Chapter 7: Say goodbye to the past
The Lu family spent five days in Beijing. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the past five days, my father and mother's business are so critical that they will call one after another, and some will deal with the two sentences of "oh, oh", and some will be angry, "How can this be?" Or, "How did you do that?" ”
But none of them offered to leave Beijing first.
They were all waiting for Gu Yu's words, who she was going to talk to.
When the family started to make shabu-shabu again, Gu Yu said, "Mom, I'm going back to Wenzhou, where I signed a labor contract with the hospital." Also, there was a nocturnal patient who really needed me, and I couldn't just throw her halfway through! ”
Lu Wenfang took a pair of chopsticks and mutton, put it in the pot and scattered it, without squeaking.
"Mom, I have to go back to Wenzhou to deal with the household registration matter. I won't be called Yang Xiaohui anymore, my name is Lu Guyu. ”
This is a problem that must be solved, and when it comes to this, Lu Wenfang can't disagree.
"Then I have to make a condition. Lu Society, do you want to see if you agree? Lu Wenfang looked at Lu Society seriously.
Lu Sheshe nodded hurriedly and said, "You said, as long as it is beneficial to the child, you can just say it!" ”
Lu Wenfang said: "If you want to live with your daughter, you have to be like a father." I don't explain, you can figure out for yourself what it means! ”
Lu Sheshe wanted to open his mouth to refute two sentences, but he swallowed back after thinking about it. He was obviously very unhappy with a stalk on his neck, but he endured it for the sake of the overall situation.
"Otherwise, you can buy a house for your child and let her live in a safe place." For Lu Wenfang, this is a step back.
"Anything else?" Lu Sheshe rolled his eyes and looked at his ex-wife.
"Also, the child has to continue to be educated, don't delay the child's future for your little business, after all, she is only nineteen years old!"
"Anything else?"
"Of course, if I can arrange a better future for her, don't stop me, I mean studying abroad!"
Lu was angry. "What are you talking about, as if you are your own mother and I am my stepfather! Can I not be happy for the child that she has a future? ”
Lu Wenfang ignored him. Began to eat meat with a stuffy head.
The children all looked at their father, and Lu Sheshe had to swallow this breath.
Five days in Beijing passed like that.
I flew for the first time in my life. In the cabin, Gu Yu still couldn't believe that the scenery outside the cabin and the people in the cabin were real. She clumsily buckled the seat belt around her waist and looked at the oxygen mask above her head, afraid that it would fall off and not use it.
The small table on her lap, she put down and turned it up, in short, she didn't know what was right.
"Gu Yu", Dad patted her knee. "Actually, you'll be better off with your mother, who is richer than your father. Dad wasn't always flying, either. ”
Gu Yu smiled and didn't speak.
This is a fragile man, a man who panics and seeks to escape as soon as things come. However, he loved her.
He's just not strong enough, not rational enough, it's not a weakness, it's a weakness.
She thought, she loved him.
"Gu Yu. Your mother arranged a good road for you, studying abroad, she can afford it, but your father can't afford it. She arranged it, you can go to it, you don't have to accompany Dad. ”
Gu Yu smiled again and didn't speak. Studying abroad was such a foreign topic to her.
Desert roses, soaked for eight days are enough. She wasn't enough. She didn't know how long it would take.
How long will it take for her to forget the harm Yang Decai has caused her?
How long will it take for her to be brave enough to say no to someone?
How long will it take for her to be able to easily imagine the future, such as love, career, family......
I touched the card in my pocket, and it was still there. It was the golden spike card that her mother gave her, and there were 40,000 yuan in it, and her mother said, "Take it for pocket money!" ”
Mom also said: "If it's not enough, ask your dad for it, you don't want it, he won't spend it in a serious place, don't save it for him!" You spend money for him, but you help him! ”
She ignored her mom's displeasure with her dad, it was their business. She thought that with these 40,000 yuan, she could spend it for a while.
What's more, she still has a job, and she can earn money to support herself.
Now that she has money in her pocket, she can look forward to spending money. She closed her eyes and let herself dream of spending money again. In the past, when she was in trouble, she used such dreams to comfort herself.
Now, she can buy a down jacket for girls in winter. The one that Da Shuo's brother gave her was too big for her, and besides, it was a blue-black dress that she didn't like. When I wear it, I always feel like I was picked up by someone like this dress.
Of course, when she has money, she will buy a new one and give it to him. And pay back the two thousand five hundred dollars.
When will it be returned?
She was still a little scared when she remembered that home, although she reported the case, Yang Decai should have been arrested, but for that Xiaopu village, she still wanted to avoid it.
Aunt Yang Yezi said, if you want to leave, don't come back.
She really didn't want to go back.
The younger brother and sister there, Mai Mang and Mian Mian, she couldn't tell if she missed them. When she lived a life of wandering alone, she only cared about where to live, how to guard against people at night, and whether she could eat tomorrow.
In fact, she didn't have time to think about others.
If you miss it, only Mother Fu, she is the one who really protects her and gives her warmth!
For Mai Mang and Mianmian, she can't tell what kind of feelings she has!
They depended on her, and they also fought with her for food. That home, it's not used to leaving a bite for people who are still doing work. Because of taking care of them, her junior high school was intermittent.
She became valuable because of their needs.
But she hugged their little bodies, and they hugged her with their little bodies.
......, perhaps, with the care of the welfare home, their lives will be better!
Perhaps, she will buy them some food and clothing and send them over, which can be regarded as repaying her mother.
What else can you do with these 40,000 yuan? She couldn't figure it out yet.
By the way, I got off the plane to buy some snacks for myself and my dad. A childhood without snacks is not a happy childhood. She had to make up for the missing part herself.
"Gu Yu, what do you want?" Dad asked.
She smiled slightly, but did not answer. People will laugh at these words in their hearts, right? Even though it was her father, she didn't want to say it.
"Gu Yu, when you get home, you can call someone you know, and say that you have found a home, so that they can be happy too!"
Gu Yu nodded, but thought about it, in addition to Brother Dashuo's family who needed to be contacted, who else could she tell the news?
Surely Mother Fu must be glad that she has found a home? She's not sure. Because her escape means that the last "normal adult" in that family is gone, who will take care of Mai Mang and Mianmian? If Fu's mother wanted to sue, she would have sued a long time ago, why did she endure it for so many years?
Niu Lingling, who slept on the top bunk, didn't know how much she was doing. When she was in school, she was afraid that others would know that she had been picked up by someone else, and she felt that if she did, she would be discriminated against more. Therefore, she only said that her father wanted her to go back and marry a very old person, so that Niu Lingling helped her hide the situation. And the head teacher, she said the same thing.
Now, there's no need to bring it up, right?
Even that nursing school, she didn't want to go back.
Everything that was related to her past memories, she wanted to forget.
She wanted to make that desert rose, that lichen like dead grass. There are no roots, just a bowl of water, give her enough time to bloom naturally and stretch slowly.