Chapter 125: White Reincarnation? (Fill in the big chapter)

"Hungry, try my craft today! It's a combination of my previous experience with different cheeses, and I've put an innovative twist on the classic cheese and the usual fruit cheese, with a sweet and savoury crust. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoThis sudden inspiration is not easy to come by, so hurry up and try it while it's hot! ”

"Okay."

"Nagisa, what's wrong with you? It may seem like you're not in the mood, but it's your favorite cheese. ”

"No, I'm very happy, I like it very much!" Bai Jiangzhu hurriedly cut off a large piece of cheese and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Hmm! Really great to say! Bai Jiangzhu finally opened himself up as usual, and devoured the cheesecake.

"Slow down, don't choke, no one is robbing you." Wu Yun watched Bai Jiangzhu finally return to his previous fanaticism, and he was also relieved, poured a glass of juice and put it next to Bai Jiangzhu as usual. "Nagisa, you know what, in fact, every time I see you eating so happily, I feel very happy, even happier than I have eaten." At this moment, when Wu Yun saw Bai Jiangzhu's smiling face, he felt not only a sense of accomplishment for cooking, but also a sense of responsibility to take care of his sister.

"......" Bai Jiangzhu suddenly stopped after eating half of the cake

"Kewpie"

"Uh, what's wrong?"

"What kind of identity do I have in your eyes?"

"Why did you suddenly ask about this? Hawkers,If I have to say it,I feel more like a sister! ”

"Sister...... Is it? ”

"That's right, although at first I felt sorry for that failed wish, so I chose to live with you and accompany you, because I thought that since I couldn't resurrect your mother, then I would try my best to replace her to make up for you."

"You're saying you're with me all because of your guilt? I didn't tell you, I don't blame you for that. ”

"yes, I know. Because that's just the initial idea, and it's changed every day we live. When? I watched you go to school at home, but I thought about whether you would be able to attend good classes and make good friends. Every time I waited for you on the way home from school because I was worried, and then I finally breathed a sigh of relief when I saw your happy smiling face. I don't know when, I started looking for all kinds of cheese practices, because when I see these cheeses, I will have your smiling face in my eyes. Every time I fight with you, I'm worried about whether something will happen to you, I don't know when, I'm used to you in my life, and now I'm more dependent on your existence, maybe it's because of Nagisa that I feel that I have a place to go in this world as a home, and I'm really grateful to you. ”

"Yes, is that so?"

"Of course, now in my eyes, you are also my only family here, and you are unique to me." Bai Jiangzhu's face gradually became stained with two pink flushes, and she lowered her head slightly to prevent Wu Yun from seeing it.

"Even if you say that, I will never say that you are my brother." However, this sentence instantly shot down Wu Yun.

"But I am familiar with your existence, I admit it, I also see you as an important person, although I will not admit that you are my brother, but you also have to take responsibility and say, you can't be like this time, otherwise I really ignore what you say!" Bai Jiangzhu's tone sounded quite happy, and it seemed that she really valued Wu Yun very much.

"Ah, I'm a father and a mother, I take care of you like this, can't I be a brother?" Wu Yun shed two lines of old tears, Bai Jiangzhu values him so much but doesn't admit that he is his brother, Nima, I'm a special nanny, isn't it, it's quite inconvenient without me, don't you value me?

"I want you to take care of it, anyway, I won't admit that your brother said!" I don't know why, Bai Jiangzhu bit down and rejected Wu Yun, which made Wu Yun feel very hurt suddenly, alas, at least she still admitted that Wu Yun's status in her eyes was not, and it was not in vain that she had passed the past few years.

"Forget it, if you don't admit it, you won't admit it. Anyway, in my eyes, you are a sister who always needs to worry, don't say it yet, you can finish the cake quickly, it won't taste good after a while. ”

―――――――――――― the dividing line of Baijiangzhu―――――――――――

When? On that painful and desperate night, you broke into my life. At first, I thought everything was an illusion, like a fantasy in a match, but it was my reluctance to give birth to my mother that created this strange little beast. Then, with the illusion of a happy ending, hoping to see my mother's smiling face again, hoping to hear my mother's voice again, I made that stupid wish, which is something I have always regretted.

It was inevitable that my mother would leave, and I knew it for a long time, and I knew it when she came out of the examination room with a weak and forced smile. It's just that I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive me who had the opportunity to save, but because of my own desire and stupidity, I can't blame anyone, I killed my mother.

Just after my mother left, you came to me again, no matter how cold or vexatious I treated you, I imposed all these faults on you, I ran away willfully, I vented to you, and you did not leave. You use your small body to do all kinds of heavy chores, even if it is so difficult for you, you never complain, and always look happy, which makes me even more painful, because the sense of self-blame never leaves.

