"When I left Chu Fan's side, it was the second week he turned 18......"

The sad woman leaned against the window railing, looking at the sky, her thoughts as if she had traveled back in time and space, back to that distant era. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 infoZhuo Meng stood quietly behind her, listening to her story.

The room was no longer as dark as it was just now, but the two women in the room couldn't sweep away the gloom in their hearts...... Because of a long-sealed past, both of them were dragged into a whirlpool of sadness.

"I thought he should have enough mind to forgive me for my willfulness at that time, but unfortunately ......"

She wanted to speak and stopped, Zhuo Meng was not in a hurry to listen to her story, she was more curious about Zhao Ning's original intention at that time than the development of the plot.

"Why on earth can you leave your son behind at all costs?"

As if thinking of something happy, Zhao Ning pursed her lips and smiled, with the innocence of a girl who did not belong to her, she smiled softly.

"For the sake of ...... A love that I can't let go of anyway. ”

Did she see it wrong, at this moment, Zhuo Meng saw a soft light from Zhao Ning's body, and that kind of light made her unable to take her eyes off. It's hard to imagine that such a thin woman in front of her once had such great courage, she could give up everything for love, she ...... It can't be done.

"Didn't you love Jiang Chufan's father?"

Zhuo Meng asked a very silly question. Speaking of Chu Fan's father, the smile on Zhao Ning's face froze in just a moment.

"Yes, but it was just a dream of my youth...... Chu Fan's father...... He never loved anyone, and I never had the courage to love someone like that. ”

"Then you know that Chu Fan's father doesn't love you, why ......?"

Zhao Ning knew what she was going to ask, and before she could finish speaking, she had already answered her question.

"Because I, like you, am just a marriage tool used by my elders for the benefit of my own family, and even though I already knew the fact that he didn't love me at that time, I didn't have the right to say 'no'."

Like her, it is true that they do not have the right to say "no" and cannot be autonomous.

"Who is the man who gave you love, and how did you meet?"

Zhuo Meng couldn't imagine what kind of man could make Zhao Ning, who had become a mother, let go of his former lover and son, and be willing to bear the charge of abandoning his husband and children and fly away with him.

He ...... It's my psychiatrist...... He is a very gentle man. ”

"Psychiatrist?"

Zhuo Meng was even more curious, such a professional man would have an intersection with her, and this story became confusing again.

"yes, he's a psychiatrist."

Whenever Zhao Ning talked about "him", she was smiling, Zhuo Meng could see that she loved that man very much, otherwise...... She wouldn't have a smile like that.

"How can you have an intersection with him?"

An ordinary doctor is just that, but he has a special profession that is different from others, Zhuo Meng is very curious, how did he meet her with such a profession.

"Because I suffered from depression after giving birth to Chu Fan, and he is my attending doctor."

In fact, Zhao Ning couldn't have imagined that she would also have an intersection with a psychiatrist when she was once so cheerful and carefree, and she would also be forced to see a psychiatrist, all thanks to the man who claimed to be her husband...... However, she also has to thank him, if it weren't for him, she wouldn't have met the true love of her life.

From the afterglow, Zhao Ning saw the incredulity in Zhuo Meng's eyes, and at the same time saw her pity for her, she smiled bitterly in her heart, Zhuo Meng and her can be regarded as two people with the same fate, half of her pity is also for her own fate.

"Don't look at me with such pity, I never felt that the illness was my misfortune, on the contrary, I would like to thank that accident for allowing me to meet him, if he hadn't appeared, maybe I would have left Chu Fan's side more completely, and our conversation today would not exist."

Zhuo Meng looked at her back, and a sadness suddenly surged in her heart.

"You waited until Jiang Chufan became an adult to leave with him because you still couldn't let go of Jiang Chufan?"

"Yes, what mother would ruthlessly abandon her young child, even if I love that man and want to go with him, I can't bear my little Chufan, so I didn't make up my mind until he became an adult."

"For so many years, hasn't anyone discovered your affairs, such as Chu Fan's father."

"Heh......"

There was some ridicule, and Zhao Ning felt more sad.

"It's ridiculous, for more than ten years, Chu Fan's father didn't know anything about me and him, and sometimes, I even felt that he had forgotten that there was such a person as me, in his eyes, he only had the company and his son, and his wife, but it was just an ornament, how could he care about a decoration."

