Most people's lives are novels in chapter and back style, with a beginning and an end, and a beginning and a end, but Gu Yu feels that her life is unwritten. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info Because she always has something she can't remember, she suddenly shakes in her dream, and when she wakes up, she just feels stuffy in her chest, like crying, but she can't remember it when she thinks about it.

She thought that her first clip should be called "Foolish"

It was when she was six years old, and she was hanging out with her younger brother and sister. I can't remember what the little square in front of their shop was called. I can't remember my sister's name, but I remember that she was holding her brother with one hand and her sister with the other, and both little hands were sweaty.

"Boy, come here!"

A crouching man across from him holds a popsicle in his hand.

The younger brother took a step forward and looked up at her as if asking.

She grabbed her brother and didn't understand why the man had called the boy over.

"Lixia, you wait, I'll take a look!" So, she walked up to the man like a parent.

As a result, she .......

The memory is broken here. The next thing she remembers is that in a small shop, the man is buying cookies, and the salesperson asks: Who is she?

"It's ....... my daughter!" With that, the man stared straight at her like a wolf until she carefully mumbled twice.

From then on, the man said to people, "This is my daughter."

And that creepy look often woke her from her dreams until she was nineteen years old, which is now.

Now that I think about it, she was so stupid not to let her brother pass, why did she want to go?

So the first lesson she learned from life was that she couldn't get ahead, and if she came out, she would be stupid!

Her second clip is called "Pretending to be well-behaved." ”

Yang Decai is really lazy, almost every house in the village has a well, but the Yang family does not have it, except that there is no well, and there are not a few tiles left on the roof. She had no choice but to go to the neighbor's house to fetch water, one by one, one basin after another.

The water often shakes out and sprinkles on clothes and hands, and when the cold wind blows, it hurts to the bone.

Once, she went to pour boiling water, and somehow, the thermos exploded. She was stupefied. "Hu" ground, Yang Decai put down the wine bowl and jumped off the ground, picked up a shoe from the ground and hit it. She stabbed under the bed and couldn't come out, Yang Decai couldn't get in, and he didn't bother to move the bed, so he had to scold outside: "I'll enter your mother!" If you want to be smaller, you can change your wine for drink, and if you want to be bigger, you can also change into a suit and wear it! You don't know how to eat with your mouth open! The tree in front of the door is not high, why don't you step on a stool and hang yourself! There are so many cars coming and going, why don't you hit your head and die! ……”

At that time, there seemed to be only two paths in front of her: one was to exchange her life for something, and the other was to take her life to get rid of pain.

And she didn't want any of them, so she had to pretend to be well-behaved. Therefore, she always calls him "Daddy" with a smile.

Of course, at that time, it was not without a trace of warmth, the neighbor's little brother Dashuo, he always helped her carry water to pour into her basin, and sometimes, he also helped her bring two basins to her door. When the poplar leaves first came out, he would sit on the tree and wring out the young branches inside and make a few whistles for her.

He said, "You know what? Why is the thick whistle low and dumb, and the thin whistle high and bright? At that time, she didn't know that when Yang Decai snored, she couldn't sleep, and she would think of the question raised by her little brother.

Another person who warms her up is Mother Fu. She was only twelve years old, and I don't know what means Yang De used to get her. Yang Decai pointed at her and said, "In the future, I will be your father, and she will be your mother!" ”

She was used to being well-behaved, and she didn't hesitate to call Mom.

After that, Fu's mother protected her, accompanied her, and saved money for her to go to school. In the winter, Fu's mother, who came back from work, put down her luggage and ran to the school gate, holding a cup of hot milk tea in her hand - waiting for her!

Yang Decai scolded: "What's the use of going to school if you raise it to make money?!" ”

Fu's mother replied to him: "Let her be blind like you?" ”

In fact, Fu's mother herself is almost blind, although she doesn't know why Fu's mother followed Yang Decai to Xiaopu Village, Fu's mother doesn't say it herself, but sometimes, she will sigh and say: "After all, you have to be shrewd if you are educated, you should study hard, don't be like me!" ”

Her third clip should be called "Playing Missing." ”

The reason why she didn't leave that home for a long time was because she didn't dare, and because of Mother Fu.

Fu's mother is sometimes beaten, but she is there, after all, Fu's mother has someone to help.

Of course, she also helps Fu's mother take care of her children, one is Mai Mang, and the other is Mianmian.

By the time she went to nursing school, she couldn't help Fu's mother. Sometimes, Fu's mother called, and the most common sentence was: "You study hard, be shrewd, and fall for others!" ”

In June last year, Fu's mother called again: "I'm leaving, take care of yourself!" ”

She said, "Mom, what are you talking about, I'll go back to see you after I have a holiday!" To be honest, she was terrified.