You started to appear in my life all the time, and in one class, I saw your big funny ears in a tree outside the window, and you may still be complacent about your seclusion, but I didn't know that I had already discovered you. But I didn't debunk it, because the feeling of being watched like this made me feel at ease. In fact, the pain of my mother's death has long been filled by you, and it is every day with you that makes me feel the warmth of a home, even far more than before, and now I dare not imagine the days of losing you.

This was our first battle, and I finally saw the witch and realized that you didn't just give me a fairy tale. But even though I was nervous and scared from the first battle, you were always there for me, helping me and guiding me, and it was true, and together we defeated the witch, a poor man who had fallen into despair because of loneliness. However, it doesn't matter, because I'm still with me, I won't feel scared and I won't feel lonely anymore. Watch us rest in peace, witch, for we will carry your hope forever.

……

It felt like these three months of reincarnation were the longest days I've ever had, and on this day, I regained all these memories, all kinds of painful memories, and each time, we suffered serious defeats that I hadn't ever suffered before, and I even died a few times before I saw that huge witch night. The one that impressed me the most, that was the time I became a witch, in order not to bother you, I chose to seal the magic with my last consciousness, but unfortunately, the last sealed lament seed still hatched on the wall of the coffee shop. And that time, I also experienced the most unbearable experience in my life, I actually ate my senior sister...... Well, every time I think about this, my stomach is twitching faintly, maybe this is the so-called psychological shadow. However, these few times, the last time I have seen, it is not so bad, because you are still there.

You proposed a solution to reincarnation to me, but it turned out to be a relationship and confession with Xiao Meiyan? I don't know which senior suggested it to you, but I won't agree with it, so why should you force yourself to associate with her when it all ends? How can this unreliable approach succeed? That time, I was furious, and after a long absence, I tied you to the ceiling, and regardless of your pleas, I went back to the house in hatred and buried my head in the quilt. Actually, maybe your method is really feasible, but somewhere in my heart, it is calling me to stop this. Because once you really have a relationship with Xiao Meiyan, I will lose the most important thing.

You say, you see me as a sister. Am I always the same in your eyes? In the past few years, I have worked so hard to make myself more mature and reliable, why do you always see me who needs to be taken care of? Am I so unattractive? I didn't take advantage of the situation to admit your relationship with me, even if you were so expectant, I wouldn't admit it, because, I won't let you be my brother, I want more than just such a family relationship!

……

I met the Witch's Night again, but, this time, as you said, it didn't involve Mayaka Kame, and it ended the battle well...... But the price was that I became your outsider, and this time, albeit with my magic artillery, I completely defeated the Witch's Night. However, at the end, you walked to her first, standing on the broken wall, I saw your happy smiling face when you talked, saw your happy appearance when you showed off to her, saw her hugging you and your intimate gesture, and saw ...... Her kiss on the cheek.

Yes, your decision was so correct, in fact, I was just making trouble in the first place, didn't it all end smoothly? yes, that's how it should be! But what is the pain in my heart? The pain of not being able to breathe, this oppression, made me feel dizzy, made me feel angry. This is jealousy, yes, this is jealousy, it's me, it's supposed to be me! It's me who has always been there for you, it's me who values you more than anything else, it's me who has defeated the Witch's Night! Why, just because of this ridiculous reincarnation? No, I'm not reconciled! You should be mine!

……

"Nagisa, are you alright?"

Regaining consciousness again is already another reincarnation.

"Is it for my sake?"

"No, it's because I'm too greedy and can't hold back, because of that bit of energy, I went to contract with Mayaka Kazume, and as a result, the conversation with Xiao Meiyan collapsed. Alas, it looks like we're going to have to find another way this time. "You're still like that, taking all the blame on yourself.

But, actually, I know, at that last moment, your surprised faces. At that last moment, the erosion of pain and despair when I became a witch, this reincarnation, all because of me, because of my unwillingness, because of my jealousy, because of my ...... Cowardly. In fact, when I escaped from your gentle care, from your shelter and companionship, and from the warmth and stability you gave me, I had already lost the opportunity, because of this kind of negativity and indulgence, I made you accustomed to my willful coquettishness, and also made you form an impression of me, this kind of sister who can no longer continue to walk into the depths of you, this is also a punishment, and I can't complain...... Anyone.

"Can I call you, Brother Wu Yun?"

"Wow, what's wrong? Nagisa, are you alright? Didn't you always deny my brother's identity? And called out my name, haven't you always called me Kewpie because of your habit? ”

"It's nothing, it's just that because I want to open it, I feel like I can put something down."

"Really? So, can you call me again? ”

"Don't say it, you want a girl to say such a shameful thing, I don't want it."

"Let's do it again~~ I was so shocked just now, I didn't have time to feel it!"

"Don't just don't say it! I am hungry! Hurry back and cook! ”

"Oh, don't, call again!"

"Don't!" In laughter, the two walked home, which was their common home and Baijiangzhu's original favorite haven.