Chapter 171: Even if there is little hope

Instead, he will comfort himself in turn: Wait, work harder, one day Wen Yizhen will fall in love with her, definitely. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Li Jiaying is almost always supported by this belief when she is uneasy, and it doesn't matter what others think of her. But today, she took other people's words to heart.

It turned out that they looked at her like that, and it turned out that those words were so hurtful, it was even more painful than cutting directly with a knife.

Li Jiaying lowered her eyes and no longer dared to look at herself in the mirror.

She misses him so much, she misses him all the time, even in her dreams, his cold and ruthless face, even if she wakes up melancholy and sad, she still misses and can't extricate herself......

She is going to find Wen Yizhen, and she wants to see him today no matter what, and tell him that she has loved him for so many years, that she wants him, and that she wants him to be her man.

I touched up my makeup on the spot, cut my hair, staggered to my feet, went to drive, and drove as fast as I could.

After Li Mengying left, Li Jiaying also went out without a clue, and also drove her own little black car, in the same direction as Li Mengying, but she drove slowly, as if she was still struggling.

She was so uncomfortable, she wanted to have a strong hug, and she tried to relieve the pain on her own, but found that she couldn't. Because the pain is extreme, it is impossible to hide the pain.

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Feng Ling sat on the ground for a long time, and then stood up until his whole body was so cold that he shivered. Out of Li Mengying's door, there was no shadow of Li Mengying in the living room, and she returned to her bedroom in despair.

Sitting in front of the bed, suddenly there was a sound in the room, she trembled, looked around vigilantly, and muttered in her heart: Don't come to me, don't come to me.

She drooped her head and clutched at her hair, looking pained.

If she could go back, she would still do that and would tear down Li Jiaying's family, because of Li Jiaying. But if she could go back a little further, she must not meet Li Yuancheng, so that she would not fall in love with her and even become pregnant with his child.

On the day I met Li Yuancheng, the sky was particularly blue, Feng Ling was washing the family's clothes by the river, at that time Li Yuancheng was still a teenager full of collagen, with slightly dark skin, thin body, and hair was the most popular hairstyle at that time.

He sat on a large rock, his head bowed, and read the book earnestly. Feng Ling was by the river, looking at him while washing clothes, this young man would often come here to sit and read, the time was not fixed, sometimes every day, sometimes half a month, sometimes even several times a day.

The young man's serious appearance instantly attracted Feng Ling's attention, and he thought: This young man must be a very far-sighted and self-motivated young man.

Sure enough, the boy is indeed a very discerning and self-motivated teenager.

Feng Ling probably estimated the time when the boy would arrive at that stone, and often ran over there to wait for the serious boy. Sometimes I am unlucky, and I often miss the past of this teenager.

She would wait there for a long time, and she would be there staring at the stone in a daze. Will he think of the young man's serious side face, will he think about the way he greets the boy, will he ignore himself, will he smile as gentle and linearized as his side face?

One day, the boy did not come, for a day, two days, three days and two months without seeing his shadow.

Feng Ling began to miss and began to worry, what happened to this young man was delayed, and waited; The boy should be back soon, even if she doesn't talk to him in the future.

After waiting for so long and not coming, Feng Ling began to think crankily, could it be that he would not come again in the future? Have you moved to another city? Will you never see him again?

She suddenly regretted that she should have mustered up the courage to say hello, no matter whether the boy would take care of it, no matter how the boy would answer, and no matter how scared she was, she just did the right thing. And you shouldn't just hide from a distance and watch secretly every day.

That night, she dreamed of the boy again, and when she woke up, she looked at the crowded and cluttered room, which was empty and uncomfortable.

She thought she was in love with the boy.

It's just that I haven't shown up for a long time, I miss it so much, I'm so sad, I'm so scared.

The more this is the case, the more sad she becomes, she still goes there every day, waiting for the chance encounter. She was thinking that if she could do it all over again, she would have to walk over with a smile and say hello generously.

Maybe it's because you can't forget, and there will be an echo. Feng Ling saw the young man again today, the young man seemed to be thinner than before, but his serious appearance still did not change, just like when he saw him, his heart beat faster, and after seeing him, he would only be around and not close, just watch from afar.

But now, she can't wait to walk up to him and say "Hi ......"

Picking up the bucket full of clothes, she pulled her legs and walked, her steps were too fast, there was some moss on the stone embankment, so it would be a little slippery, and she accidentally leaned back, and the whole person fell into the river.

The water was very deep, she choked on a few mouthfuls of water, looked at the back of the teenager and shouted for help.

"Help...... Help me...... Help me......" Feng Ling's voice was a little weak, and the whole person was almost buried in the water.

The young man heard the sound of someone falling into the water, looked blankly at the middle of the river, and saw that Feng Ling put down the book when he was struggling and shouting for help, ran to the shore quickly, and jumped down. It didn't take long for Feng Ling to come to the rescue.

Feng Ling, who was saved a life, seemed to seize the opportunity, and brought different things to the young man every day, but the young man didn't want it, so he said: "You are my life-saving benefactor, this is my intention, you must take it, there are not many things, and I hope you don't dislike it."

The boy was a little embarrassed by that sincere appearance, and although he would not eat it on the spot, he would take it home and eat it for his family.

After all, at that time, there was a lack of material, and one thing, especially food, was worth a lot of gold and silver treasures.

Feng Ling approached the teenager for various reasons after that, and the teenager also became acquainted with her, but they were all faint, and they didn't respond or refuse.

Feng Ling went from simple wishes, companionship, to love, you and me. She began to look forward to the boy's confession, because she was finally an adult, and her family was already helping her find a partner, but she rejected it for various reasons.

However, the parents were not so flexible, and after seeing Feng Ling's clues, they left behind a sentence: "Either you marry him, or you have to go on a blind date."

Feng Ling began to toss and turn, and after thinking about it all night, she made up her mind to confess, whether it was successful or not, she would give it a try.