When she returned home and knew that Fu's mother was really gone, she felt that that home was no longer home.

However, Mai Mang and Mianmian, one eight years old and the other seven years old, they both looked at her bably and called her "sister". Yang Decai still does odd jobs and cooks for the children all the time.

She couldn't leave.

However, school is about to start. This is her last semester, and without a graduation certificate, she will not be able to find a job, and her life will be completely ruined in the hands of Yang Decai.

Moreover, Yang Decai became restless, he pushed the door at night, and was so frightened that Mai Mang and Mianmian cried, and they all lay on top of her, shouting: "Sister, sister! ”

Yang Decai shouted outside the door: "Mai Mang, come here and open the door!" Mianmian, come here and open the door! ”

She wouldn't let her younger siblings open it, and they didn't open it. Maybe in their consciousness, they don't understand what Dad really wants to do. They couldn't stop crying, thinking that Dad was just going to come in and beat someone after drinking. She hugged them and shivered. She was really scared.

The broken door finally couldn't bear it, and was knocked open from the outside by Yang Decai with a "click". There were sawdust splashing up, and at the same time, there was a room full of alcohol.

Mianmian's cry was very sad.

"Dad, don't hit us, we left you food!"

"Go away, go away, go to that room and sleep!" Yang Decai ripped open the cotton like crazy. But Mianmian pounced again, still hugging her brother and sister. Maybe in her consciousness, it's safe to hug each other.

Yang Decai went to tear again, and scolded while pulling: "Nima's, Lao Tzu raised you, how much food did you eat, what do you take?" …… The white-eyed wolf is gone, then you can pay it back for her! ”

She was chilling, and Mai Mang and Mian Mian were crying all the time, and Mai Mang was thrown to the ground with her feet.

But when her pants were torn open, Mai Mang dragged Yang Decai's feet desperately, and he couldn't move freely.

She flipped it up all at once, put the quilt on Yang Decai's head, pressed him, and hugged his head tightly until he couldn't move.

Mianmian was already scared stupid, against the wall, and her eyes were straight.

She sat limply on the ground, paralyzed. It wasn't until Yang Decai's snoring started that she loosened her body and cried.

At that time, she knew that she couldn't stay in this home any longer, although she was afraid of him for more than ten years, but this time, if she didn't save herself, the rest of her life would be almost at a glance.

The stars were still bright, and she picked up her luggage and knocked on the door of her brother's house.

"Auntie, can you lend me some money and let me start school, this is the last semester!"

Seeing that she didn't comb her head and didn't wash her face, and then looked at the luggage on the ground, the aunt bit her lip and hesitated, and went into the back room to take out a small handful of money.

"Auntie doesn't expect you to pay it back. If you want to go, don't come back! ”

Da Shuo chased out and said, "You can wear this down jacket of mine!" …… Anyway, I'm too small to wear! ”

And just like that, she disappeared.

There is no her on the graduation photo, and the graduation certificate was sent to her by Niu Lingling from the upper bunk. Even the head teacher didn't know where she was, and since the internship, she has disappeared.

Yang Decai, I can't find her anymore!

Her fourth clip is "Looking for Mom and Dad." ”

Although she can't remember a lot of things, she remembers this place in WZ.

However, WZ is so big, she looks alley by alley, everywhere it feels like it, everywhere it doesn't feel like it, she confuses herself.

Her original name was Gu Yu. Maybe their family is surnamed Liu, or maybe they are surnamed Liu, or maybe they are surnamed Lu or Lu, she remembers that tone, but she doesn't know which word it is. I only remember that my father sold clothes at that time, his feet did not touch the ground every day, and he always had a smile on his face. By the way, downstairs is a fruit and vegetable stall opened by grandparents, and grandma wears a royal blue top and her hair is combed shiny.

When I went to the public security bureau to check, people said, how can you check this information? Otherwise, you can collect blood!

She hesitated for a long time. She went to collect blood, which means reporting the case, so that Yang De will be arrested, but Fu's mother is not there, what about Mai Mang and Mianmian?

And, will they hate her in the future?

However, she was so tired that she was about to collapse when she sat on the curb of the road, and she hallucinated. A lean woman with her head crossed came over and shouted in a bright voice: "Gu Yu, Gu Yu, go home for dinner!" ”

That's her mom.

Looking at the people coming and going, she felt like a bag of garbage, and no one bent down to put it next to the garbage can. At this point, she didn't care. She stepped through the door of the Public Security Bureau again.

……

"Yao An'an, are you ready? It's time to go! A staff member with a TV badge pushed the door in and shouted at the girl next to her.