhan Mei feels that she has been a long time, she has not met her father for a long time, I remember that my father in order to feed the family, often go out to repair tunnels, although the salary is high, but the burden is heavy, obviously only forty years old people look like a sixty-year-old uncle, although Zhan Mei used to be introverted, but the relationship with her father has always been very good, the stepmother always threatens herself with dropping out of school, and her father always supports herself silently.

In this way, I have the courage to quarrel with my stepmother every time.

Zhanmei's mood was up and down, and she choked up and said, "Dad, let's go, go home, go home." ”

The backs of the two gradually walked away and disappeared into the school gate.

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Li Tang looked at the glass partition at the ticket office and whispered: "Qiancen, you first find a place to take a good rest, Dad went to buy two return tickets, it's not too early, you don't have to move around, lest Dad can't find you, it's not easy to find if you get separated in the county seat." Li Tang staggered to the ticket office, a pair of calloused hands took out a handful of change from his arms, counted the change in his hand over and over again, handed out the money to buy the ticket in the impatient eyes of the conductor, and waited for the conductor to give him the ticket.

Zhan Mei stood in the distance, carefully observing her father, Li Tang was wearing a cheap and untidy down jacket, the clothes were damaged by long-term friction, the clothes were colorful, and the hair was all gray, the face was the mark of the vicissitudes of time, the folds between the hooks were like the bark of a big tree, and because of embarrassment when waiting, his two hands kept rubbing against each other, his head was low and messy, his eyes were staring directly at his toes, as if the toes could bloom a flower, and his thin body was like a bamboo pole. It's as if a gust of wind can blow it off.

Zhan Mei looked at Li Tang's back, tears flowed down silently, those grievances and resentments that could not be let go of in the past disappeared all at once, in fact, it was not easy for my father these years, he has been working hard to live all these years, because he has no culture, he has been doing hard work, always struggling on the survival line, and even basic survival can not be guaranteed, not to mention caring about other harmless little things, Zhan Mei quickly wiped her tears with the back of her hand, afraid that her father would see it, and she was afraid that others would see it.

Zhan Mei lowered her head and pondered: "I didn't expect this meeting to be so embarrassing, I was found out to be pregnant, my father must be very disappointed and sad."

Li Tang went to buy a return ticket, and Zhan Mei stood in the waiting hall waiting for him to come back. The car came, I don't know who found that the bus was slowly driving into the station, and the people waiting for the bus rushed up, Zhan Mei was accidentally pushed down by a middle-aged woman, and was stepped on several times by the car robber, the cold sweat of pain flowed, and she didn't even have the strength to stand up, Zhan Mei had to try to shrink into a ball to avoid getting hurt, and by the way, she waited for her father to come to her.

Li Tang bought a ticket, his eyes swept around, and he didn't find his daughter: "Where did this child go, just buy a ticket time is not worry-free", Li Tang anxiously looked around the waiting hall, but did not find his daughter, was about to go out to find it, and suddenly found that on the ground behind the pillar, there was a person sitting on the ground, running up quickly, and at the same time seeing his daughter sitting on the ground, he breathed a sigh of relief, and grabbed Zhanmei's shoulder, and said angrily: "You are a pregnant person, how can you be so uncaring for your body, Just sit on the ground casually and get up quickly", after saying that, he gently pulled Zhanmei to prepare for her to stand up.

"Shhh...... Hiss, Zhan Mei's painful cold sweat flowed", dad don't pull me, let my daughter rest on the ground for a while, it'll be fine for a while, Zhan Mei's forehead is cold sweat.

whispered: "I was just knocked to the ground and stepped on several times, and the child may not be able to save it", crying and laughing for a while.

"What stupid words, you and the child will definitely save the day, and when the nephew is born in the future, your father will bring it to you, and you will continue to study in peace, how can my daughter be like her father for a lifetime.

Hearing Li Tang's words, Zhan Mei's eyes were misty, but she couldn't help crying. Zhan Mei lowered her head in a choked voice and said, "Thank you, Dad, daughter hopes you will be happy forever."

