Chapter 55: Enlightenment

Shen He is such a good woman, no matter in appearance, temperament, or talent, she is no worse than those women from the family. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info even she is not inferior to a man in many aspects, but because of her family background, background, and secular prejudices, she should be treated like this, this world is really unfair.

Huang Ji'an felt that she deserved a better man to treat him well, and he was destined to have no chance with her in this life, so he could only look at her back from afar, and he couldn't give her the happiness she wanted.

Thinking of this, Huang Ji'an was a little sad, but there was nothing he could do. He took out a piece of notebook, wrote a few lines of poetry, asked Huang San to come in, and sent it to Shen He.

He knew that he should have gone to see Shen He in person and explain the matter clearly in person. However, he did not have the courage to meet her now, and he was afraid that when he saw her, he would change his mind and keep her by his side.

But in that way, it will only harm Shen He and ruin the happiness of her life, he can't be so selfish.

Shen He was still reading in the study, she didn't expect Huang Ji'an to ask Huang San to send the letter, and so quickly.

She also knew that he must be under multiple pressures from the family now, but she didn't think that he was a person who easily admits defeat and gives up, and she has enough confidence in him.

But now, looking at the notebook in her hand, she couldn't hold back the tears she had endured for a day, and finally flowed down, slowly dripping on the notebook, wetting the ink.

The letterhead reads:

There is no beginning, and there is an end. My heart is sad, and I don't know how to mourn.

Quiet words and thoughts, you can't fly. Tomorrow and night, you are no longer strange.

Huang Ji'an said: In this world, many things may have a good beginning, but unfortunately few can end. My heart is now wrenched and broken, and no one can understand my grief. Calm down and think about it, I only hate that I don't have wings and can't fly out of this fence cage. It's just that we don't know when, we are destined to become strangers in the end, and we will not be able to stay together in this life.

Shen He can endure the gossip of others, the abuse and humiliation of Wang Wanyi, and the abandonment of Wu Changzhi like a villain, but what she can't bear the most is that the person she loves gives up this relationship so easily.

Those past scenes, one by one appeared in front of Shen He: he talked with her at night, went to the porridge house to drink porridge together, when she was injured, he sent her supplements, confessed his heart, and he hugged her in his arms and kissed each other in the Splendid Workshop......

Vote for me with papaya, and repay it with Qiongju. Bandit retribution, always think it is good! Vote for me with a peach, and repay it with Qiong Yao. Bandit retribution, always think it is good! Vote for me with Mu Li, and repay it with Qiongjiu. Bandit retribution, always think it is good!

Now, those sweetness and vows have all become the greatest irony and sorrow for her!

After facing the family's forced relatives, he cowardly chose to escape, and even didn't leave her a word of explanation or a back, so he easily said the word "strange".

No matter what the reason was, Shen He found it difficult to accept and could not forgive.

She knew that she should be strong at this time, and she should smile to those people, she Shen He did not have to rely on him Huang Ji'an, without him, she could still live a good life.

However, her heart was not completely controlled by her, and the tears in her eyes flowed down her cheeks, and she couldn't stop it. It was the first time since she was born again that she was so sad and sad.

At this time, Xiaocui was also sad outside the house. She is unhappy for the sake of the young lady, such a good young lady, but she always has a bad time. However, she knew that the young lady needed to be alone for a while now, so she did not disturb her, but went to the stove and began to prepare dinner.

Xiaocui was busy working, and Ah Niu and Aunt Yu came back.

As soon as Ah Niu entered the yard, he shouted: "Sister, take a look, Ah Niu has brought you back."

Xiao Cui hurriedly stopped him: "Miss is busy, don't disturb her"

Aunt Yu saw that Xiaocui's face was not quite right, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with the lotus?" ”

Xiao Cui glanced at Aunt Yu, and the two of them went to the stove room, and when they saw it, they also stopped Ah Niu and took him into the stove room.

Xiaocui told Aunt Yu everything before and after, and Aunt Yu was very surprised when she heard it.

thought that Huang Ji'an was so good to Shen He, and the two would be able to get married at the end of the year, but now that he has reversed himself, it can be seen that a man's heart has really become too fast, and a rich man is really unreliable.

However, now is not the time to complain, how to make the lotus can cheer up and start life again is the most important thing. Thinking of this, Aunt Yu came to Shen He's door and knocked lightly: "Lotus, I'm my aunt"

Shen He hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, and said in a choked voice: "Auntie, you wait for a while"

I found a silk handkerchief and put it on my eyes, and opened the door for Aunt Yu.

Aunt Yu walked into the house, closed the door again, pulled Shen He to sit at the table and said to her: "Lotus, I know you feel uncomfortable, cry if you want to cry, don't hold it in your heart"

Shen He couldn't help it even more when he heard this, and cried in Aunt Yu's arms.

Aunt Yu stroked her head and said, "Child, there will always be some ditches and bumps in people's lives, just take a step forward, or look forward"

"When his father was gone, I wiped my tears all day long. At that time, I thought, how will he live if he is gone, leaving us two behind? ”

"But then I thought about it, what's the use of crying, for the sake of the child, no matter how hard and tired I am, I have to hold on. No, then I finally pulled the bolt bigger, and my life got better day by day, and I got through all those hardships and tiredness."

"That's how you live, whoever you meet, what you encounter, it's fate, it's useless for you to fight."

Shen He raised his head slowly, his eyes were still red, but his consciousness was much clearer than just now, although Aunt Yu said simple words, but her heart was a little lighter than just now.

She said to Aunt Yu: "Auntie, I know you want to persuade me to open up if you want to." However, I don't want to believe in my fate, and I have to fight for everything before I am willing."

Aunt Yu sighed, "You're a child, you've had this temper since you were a child. I thought you had changed before, but it seems that you are still stubborn. How can you not suffer a loss if you have such a temperament?"

Shen He said: "Auntie, I'm not afraid of losses, but it doesn't mean that I will be bullied and manipulated for no reason."

Aunt Yu said: "In this county, who can you talk to?" People have big businesses, we are ordinary people, let's bear with it first"

Shen He was a little silent when she heard this, she hadn't decided what to do for the time being, but she would definitely not let people look down on her.

At this time, Xiaocui shouted in the courtyard: "Auntie, miss, come out for dinner"

Shen He listened and said, "Auntie, let's not talk about this for now." Let's go out to eat."

Aunt Yu saw that she didn't want to say any more, and knew that this was not something that could be figured out in one or two sentences, and some temperaments could not be changed in a day or two, so she stopped persuading.

Shen He and Aunt Yu walked out of the house and came to the courtyard to eat.