001 Rebirth, Awakening
The early morning sunlight squeezed through the gap in the curtains into the small room and cast onto the face of the girl on the bed, coincidentally, right in the eye. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Gu Lele sat up from the bed suddenly, and he could clearly hear his heart, thump-thump-thump-
She frowned, but she didn't have time to care about the discomfort caused by her heart beating so violently, and immediately reached out to touch her abdomen.
The soft belly is not at all hard and tight of pregnancy, what about the child! What about her children!?
Gu Lele looked around in a panic, but this sight completely shocked her!
This...... This...... Isn't this the home where I lived when I was a kid? How did she end up here?
The slender Danfeng's eyes widened, Gu Lele lay down slowly in a daze, turned sideways, crumpled the quilt on her body, hugged her tightly in her arms, curled up and lay on the bed, only in this way could she feel less afraid.
You're obviously dead, huh?
She still vividly remembers the helplessness and despair of being pushed into the speeding car, the grim and smug expression on the familiar man's face that lingered like a nightmare.
It's really ridiculous, at that time, she still absurdly thought that her best friend must have accidentally pushed herself, and looked at Ning Wanxin like an idiot trying to ask for help, but she saw in her eyes full of hatred and comfort after the conspiracy succeeded.
Gu Lele couldn't help but hug the quilt tighter. She didn't understand why?! Haven't they always been good friends? Why is the hatred seen in the eyes of her best friend so deep that she and her boyfriend Xu Yan must put themselves and their innocent children who are only more than seven months old to death!
It took a few deep breaths to calm herself a little from her fear and sadness, and only then did she have the heart to think about her current situation.
Looking at this familiar and unfamiliar room, she couldn't help but think to herself, is this her heaven or hell?
Tightening the quilt in his arms, sniffing the smell of "home", Gu Lele closed his eyes and took a deep breath, there was an extra wet mark at the corner of his eye, but the corner of his mouth was slightly curved, revealing a mocking smile.
Yes, this should be the house where I lived before I went to junior high school, at that time I was well-behaved and obedient, although my father and mother were not rich, but they still pampered her like a little princess, in retrospect, this is not the happiest place in her life, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is heaven.
But later, she met the catastrophe of her life in junior high school - her husband Xu Cheng, and since then her heart has fallen so rampage. followed by the never-ending youthful rebellion, which made Gu Dad and Gu Ma and himself bruised, and the relationship involuntarily became more and more estranged, or Gu Lele unilaterally alienated his parents.
This is the thing she regrets and feels the most guilty about.
It wasn't until death came that she realized that the only people who loved her in the world were her father and mother!
So, if this is the hell that makes her suffer from her own heart, it is really appropriate.
I don't know if my mother and father can stand this stimulation after I die.
Thinking of the mother who broke her heart for herself and was dyed half white by the years at a young age, and thinking of the father who used her not tall body to hold up a piece of the world for herself and her mother, Gu Lele finally couldn't help crying.
She was wrong, she really knew it was wrong.
She is sorry for her parents, she has not been able to honor them all her life but has rebelled so much that the second elder is helpless, and now that she is dead, can her mother, who is getting worse and worse, survive this bad news? Will the increasingly rickety old father smoke all night long, sitting alone in her empty room with red eyes and wiping tears?
Gu Lele buried her little face in the quilt and hugged the quilt tightly, she had nothing, she really had nothing, she was sorry for her parents, she was not filial, she was not filial!
Suddenly, the door was slammed open, and before Gu Lele could remove his face from the quilt, he fell into a strange and familiar embrace.
A warm, soft hand touched her back and gently caressed her.
A soft female voice sounded above Gu Lele's head: "Lele, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, mom is here, don't cry." Got a nightmare? After speaking, the warm and soft hand touched Gu Lele's ear and kneaded it kissing.
This familiar feeling made Gu Lele's emotions that had just calmed down suddenly out of control, only to feel that his nose was sore, and tears poured out again.
In his previous life, his mother and grandmother were like this, as long as they were frightened, they would knead their ears, and their mouths would say: "Pull your hair, you can't be scared, you can't be scared, you can't be scared." ”
Without thinking about anything else, Gu Lele lifted the quilt that separated him from the real touch, and got into the familiar embrace and hugged it tightly.
Xu was a little confused by Gu Lele's sudden movements, Gu Lele felt that familiar embrace stiffened for a moment, and hugged her tightly, and the soft voice never stopped, constantly comforting Gu Lele.
Finally calming down his emotions, Gu Lele hesitated again and again, but raised his little face and looked at the woman holding him in front of him.
After a moment of surprise, she buried her little face in the woman's arms again. It's her mother, but it's like a mother ten years ago, young and beautiful. What the hell is going on?
Gu's mother saw that her daughter gradually calmed down and said: "Your mother has prepared everything for you to go out to play, and your mother is going to your grandmother's house today, so she is leaving, go early and prepare some breakfast for your grandparents by the way." Mom made you a sandwich, and you got up and drank the milk hot, you know? ”
Gu Lele nodded stiffly. Then he broke away from Gu Ma's embrace, covered his head with a quilt, and responded in a humming voice: "Then you go quickly, I'll get up right away." ”
Gu Lele, who calmed down, was still not used to such intimate actions, and she did not have any intimate contact with her parents in the more than ten years from her junior high school to her later death.
Even when she grew up later, she was so polite to her parents that she didn't look like a family. In addition to guilt, Gu Lele felt some regrets in his heart. Obviously, when I was a child, I was also a little public act who loved to be coquettish with my parents, and the family was happy, why did it become like that in the end.
Gu Ma looked at the little girl who covered herself in the quilt and smiled helplessly, thinking that she was now shy because she cried because she had nightmares. patted Gu Lele comfortingly, and said with a smile: "Then you take care of yourself, mom is gone." ”
"Eun, don't worry." Gu Lele replied in the bed.
It wasn't until he heard the sound of the security door closing outside that Gu Lele reacted in hindsight, why was his mother here? Did you come down to accompany yourself? Sure enough, my mother couldn't bear the news of her untimely death, and she ...... Also......
Thinking about it, Gu Lele's eyes were red again.