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At night, the corridors of the hospital are unusually silent.

Zhuo Meng was fidgeting outside the intensive care ward, the doctor had been in for more than half an hour, and there was no movement at all, her heart was as anxious as if it was placed on the tip of fire.

There was a sudden sound from the closed door, and Zhuo Meng, who had just sat down, reflexively stood up.

"Doctor, how is my daughter doing?"

The attending doctor took off his mask and looked at the young mother with a solemn expression.

"Xiaoxi's condition has begun to deteriorate, and if she has not found a suitable bone marrow for her transplant, her life will be in danger at any time."

"Is it really that serious?"

Her daughter was only a little over five years old, and she didn't believe that her days with her were so short, and she had so many things that she was about to lose before they were given to her.

"Really."

The doctor didn't want to say that this was a fact, and he hoped that such a cute girl would be well, but unfortunately, he couldn't change the reality.

After thinking about it, the doctor sincerely suggested to her, he and the Miyano family were in frequent contacts, and he still knew Zhuo Meng's situation relatively well.

"Perhaps...... You should go find Nozomi's father. ”

Looking for Xiaoxi's father, is there really no way this time? …… Lowering her eyelids, Zhuo Meng pondered for a moment, raised her head, and she forced herself to smile.

"I'll think about it...... Thank you so much for bothering you so many times. ”

"Don't say that, I actually like Xiaoxi very much."

The doctor laughed twice, a little embarrassed.

"Xiaoxi is about to wake up, you can go in and have a look."

"Hmm"

She nodded to the doctor and slowly moved her steps towards the ward. The doctor looked at her back and shook his head with some pity, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart...... Such a kind woman, God seems to be too unfair to her.

Xiaoxi hadn't woken up yet, Zhuo Meng sat quietly beside her daughter, stroking her pale little face in a daze...... How beautiful her daughter is, like a doll.

The long, curled eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the pair of agile eyes slowly opened, although they were covered with mist, they still couldn't hide their beauty. With her eyes wide open, Xiao Xi looked at her mother with some grievances.

"I fell asleep again, didn't I?"

Looking at her daughter, Zhuo Meng's face was full of pity, she got up and helped her daughter's thin body, she sat behind her, she took her little princess into her arms and patted her gently, as if to coax her to sleep.

"Yes, my princess fell asleep again, like a sleeping beauty, and never woke up."

Zhuo Meng said with some complaints, and his coquettish tone made the children laugh, but Xiaoxi was still very fragile, and he didn't dare to laugh out loud and could only barely move the corners of his mouth. Rubbing her mother's chin, she was as petite as a cat.

"Mom...... Someday I'll actually become Sleeping Beauty, right? ”

Xiaoxi's words made Zhuo Meng stunned, and the movements in his hands also stopped. Feeling her mother's hesitation, Xiaoxi's face was stained with a layer of loneliness.

"If I never wake up again, and when I go to heaven, maybe I can see my father, which is actually not bad."

Zhuo Meng tightened the little man in her arms, and her words made her heart tingle.

"Little fool! …… Is Miyano dad bad, why do you always want to go to the person who is not there? ”

"Miyano's father is very good, I like him very much, but he is not my 'father', children have fathers, and it will be miserable if they don't even know who their father is."

Xiao Xi pouted, looking aggrieved.

"Does Nozomi want to see her father?"

Zhuo Meng asked her softly, and Xiao Xi nodded obediently.

"Hmm...... I want to see what Daddy looks like. ”

Zhuo Meng smiled at Xiaoxi and coaxed her softly.

"Then let's sleep a little longer, in my dreams, Xiaoxi will be able to see her father."

"Really?"

Xiaoxi didn't believe it, and tilted her little head to reconfirm with her mother.

"Really."

Zhuo Meng guarantees.

"Then you have to stay with me and don't go away."

"Okay."

She agreed gently, Xiao Xi nodded, smiled with satisfaction at the corner of her mouth, closed her eyes, her expression was full of joy. Darkening her eyes, Zhuo Meng's heart hurt for a while, patting the person in her arms, she coaxed her to sleep.

……

After the beginning of spring, the rainy weather begins to increase. Zhuo Meng's favorite thing is to stand in front of the window and watch the rain fall from the sky, the rootless water falling, isn't it just like her?

"What are you thinking?"

Maybe she was thinking too much about it, and she didn't even notice when Miyano entered her room, so she looked shocked when Miyano asked her.

Smiling awkwardly, Zhuo Meng felt a little embarrassed by his distraction.

"Nothing, just cranky."

Miyano didn't say anything, he knew she had something on her mind, but she didn't want to tell him at this time.

Walking behind her, he took her into his arms.

"Are you worried about Xiaoxi?"

His chest, so warm, every time she couldn't help but be attached to it, wanting to ask for it.

"Hmm...... Dr. William said that Xiaoxi's illness had begun to worsen, and if he did not have surgery, it could cause complications again, Xiaoxi ...... There can be danger at any time. ”

Miyano was stunned, he didn't expect that Xiaoxi's illness had become so serious. Subconsciously tightened the crook of his arm around her waist, and he was a little worried against her hair.

"Have you decided you want to go back?"

He asked her, inhaling the nutrients in the air, trying not to let her notice his abnormality.

"I don't know...... I'm still a little scared of that place, even though I've been away for six years. ”

There, there are memories she wants to forget the most.

"But ......"

Turning around, she grabbed Miyano's muscular waist pole and rested her head on his chest, reassuring every time she heard his heartbeat.

"Xiaoxi's illness can't be delayed any longer......"

Exhaling the turbidity in his chest heavily, Miyano's expression relaxed a lot, stroking the long hair on her back, his fingertips were a continuous attachment.

"You've already decided...... When are you going to leave? ”

His eyes darkened, and Zhuo Meng's heart was tangled together, spinning with pain...... He was always quick to guess what she was thinking.

"The sooner the better."

She said, with a somewhat nasal voice, but her tone was unwavering.

The sooner the better...... Miyano closed his eyes and forcibly suppressed the urge in his heart to keep her.

"Zhuo Meng...... You're really selfish......"

Every time she chooses, she abandons him, she is really hateful. His words made Zhuo Meng's body stiffen, and in his arms she sensed a trace of coolness oozing from his body, and she hugged him harder, covering her face, she didn't want the tears in her eyes to be exposed to the air.

"Yes, I'm selfish...... So, don't be so nice to me......"

She doesn't deserve it. Picking up a strand of hair, Miyano watched the green silk in his hand drain from his fingertips little by little, and a bitter smile appeared on his face.

"Is it possible?"

Being good to her has become his habit, and he can't quit......

Tears burst instantly, and she sobbed on his chest...... He, can you not be nice to her......