She was right, even if Chu Fan's father cared about her at all, she wouldn't have come to this point.

"And now, why are you back, your one?"

Hearing Zhuo Meng mention him, Zhao Ning's body stiffened suddenly, and in just a moment, she softened her body, but her whole body was as low as if she was shrouded in a nightmare.

He ...... It's dead. ”

She said plainly, as if she was talking about someone else's business, and only with the depth of those eyes could Zhuo Meng feel her despair. She...... It's already painful, that's why I'm so calm.

"Can you guess how he died?"

Zhao Ning suddenly turned his head to ask her a question, his cold expression bloomed on her face, and there was a bloodthirsty demon, her eyes were bloodshot, full of crazy hatred.

Zhuo Meng shook her head stunned, she was terrified like this......

"It was Chu Fan who did it, and it was my own son who killed him...... Is this retribution? ”

"How could it be ......?"

She whispered softly, such an answer was so shocking to her that Zhuo Meng couldn't digest such a fact at all. Zhao Ning couldn't accept it, so she had been hiding in the shadow of this matter and was unwilling to face it, she had always been in pain. She struggled to support the smile on the corner of her mouth, Zhuo Meng looked fascinated, she felt that her smile was so cold...... Even, it hurts......

"How could this be, why did Jiang Chufan do this to you?"

"For what ......"

Zhao Ning was also very confused, why did her son be so cruel to her?

"Maybe it's for the sake of the Jiang family's face, or maybe he wants to avenge his father."

"Revenge?"

Stories are always intricate, and the more Zhuo Meng listens, the more questions he asks.

"yes, for revenge."

Again, she said, the resentment in her eyes grew.

"At that time, there was a huge crisis in Jiufeng, and we also left while the Jiang family was in chaos, I didn't expect that our departure that night would kill the writer."

killed the writer, it turned out that Jiang Chufan's father died at that time.

"How do you know that he was killed by you, after all, you were no longer in the Jiang family at that time."

"I don't know if Wenhao's death was caused by me, but Chu Fan has already determined it, so forget it."

Zhao Ning's words made Zhuo Meng a little incredible, how could such a ridiculous guilt as a son be so arrogant to put all of it on his mother, and she actually accepted it. Is she unable to defend herself or is it that the death of that person has made her loveless?

Zhao Ning was silent, trapped alone in grief.

Zhuo Meng's heart ached again, for Zhao Ning, and for many emotions that she couldn't release in her heart. Suddenly, Zhuo Meng wanted to hug the woman full of grief in front of her, she was in so much pain that she had lost consciousness.

She approached her gently, taking her cold hand into the palm of her hand. This woman can be regarded as half of her mother.

"Have you ever hated Jiang Chufan?"

She looked into her eyes, a little anxious, she wanted to know what kind of state of mind she had in the face of the cruelty of her loved ones.

She also looked at her, smiled slightly, and said, "No, he didn't hate him, let alone me, Chu Fan...... After all, it's still a piece of meat in my heart. ”

She looked out the window, and her eyes seemed to drift far away.

"Sometimes, God just likes to do some pranks, in her opinion, it is insignificant, but we ordinary people turn on our backs, we can't hide, even if we have resentment, we have to bear ......"

Zhuo Meng didn't speak again, lowering her eyelids, she savored her words.

……

At night, Zhuo Meng lay on the soft big bed and couldn't sleep for a long time, and his mind was full of Zhao Ning's sad words.

God's tricks, are they really unable to escape? ……

"Ahh ……”

The screams from outside the house were deafening, and with the sound of heavy objects falling, Zhuo Meng's cranial nerves collapsed into a straight line.

The cry just now felt vaguely familiar to her. Lifting the covers, she put on her shoes as fast as she could, and ran towards the source of the sound.

……

The sight in front of her made Zhuo Meng stop, her eyes widened in horror, and the scene in front of her continued to expand in her pupils.

Jiang Chufan, whose green tendons were exposed, stood on the stairs with his lips pursed, and under the stairs, a large area of blood was expanding and spreading, and the bright red blood was demonic like a devil, as if it was about to devour the remains in the pool of blood......

"Ahh ……”