As soon as the words fell, Zhan Mei's eyes were dark, and she was in the ocean of memories, the bits and pieces of the past were like tides, rushing towards Zhan Mei, everything passed by one by one, and Zhan Mei was like a passerby, watching all this indifferently. It's like watching someone else's story. No one on the street will look back more, staggered indifference is the most common sign in this world, Zhan Mei is only the world, thousands of people are experiencing, but because of her young age, doing one thing as the whole world, now she begins to understand that the world is like this, just like Pound said, "These faces that appear in the crowd are like flower petals on damp and dark branches." ”

Zhan Mei recalled that her father smiled like stars when she held her promise, everything that appeared in front of her eyes turned into thousands of stardust, dissipated in the darkness, Zhan Mei felt relaxed and comfortable in her heart, it turned out that her father still loved herself, although it was a lot late, but Zhan Mei's heart knot about her previous life was gone, and she can now start her new life without hesitation.

"Ah...... Ahhhhhhh "Huhuhuhu" Zhan Mei sat up from the bed, panting heavily, her heart was beating like a drum, and the cold sweat on her forehead was like a pearl on a falling line, and the big ones dripped onto the stone bed.

Fortunately, it was a dream, Zhan Mei raised her weak hand in fear, wiped the Han water on her forehead, and didn't know how long she had been in a coma, in this dark cave.

"Huh" Zhanmei exclaimed, just now she raised her hand and felt the mana surging in her body, this awakening, she actually broke through the second stage of "Ti Ji Bi Yao", it was really unbelievable, how could it be. After thinking about it carefully, Zhan Mei thought of the key to this, but she didn't expect that this time the regression tribulation and delusional tribulation would attack together, and she almost died in the past state of mind. I always thought that each stage of the catastrophe would come in turn, but I didn't expect that we could go together.

The delusional heart tribulation uses Zhanmei's inner heart knot to set up an illusion, so that the cultivator is addicted to his own heart tribulation and cannot extricate himself, and Zhanmei's heart tribulation in the previous life is loneliness. loneliness, the torment of the persistent; Loneliness, the embodiment of loneliness, loneliness is the inner demons of people who have not learned to let go of the past, they close themselves in a corner, they are immersed in their own little world and cannot extricate themselves, and they have nothing to do with this world of flowers.

Li Qiancen in the previous life, because he couldn't overcome loneliness, was silent all day long, and did not interact with the outside world, and has been living in his own world, when loneliness hits, Zhan Mei seems to fall into the boundless and gloomy valley, when Zhan Mei is in the endless flow of people, when she is in pain and sleeplessness when she opens her eyes to look at the endless night, when she is indifferent to this world, when she is born without love, loneliness is like a devil, following her all the time, tempting Zhanmei's fragile and sensitive heart, and arousing Zhanmei's countless thoughts about liberation. In fact, in the last life, Zhan Mei did not die of pregnancy and miscarriage at all, but when she was in college, she was excluded by the people around her, and she committed suicide because she was lonely and unbearable, so she subconsciously forgot in Zhan Mei, this time the illusion was based on her inner demons, creating this kind of illusion, Zhan Mei was in a trance, couldn't tell the truth from the false, and was addicted to her own spiritual world, all the rules in the illusory world would change according to Zhan Mei's thoughts, because she longed to be noticed deep down, so the pregnancy incident occurred, satisfied Zhanmei's sick psychology, all these illusions were handled very well, but unfortunately there was one thing that was exposed, and Zhanmei saw through it at a glance, that is, Li Tang said a sentence: "What stupid things to say, you and the child will definitely save the day, and when your nephew is born in the future, your father will bring it to you, and you can continue to study." Li Tang would never say such a thing, he would only look at himself cowardly, with a painful face, and he would not promise anything. He is both kind and cruel, and he is the person who loves and hates in this world.

The various reasons that made her die because of loneliness and loneliness, now Zhanmei seems to be nothing more than that. Why bother? In addition to loneliness, there are many beautiful things in the world, and there are many things that you don't have time to experience.

Zhan Mei understands that no matter what time it is, she should face it with a smile and have hope. Don't give up on yourself because of other people's attitudes, it's just a fool's joke.

Li Qiancen in the previous life, refused to be lonely, Zhanmei in this life still can't escape the fate of loneliness, the fate of people is really unpredictable, this life is obviously from a family of eunuchs, but he is still in the wilderness and suffers.

If it weren't for his greed, he would not have fallen into such a situation if he went to the chestnut clan to seize the treasure, and it was reasonable to be caught off guard by surprise. Zhanmei's character has already decided her fate.

The weak feel sorry for themselves in difficult situations, but the strong will turn these pains into their own life nutrients, will not indulge in the pain of the past and cannot extricate themselves, they will learn from these pains, reduce losses, and obtain happiness.

This disaster became the first domino to fall in Zhanmei's life, overturning her entire life and overturning Otsuki's fate.