Chapter 53: Lost

Before getting married, because Zheng Xi was a concubine, and she didn't have a mother-in-law, other girls were already at the age when they were looked at, and she was the only one who cared about her. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

On the other hand, Zheng Yue, because she is a concubine, as long as there is a banquet for a wealthy family, the Zhang family will take Zheng Yue to have a long face, and Xiao Jinyu is the same, they are real noblewomen, and their family affairs will be dealt with earlier.

If it weren't for the Zheng family being bewitched by Xiao Zichen, how could Zheng Yue be able to find a good family, and there would never be the embarrassing identity she has now.

Li Xu can call Zheng Yue's milk name, and the relationship between the two was still good before. Maybe without Xiao Zichen's intervention, the Zheng family would have wanted to climb into the Li family. That Li Xu and Zheng Yue are really talented and beautiful, and they are a pair of people.

Although Zheng Yue entered the palace in the previous life, but this life is different, she is now married to Li Xu, which means that Li Xu is no longer Zheng Xi's man, he is still Zheng Yue's, maybe in this life he will also look at Xiao Jinyu differently, then he will not only not be her lover, but also have to be drawn to the enemy's side.

Zheng Xi took some logical reasoning to come to this conclusion, so he asked Li Xu: "Did I disturb you?" ”

Li Xu was asked this question inexplicably, even if she bothered, she had already broken into the door by herself, not to mention that he was not trying to keep her?

In fact, Zheng Xi didn't really want Li Xu to answer him, maybe she was just asking herself.

Zheng Xi stretched out her hand and patted her head, wanting to make herself more sober, she felt that her state today was not quite right, and how sentimental this thing was unbelievable, and it didn't match her character.

Didn't she stay just to make Xiao Jinyu and Zheng Yue feel bad and avenge the revenge of her previous life? Then find a suitable opportunity to leave the General's Mansion safely? So what does Li Xu do, who is he thinking about, and what does it matter to her? She told him what she could do. Just like in previous lives, sooner or later they will be separated.

What's more, the previous life is the past life, and this life is the present life, why can't she be able to carry it clearly? She is Zheng Xi from modern times, and the man in front of her is someone else's man, not hers.

"Oh, by the way, I'm here to ask you, can you make those people listen to me in the future?"

The anger she was originally received made Zheng Xi want to scold him when she saw Li Xu, but she didn't know why, those angers were all gone, she just wanted to ask Li Xu for some scriptures, how to make those people listen to her instructions.

And when he asked, he didn't even have the heart to turn, of course he agreed, if he didn't agree, she would find another way.

Zheng Xi looked at Li Xu's face blankly, his face was so good-looking! Standard sword eyebrows and starry eyes, square forehead and lips, a pair of eyes are not angry and self-righteous when they are not smiling, but when they laugh, they are like peach blossoms blooming, charming and fascinating.

No wonder Xiao Jinyu is like a ghost lost her mind, even if Li Xu has never been kind to her, she is still willing to circle around him.

While Zheng Xi was staring at Li Xu, Li Xu was also looking at her.

I felt that she had suddenly become different from usual, and at this time, looking at his focused eyes made his heart thump, as if she only had him in her eyes, which made him feel nervous and happy, and the full sense of happiness melted into that gaze.

But this feeling disappeared quickly, because after she met his gaze, she quickly turned her gaze away, and Li Xu's whole heart seemed to have fallen into an abyss, and there was no temperature. As Zheng Xi frowned, his heart also became cold.

What was she thinking? She was thinking about leaving him again! She's already mentioned the topic more than once. Since she had a relationship with Xiao Zichen, she has changed, and she used to rely on him a lot.

Li Xu seemed to have found his voice from outside the sky, "It's very simple to want them to listen to you, you just need to treat them sincerely, they are your people." ”

Wholehearted? It's such an expensive thing, Zheng Xi doesn't know if he still has that thing.

However, Zheng Xi still nodded, indicating that he understood.

looked down and saw that Li Xu was holding one of her hands, and the two were clasping their hands. Habit is really a terrible thing, if Zheng Xi didn't think that this man belonged to someone else now, he wouldn't know that she had developed a habit after meeting her by holding her hand by him.

Gently withdrawing his hand, Zheng Xi said, "I'm leaving!" ”

Li Xu felt that his heart was also taken away by Zheng Xi, and when he watched her go, his heart was also taken away by her, leaving an empty shell in the house.

Li Xu didn't understand what it was like, he only felt suffocated and painful.

He didn't want to be affected too much by Zheng Xi, but as soon as she appeared, his whole person would be out of control. If she is gone, what will he do? As long as he thought of this possibility, Li Xu felt that he was about to go crazy.

No matter what, he would never let her leave the General's Mansion.

Didn't Xiao Zichen want to come and rob him of a woman? Then he won't have time to rob him of women, unless he doesn't even want the Xiao family's country in order to get Zheng Xi, Li Xu secretly made up his mind.

Zheng Xi left Qinyuan, listless, and felt a sense of loss of losing something important.

As soon as she came out of Qinyuan, she met her mother-in-law Shen Mama who was on duty at the gate of the courtyard.

When Mama Shen saw Zheng Xi striding up to meet her, Zheng Xi's heart jumped, knowing that there must be something looking for her, and looking at the joy on her face, it must not be a good thing.

This Mama Shen is her dowry mama, and she ran away on the night of marriage, but who knew that this time Li Xu assigned someone to her, and she gave the person back.

Zheng Xi didn't want to see her, so she asked her to guard the gate of the courtyard every day, as a punishment for her abandonment that day.

Mama Shen approached Zheng Xi and said, "Fourth girl, I have found you, the eldest prince and the sixth prince are here, and the general and his wife asked the old woman to invite you over." ”

Zheng Ze and Zheng Yan?

Speaking of which, Zheng Ze and Zheng Yue are siblings of the same mother, both from Mrs. Zhang. Zheng Yan and Zheng Xi are also siblings. It's a pity that Zheng Yan has been weak since he was a child, and after the death of their mother-in-law, Nian, he has been raised under the name of the childless Jiang family.

Although the Jiang family has nothing to do, they are favored by Zheng Ying, and they also pay more attention to Zheng Yan, unlike Zheng Xi's attitude, which has always been indifferent and ignored.

When Nian left, Zheng Xi was five years old, Zheng Yan was only three years old, Zheng Xi followed the aunts Liu and Xu in the house, and only followed his wife Zhang when he was ten years old. But he never followed the Jiang family.

The relationship with Zheng Yan is the same as that of other sisters, there is no intimate feeling, especially when Zheng Yan sees her, he always has a cold face, and the relationship between Zheng Xi and him is even closer.

If it weren't for Xiao Zichen mentioning Zheng Yan's name that day, Zheng Xi would have almost forgotten that she still had a younger brother alive.

Xiao Zichen wants to promote Zheng Yan now, and the purpose is really not simple. However, as one of the many children of the Zheng family, Zheng Yan can have a bright future, no matter what Xiao Zichen's intentions are, Zheng Xi is happy for him.